I've been through many difficulties since I graduated from university.
As an intern translator in year 1997, I was kicked out of the labor bureau just because my girlfriend had been to my office to help me fill in all the damned forms of those applicants who wanted to work abroad.
My insane sales manager asked me to sell three copiers within ten days, yet normally it would take a new salesman like me a month to finish the job.
After I came back to China, another sales manager of mine, who was definitely an asshole, took away most of the customers in my territory and gave them to a salesgirl who had sex with him.
When a boss of a big foreign company asked me why I had changed so many jobs within such a short period, I said I was forced to do that. Soon after I got the job, I chose to quit, because I found it was an entire family business. As an outsider, I barely had a chance to be promoted; or even if I had the chance, my power would still be limited.
Finally I made it to the government. I found it is a more complicated place for me. People do not act as they say. People will curse you or say something bad about you just after they tell you that you are a great person! They are so hypocritical!
I'm tired. I'm so tired with everything, especially when my wife decided to leave me. I guess I was knocked down by the facts! I always thought I was a strong man, though!
When the mood stroked me, I chose to flee away. I should have acted like a man, facing all the challenges with no fear. But I did have fears, though I had hidden them deep inside me. Now the fears are gone. New life is there waiting for me, but I don't know how to accept it.
The trace of my life is clear when I recall it. I am still not considered a loser, at least my friends said so. Should I cheer myself up and face my fate bravely? Should I take my fate for granted or challenge it like a real warrior?
My heart was torn into pieces, even though a lovely girl is trying to cure it. I am grateful to her cause she has done so many things for me since I was in the awful mood. I sincerely wanna give her the happiness she wants, but I am afraid I won't be the man for her. She's a sunny girl, who should have a better life and a better boy ; not like me, the heart-broken man.
Except for my parents and her, nothing could prevent me from immigrating to another country. I want to spend the rest of my life there, cause at least no one will know about my history and I can start a brand new life with no painful memories at all.
Thinking all the good things which would happen in the future, I smiled, though my heart is still bleeding...
关键字:网友情怀
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As an intern translator in year 1997, I was kicked out of the labor bureau just because my girlfriend had been to my office to help me fill in all the damned forms of those applicants who wanted to work abroad.
My insane sales manager asked me to sell three copiers within ten days, yet normally it would take a new salesman like me a month to finish the job.
After I came back to China, another sales manager of mine, who was definitely an asshole, took away most of the customers in my territory and gave them to a salesgirl who had sex with him.
When a boss of a big foreign company asked me why I had changed so many jobs within such a short period, I said I was forced to do that. Soon after I got the job, I chose to quit, because I found it was an entire family business. As an outsider, I barely had a chance to be promoted; or even if I had the chance, my power would still be limited.
Finally I made it to the government. I found it is a more complicated place for me. People do not act as they say. People will curse you or say something bad about you just after they tell you that you are a great person! They are so hypocritical!
I'm tired. I'm so tired with everything, especially when my wife decided to leave me. I guess I was knocked down by the facts! I always thought I was a strong man, though!
When the mood stroked me, I chose to flee away. I should have acted like a man, facing all the challenges with no fear. But I did have fears, though I had hidden them deep inside me. Now the fears are gone. New life is there waiting for me, but I don't know how to accept it.
The trace of my life is clear when I recall it. I am still not considered a loser, at least my friends said so. Should I cheer myself up and face my fate bravely? Should I take my fate for granted or challenge it like a real warrior?
My heart was torn into pieces, even though a lovely girl is trying to cure it. I am grateful to her cause she has done so many things for me since I was in the awful mood. I sincerely wanna give her the happiness she wants, but I am afraid I won't be the man for her. She's a sunny girl, who should have a better life and a better boy ; not like me, the heart-broken man.
Except for my parents and her, nothing could prevent me from immigrating to another country. I want to spend the rest of my life there, cause at least no one will know about my history and I can start a brand new life with no painful memories at all.
Thinking all the good things which would happen in the future, I smiled, though my heart is still bleeding...
关键字:网友情怀
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