The nature of her disease gave her a
prospect of death both near,
and at a distance, and showed her the things of this life in a
very different view from that in which they are seen by people in
health; the necessity of dying, to which she saw herself so near,
taught her to wean herself from the world, and the lingeringness
of her
distemper brought her to a habit in it; yet when she was a
little recovered, she found that Monsieur de Nemours was not
effaced from her heart; but to defend herself against him, she
called to her aid all the reasons which she thought she had never
to marry him; after a long
conflict in herself, she subdued the
relics of that
passion which had been weakened by the
sentiments
her
illness had given her; the thoughts of death had reproached
her with the memory of Monsieur de Cleves, and this remembrance
was so
agreeable to her duty, that it made deep
impressions in
her heart; the
passions and engagements of the world appeared to
her in the light, in which they appear to persons who have more
great and more distant views. The
weakness of her body, which
was brought very low, aided her in preserving these
sentiments;
but as she knew what power opportunities have over the wisest
resolutions, she would not
hazard the
breach of those she had
taken, by returning into any place where she might see him she
loved; she
retired, under
pretence of change of air, into a
convent, but without declaring a settled
resolution of quitting
the Court.
Upon the first news of it, Monsieur de Nemours felt the weight of
this
retreat, and saw the importance of it; he
presently thought
he had nothing more to hope, but omitted not anything that might
oblige her to return; he prevailed with the Queen to write; he
made the Viscount not only write, but go to her, but all to no
purpose; the Viscount saw her, but she did not tell him she had
fixed her
resolution; and yet he judged, she would never return
to Court; at last Monsieur de Nemours himself went to her, under
pretence of using the waters; she was
extremely grieved and
surprised to hear he was come, and sent him word by a person of
merit about her, that she desired him not to take it ill if she
did not
expose herself to the danger of
seeing him, and of
destroying by his presence those
sentiments she was obliged to
preserve; that she desired he should know, that having found it
both against her duty and peace of mind to yield to the
inclination she had to be his, all things else were become so
indifferent to her, that she had renounced them for ever; that
she thought only of another life, and had no
sentiment remaining
as to this, but the desire of
seeing him in the same dispositions
she was in.
Monsieur de Nemours was like to have expired in the presence of
the lady who told him this; he begged her a thousand times to
return to Madam de Cleves, and to get leave for him to see her;
but she told him the Princess had not only
forbidden her to come
back with any message from him, but even to report the
conversation that should pass between them. At length Monsieur
de Nemours was obliged to go back, oppressed with the heaviest
grief a man is
capable of, who has lost all hopes of ever
seeingagain a person, whom he loved not only with the most violent,
but most natural and
sincerepassion that ever was; yet still he
was not utterly discouraged, but used all imaginable methods to
make her alter her
resolution; at last, after several years, time
and
absence abated his grief, and extinguished his
passion.
Madam de Cleves lived in a manner that left no
probability of her
ever returning to Court; she spent one part of the year in that
religious house, and the other at her own, but still continued
the austerity of
retirement, and
constantly employed herself in
exercises more holy than the
severest convents can
pretend to;
and her life, though it was short, left examples of inimitable virtues.
