you, that to this moment I
retain an idea of it, which makes me
believe it is the worst of all ills.
"There is
scarce a woman but out of
vanity or
inclinationdesires to engage you; there are very few whom you do not please,
and my own experience would make me believe, that there are none
whom it is not in your power to please; I should think you always
in love and
beloved, nor should I be often
mistaken; and yet in
this case I should have no
remedy but
patience, nay I question if
I should dare to
complain: a lover may be reproached; but can a
husband be so, when one has nothing to urge, but that he loves
one no longer? But admit I could
accustom myself to bear a
misfortune of this nature, yet how could I bear that of imagining
I
constantly saw Monsieur de Cleves, accusing you of his death,
reproaching me with having loved you, with having married you,
and showing me the difference betwixt his
affection and yours?
It is impossible to over-rule such strong reasons as these; I
must continue in the condition I am in, and in the
resolution I
have taken never to alter it." "Do you believe you have the
power to do it, Madam?" cried the Duke de Nemours. "Do you
think your
resolution can hold out against a man who adores, and
who has the happiness to please you? It is more difficult than
you imagine, Madam, to
resist a person who pleases and loves one
at the same time; you have done it by an austerity of
virtue,
which is almost without example; but that
virtue no longer
opposes your
inclinations, and I hope you will follow them in
spite of yourself." "I know nothing can be more difficult than
what I undertake," replied Madam de Cleves; "I
distrust my
strength in the midst of my reasons; what I think I owe to the
memory of Monsieur de Cleves would be a weak
consideration, if
not supported by the interest of my ease and
repose; and the
reasons of my
repose have need to be supported by those of my
duty; but though I
distrust myself, I believe I shall never
overcome my scruples, nor do I so much as hope to
overcome the
inclination I have for you; that
inclination will make me
unhappy, and I will deny myself the sight of you,
whateverviolence it is to me: I
conjure you, by all the power I have
over you, to seek no occasion of
seeing me; I am in a condition
which makes that
criminal which might be
lawful at another time;
decency forbids all
commerce between us." Monsieur de Nemours
threw himself at her feet, and gave a loose to all the violent
motions with which he was agitated; he expressed both by his
words and tears the liveliest and most tender
passion that ever
heart was touched with; nor was the heart of Madam de Cleves
insensible; she looked upon him with eyes swelled with tears:
"Why was it," cries she, "that I can
charge you with Monsieur
de Cleves's death? Why did not my first
acquaintance with you
begin since I have been at liberty, or why did not I know you
before I was engaged? Why does fate separate us by such
invincible obstacles?" "There are no obstacles, Madam,"
replied Monsieur de Nemours; "it is you alone oppose my
happiness; you
impose on yourself a law which
virtue and reason
do not require you to obey." "'Tis true," says she, "I
sacrifice a great deal to a duty which does not
subsist but in my
imagination; have
patience, and expect what time may produce;
Monsieur de Cleves is but just
expired, and that
mournful object
is too near to leave me clear and
distinct views; in the meantime
enjoy the
satisfaction to know you have gained the heart of a
person who would never have loved anyone, had she not seen you:
believe the
inclination I have for you will last forever, and
that it will be uniform and the same,
whatever becomes of me:
Adieu," said she; "this is a conversation I ought to blush for;
however, give an
account of it to the Viscount; I agree to it,
and desire you to do it."
With these words she went away, nor could Monsieur de Nemours
