Monsieur de Cleves was
obliged to go, and had only time to tell
his wife that he desired her to come to Paris the next day; and
that he
conjured her to believe, that however afflicted he was,
he had a
tenderness and
esteem for her, with which she ought to
be satisfied.
When he was gone, and Madam de Cleves being alone, considered
what she had done, she was so frightened at the thought of it,
she could hardly believe it to be true. She found she had
deprived herself of the heart and
esteem of her husband, and was
involved in a
labyrinth she should never get out of; she asked
herself why she had ventured on so dangerous a step, and
perceived she was engaged in it almost without having designed
it; the singularity of such a
confession, for which she saw no
precedent, made her fully
sensible of her danger.
But on the other hand, when she came to think that this
remedy,
however
violent it was, was the only effectual one she could make
use of against Monsieur de Nemours, she found she had no cause to
repent, or to believe she had ventured too far; she passed the
whole night full of doubts,
anxiety and fear; but at last her
spirits grew calm again; she even felt a pleasure arise in her
mind, from a sense of having given such a proof of
fidelity to a
husband who
deserved it so well, who had so great a friendship
and
esteem for her, and had so
lately manifested it by the manner
in which he received the
confession she had made him.
In the
meantime Monsieur de Nemours was gone away from the place,
in which he had overheard a conversation which so sensibly
affected him, and was got deep into the forest; what Madam de
Cleves said of her picture had revived him, since it was certain
from
thence that he was the person she had an
inclination for; at
first he gave a leap of joy, but his raptures were at an end as
soon as he began to
reflect, that the same thing that
convinced
him he had touched the heart of Madam de Cleves, ought to
convince him also that he should never receive any marks of it,
and that it would be impossible to engage a lady who had
recourseto so
extraordinary a
remedy; and yet he could not but be
sensibly pleased to have reduced her to that
extremity; he
thought it
glorious for him to have gained the affections of a
woman so different from the rest of her sex; in a word, he
thought himself very happy and very
unhappy at the same time. He
was benighted in the forest, and was very much put to it to find
his way again to his sister's the Duchess of Mercoeur; he arrived
there at break of day, and was
extremely at a loss what account
to give of his
absence, but he made out the matter as well as he
could, and returned that very day to Paris with the Viscount.
The Duke was so taken up with his
passion, and so surprised at
the conversation he had heard, that he fell into an indiscretion
very common, which is, to speak one's own particular sentiments
in general terms, and to
relate one's proper adventures under
borrowed names. As they were travelling he began to talk of
love, and exaggerated the pleasure of being in love with a person
that
deserved it; he spoke of the fantastical effects of this
passion, and at last not being able to
contain within himself the
admiration he was in at the action of Madam de Cleves, he
related
it to the Viscount without naming the person, or owning he had
any share in it; but he told it with so much
warmth and surprise,
that the Viscount easily suspected the story
concerned himself.
The Viscount urged him very much to
confess it, and told him he
had known a great while that he was
violently in love, and that
it was
unjust in him to show a
distrust of a man who had
committed to him a secret on which his life depended. The Duke
de Nemours was too much in love to own it, and had always
concealed it from the Viscount, though he valued him the most of
any man at Court; he answered that one of his friends had told
him this adventure, and made him promise not to speak of it; and
he also
conjured the Viscount to keep the secret: the Viscount
assured him he would say nothing of it but notwithstanding
Monsieur de Nemours repented that he had told him so much.
In the
meantime Monsieur de Cleves was gone to the King, with a
heart full of sorrow and
affliction. Never had husband so
violent a
passion for his wife, or so great an
esteem; what she
had told him did not take away his
esteem of her, but made it of