End
- monsieur [mə´sjə:] n.先生 (初中英语单词)
- fearful [´fiəfəl] a.可怕的;担心的 (初中英语单词)
- resolution [,rezə´lu:ʃən] n.决心;坚决;果断 (初中英语单词)
- nevertheless [,nevəðə´les] conj.&ad.然而;不过 (初中英语单词)
- persuade [pə´sweid] v.(被)说服;使相信 (初中英语单词)
- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- anxiety [æŋ´zaiəti] n.挂念;渴望;焦虑的事 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- beheld [bi´held] behold的过去式(分词) (初中英语单词)
- impression [im´preʃən] n.印刷;印象;效果 (初中英语单词)
- unhappy [ʌn´hæpi] a.不幸的;不快乐的 (初中英语单词)
- lately [´leitli] ad.近来,不久前 (初中英语单词)
- violence [´vaiələns] n.猛烈;暴力(行) (初中英语单词)
- considerable [kən´sidərəbəl] a.重要的;值得重视 (初中英语单词)
- severe [si´viə] a.严厉的;苛刻的 (初中英语单词)
- sensible [´sensəbəl] a.感觉得到的 (初中英语单词)
- contrary [´kɔntrəri] a.相反的 n.相反 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- absence [´æbsəns] n.不在,缺席;缺乏 (初中英语单词)
- prince [´prins] n.王子;亲王;君主 (初中英语单词)
- preserve [pri´zə:v] v.保藏 n.保藏物 (初中英语单词)
- prospect [´prɔspekt, prəs´pekt] n.景色;境界 v.勘察 (初中英语单词)
- therefore [´ðeəfɔ:] ad.&conj.因此;所以 (初中英语单词)
- estate [i´steit] n.财产;庄园;等级 (初中英语单词)
- writing [´raitiŋ] n.书写;写作;书法 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- despair [di´speə] vi.&n.绝望 (初中英语单词)
- frequent [´fri:kwənt] a.常见的,频繁的 (初中英语单词)
- conflict [´kɔnflikt, kən´flikt] n.&vi.战斗;抵触 (初中英语单词)
- illness [´ilnis] n.生病,不健康,疾病 (初中英语单词)
- agreeable [ə´gri:əbəl] a.适合的;符合的 (初中英语单词)
- weakness [´wi:knis] n.虚弱;弱点,缺点 (初中英语单词)
- retreat [ri´tri:t] v.&n.退却;撤退;放弃 (初中英语单词)
- presently [´prezəntli] ad.不久;目前 (初中英语单词)
- extremely [ik´stri:mli] ad.极端地;非常地 (初中英语单词)
- expose [ik´spəuz] vt.揭露,暴露;陈列 (初中英语单词)
- sentiment [´sentimənt] n.情绪;多愁善感 (初中英语单词)
- princess [,prin´ses] n.公主;王妃;亲王夫人 (初中英语单词)
- capable [´keipəbəl] a.有能力;能干的 (初中英语单词)
- sincere [sin´siə] a.真挚的;直率的 (初中英语单词)
- constantly [´kɔnstəntli] ad.经常地;不断地 (初中英语单词)
- pretend [pri´tend] v.假装;借口;妄求 (初中英语单词)
- inclination [,inkli´neiʃən] n.倾斜;爱好;天资 (高中英语单词)
- behalf [bi´hɑ:f] n.利益 (高中英语单词)
- infinite [´infinit] a.无限的,无穷的 (高中英语单词)
- comprehend [,kɔmpri´hend] vt.了解;领会;包含 (高中英语单词)
- violently [´vaiələntli] ad.强暴地;猛烈地 (高中英语单词)
- hurried [´hʌrid] a.仓促的,慌忙的 (高中英语单词)
- seeing [si:iŋ] see的现在分词 n.视觉 (高中英语单词)
- desperately [´despəritli] ad.绝望地;拼命地 (高中英语单词)
- hinder [´hində, ´haində] vt.阻止 a.后面的 (高中英语单词)
- extremity [ik´stremiti] n.末端;危机 (高中英语单词)
- hazard [´hæzəd] n.危险 vt.冒…险 (高中英语单词)
- breach [bri:tʃ] n.&v.破坏;违犯 (高中英语单词)
- pretence [pri´tens] n.假装;托词;无理要求 (高中英语单词)
- forbidden [fə´bidn] forbid的过去分词 (高中英语单词)
- probability [,prɔbə´biliti] n.或有;可能性 (高中英语单词)
- reasonably [´ri:zənəbli] ad.有理地;合理地 (英语四级单词)
- resolved [ri´zɔlvd] a.决心的;坚定的 (英语四级单词)
- amiable [´eimiəbəl] a.亲切的,温和的 (英语四级单词)
- retirement [ri´taiəmənt] n.退休;撤退;幽静处 (英语四级单词)
- parting [´pɑ:tiŋ] a.&n.分离(的) (英语四级单词)
- afflict [ə´flikt] vt.使痛苦;折磨 (英语四级单词)
- abandoned [ə´bændənd] a.被抛弃的;无约束的 (英语六级单词)
- decency [´di:sənsi] n.正派;体面 (英语六级单词)
- infallible [in´fæləbəl] a.必然的;不会错的 (英语六级单词)
- inconsistent [,inkən´sistənt] a.不一致的 (英语六级单词)
- affliction [ə´flikʃən] n.痛苦,苦恼;折磨 (英语六级单词)
- malady [´mælədi] n.疾病;不正之风 (英语六级单词)
- distemper [di´stempə] n.犬热病;色粉颜料 (英语六级单词)
- retired [ri´taiəd] a.退休的;通职的 (英语六级单词)