detain her. In the next room she met with the Viscount, who
seeing her under so much concern would not speak to her, but led
her to her coach without
saying a word; he returned to Monsieur
de Nemours, who was so full of joy, grief,
admiration, and of all
those
affections that attend a
passion full of hope and fear,
that he had not the use of his reason. It was a long time ere
the Viscount could get from him an
account of the conversation;
at last the Duke
related it to him, and Monsieur de Chartres,
without being in love, no less admired the
virtue, wit and merit
- pardon [´pɑ:dən] n.&vt.原谅;饶恕;赦免 (初中英语单词)
- relate [ri´leit] v.阐明;使联系;涉及 (初中英语单词)
- monsieur [mə´sjə:] n.先生 (初中英语单词)
- acknowledge [ək´nɔlidʒ] vt.(公开)承认;感谢 (初中英语单词)
- slender [´slendə] a.细长的;微薄的 (初中英语单词)
- ashamed [ə´ʃeimd] a.惭愧;不好意思 (初中英语单词)
- learning [´lə:niŋ] n.学习;学问;知识 (初中英语单词)
- obligation [,ɔbli´geiʃən] n.义务;职责;合约 (初中英语单词)
- preserve [pri´zə:v] v.保藏 n.保藏物 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- spoken [´spəukən] speak的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- admiration [,ædmə´reiʃən] n.赞赏,钦佩 (初中英语单词)
- unfortunate [ʌn´fɔ:tʃunit] a.不幸的,运气差的 (初中英语单词)
- flatter [´flætə] vt.阿谀,奉承;胜过 (初中英语单词)
- affection [ə´fekʃən] n.友爱;慈爱 (初中英语单词)
- confess [kən´fes] vt.供认;坦白;承认 (初中英语单词)
- dreadful [´dredful] a.可怕的;讨厌的 (初中英语单词)
- resolve [ri´zɔlv] v.决心 n.决心;刚毅 (初中英语单词)
- miracle [´mirəkl] n.奇迹;令人惊奇的 (初中英语单词)
- capable [´keipəbəl] a.有能力;能干的 (初中英语单词)
- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- knowing [´nəuiŋ] a.会意的,心照不宣的 (初中英语单词)
- conceal [kən´si:l] vt.藏;隐瞒 (初中英语单词)
- retain [ri´tein] vt.保持;保留;留住 (初中英语单词)
- scarce [skeəs, skers] a.缺乏的;稀有的 (初中英语单词)
- vanity [´væniti] n.虚荣;自负;空虚 (初中英语单词)
- beloved [bi´lʌvd] a.为….所爱的 n.爱人 (初中英语单词)
- patience [´peiʃəns] n.忍耐(力);耐心;坚韧 (初中英语单词)
- complain [kəm´plein] vi.抱怨,叫屈;控诉 (初中英语单词)
- accustom [ə´kʌstəm] vt.使习惯于 (初中英语单词)
- constantly [´kɔnstəntli] ad.经常地;不断地 (初中英语单词)
- resolution [,rezə´lu:ʃən] n.决心;坚决;果断 (初中英语单词)
- resist [ri´zist] v.抵抗;对抗;抵制 (初中英语单词)
- virtue [´və:tʃu:] n.美德;贞操;长处 (初中英语单词)
- consideration [kən,sidə´reiʃən] n.考虑;原因;体谅 (初中英语单词)
- overcome [,əuvə´kʌm] vt.战胜,克服 (初中英语单词)
- criminal [´kriminəl] a.犯罪的 n.罪犯 (初中英语单词)
- commerce [´kɔmə:s] n.商业;社交;交流 (初中英语单词)
- charge [tʃɑ:dʒ] v.收费;冲锋 n.费用 (初中英语单词)
- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- impose [im´pəuz] v.课税;强加;利用 (初中英语单词)
- distinct [di´stiŋkt] a.清楚的;独特的 (初中英语单词)
- satisfaction [,sætis´fækʃən] n.满意;满足 (初中英语单词)
- whatever [wɔt´evə] pron.&a.无论什么 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- learned [´lə:nid] a.有学问的,博学的 (高中英语单词)
- expire [ik´spaiə] vi.终止;截止;死 (高中英语单词)
- seeing [si:iŋ] see的现在分词 n.视觉 (高中英语单词)
- confession [kən´feʃən] n.招供;认错;交待 (高中英语单词)
- melancholy [´melənkəli] n.忧郁 a.忧郁的 (高中英语单词)
- hinder [´hində, ´haində] vt.阻止 a.后面的 (高中英语单词)
- inclination [,inkli´neiʃən] n.倾斜;爱好;天资 (高中英语单词)
- delicacy [´delikəsi] n.精美;娇弱,微妙 (高中英语单词)
- certainty [´sə:tənti] n.确实(性);确信 (高中英语单词)
- misfortune [mis´fɔ:tʃən] n.不幸;灾祸 (高中英语单词)
- jealousy [´dʒeləsi] n.妒忌;猜忌 (高中英语单词)
- mistaken [mis´teikən] mistake的过去分词 (高中英语单词)
- remedy [´remidi] n.药品 vt.医治;减轻 (高中英语单词)
- distrust [dis´trʌst] n.&vt.不信任,怀疑 (高中英语单词)
- repose [ri´pəuz] v.&n.(使)休息;安息 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- related [ri´leitid] a.叙述的;有联系的 (高中英语单词)
- boldness [´bəuldnis] n.大胆;冒失;显著 (英语四级单词)
- withal [wi´ðɔ:l] ad.加之;同样;然而 (英语四级单词)
- austere [ɔ´stiə] a.严峻(格)的;质朴的 (英语四级单词)
- apprehend [,æpri´hend] vt.理解;忧虑;逮捕 (英语四级单词)
- sincerity [sin´seriti] n.真诚;诚意 (英语四级单词)
- modesty [´mɔdisti] n.谨慎;端庄;羞怯 (英语四级单词)
- conjure [´kʌndʒə] v.祈求;召(鬼);变魔术 (英语四级单词)
- lawful [´lɔ:fəl] a.合法的,守法的 (英语四级单词)
- mournful [´mɔ:nful] a.令人沮丧的 (英语四级单词)
- phantom [´fæntəm] n.幽灵;幻影 a.幻想的 (英语六级单词)
- felicity [fi´lisiti] n.幸福;(措词)适当 (英语六级单词)
- constancy [´kɔnstənsi] n.坚定;坚贞;坚久不变 (英语六级单词)
- animate [´ænimit, ´ænimeit] vt.使有生气;激励 (英语六级单词)
- unguarded [ʌn´gɑ:did] a.不谨慎的;轻率的 (英语六级单词)
- subsist [səb´sist] vi.生存;维持生命 (英语六级单词)