you, I think nothing is more so, than to
entreat you to believe,
that if I have said anything in which the Queen-Dauphin may seem
concerned, I did it for reasons which do not
relate to her."
Madam de Cleves pretended not to hear him, and left him without
giving him a look, and went towards the King, who was just come
in. As there were
abundance of people there, she trod upon her
gown, and made a false step, which served her as an excuse to go
out of a place she had not the power to stay in, and so
pretending to have received some hurt she went home.
Monsieur de Cleves came to the Louvre, and was surprised not to
find his wife there; they told him of the accident that had
befallen her, and he went immediately home to enquire after her;
he found her in bed, and perceived her hurt was not considerable.
When he had been some time with her, he found her so excessive
melancholy that he was surprised at it; "What ails you, Madam?"
says he; "you seem to have some other grief than that which you
complain of." "I feel the most
sensible grief I can ever
experience," answered she; "what use have you made of that
extraordinary, or rather foolish confidence which I placed in
you? Did not I
deserve to have my secret kept? and though I had
not
deserved it, did not your own interest engage you to it?
Should your
curiosity to know a name it was not
reasonable for me
to tell you have obliged you to make a confidant to
assist you in
the discovery? Nothing but that
curiosity could have made you
guilty of so cruel an indiscretion; the consequences of it are as
bad as they possibly can be. This ad
venture is known, and I have
been told it by those who are not aware that I am principally
concerned in it." "What do you say, Madam?" answered he;
"you
accuse me of having told what passed between you and me,
and you inform me that the thing is known; I don't go about to
clear myself from this
charge, you can't think me
guilty of it;
without doubt you have
applied to yourself what was told you of
some other." "Ah! Sir," replied she, "the world has not an
ad
venture like mine, there is not another woman
capable of such a
thing. The story I have heard could not have been invented by
chance; nobody could imagine any like it; an action of this
nature never entered any thoughts but mine. The Queen-Dauphin
has just told me the story; she had it from the Viscount de
Chartres, and the Viscount from the Duke de Nemours." "The
Duke de Nemours!" cried Monsieur de Cleves, like a man
transported and
desperate: "How! does the Duke de Nemours know
that you are in love with him, and that I am acquainted with
it?" "You are always for singling out the Duke de Nemours
rather than any other," replied she; "I have told you I will
never answer you
concerning your suspicions: I am ignorant
whether the Duke de Nemours knows the part I have in this
ad
venture, and that which you have ascribed to him; but he told
it to the Viscount de Chartres, and said he had it from one of
his friends, who did not name the lady: this friend of the Duke
de Nemours must needs be one of yours, whom you entrusted the
secret to, in order to clear up your suspicions." "Can one
have a friend in the world, in whom one would
repose such a
confidence," replied Monsieur de Cleves, "and would a man clear
his suspicions at the price of informing another with what one
would wish to
conceal from oneself? Think rather, Madam, to whom
you have
spoken; it is more
probable this secret should have
escaped from you than from me; you was not able alone to support
the trouble you found yourself in, and you endeavoured to comfort
yourself by complaining to some confidant who has betrayed you."
"Do not
wholly destroy me," cried she, "and be not so
hard-hearted as to
accuse me of a fault you have committed
yourself: can you
suspect me of it? and do you think, because I
was
capable of informing you of this matter, I was
thereforecapable of informing another?"
The
confession which Madam de Cleves had made to her husband was
so great a mark of her
sincerity, and she so
strongly denied that
she had entrusted it to any other, that Monsieur de Cleves did
not know what to think. On the other hand he was sure he had
never said anything of it; it was a thing that could not have
been guessed, and yet it was known; it must
therefore come from
one of them two; but what grieved him most was to know that this
secret was in the hands of somebody else, and that in all
probability it would be soon divulged.
Madam de Cleves thought much after the same manner; she found it