should an
examination of the urine give fresh indications the
matter would be reconsidered. All this was just what Ivan Ilych
had himself
brilliantlyaccomplished a thousand times in dealing
with men on trial. The doctor summed up just as
brilliantly,
looking over his spectacles
triumphantly and even gaily at the
accused. From the doctor's summing up Ivan Ilych concluded that
things were bad, but that for the doctor, and perhaps for everybody
else, it was a matter of
indifference, though for him it was bad.
And this
conclusion struck him
painfully, arousing in him a great
feeling of pity for himself and of
bitterness towards the doctor's
indifference to a matter of such importance.
He said nothing of this, but rose, placed the doctor's fee on
the table, and remarked with a sigh: "We sick people probably
often put inappropriate questions. But tell me, in general, is
this
complaint dangerous, or not?..."
The doctor looked at him
sternly over his spectacles with one
eye, as if to say: "Prisoner, if you will not keep to the
questions put to you, I shall be obliged to have you removed from
the court."
"I have already told you what I consider necessary and proper.
The
analysis may show something more." And the doctor bowed.
Ivan Ilych went out slowly, seated himself disconsolately in
his
sledge, and drove home. All the way home he was going over
what the doctor had said,
trying to
translate those complicated,
obscure,
scientific phrases into plain language and find in them an
answer to the question: "Is my condition bad? Is it very bad? Or
is there as yet nothing much wrong?" And it seemed to him that the
meaning of what the doctor had said was that it was very bad.
Everything in the streets seemed depressing. The cabmen, the
houses, the passers-by, and the shops, were
dismal. His ache, this
dull gnawing ache that never ceased for a moment, seemed to have
acquired a new and more serious
significance from the doctor's
dubious remarks. Ivan Ilych now watched it with a new and
oppressive feeling.
He reached home and began to tell his wife about it. She
listened, but in the middle of his
account his daughter came in
with her hat on, ready to go out with her mother. She sat down
reluctantly to listen to this
tedious story, but could not stand it
long, and her mother too did not hear him to the end.
"Well, I am very glad," she said. "Mind now to take your
medicine
regularly. Give me the prescription and I'll send Gerasim
to the chemist's." And she went to get ready to go out.
While she was in the room Ivan Ilych had hardly taken time to
breathe, but he sighed deeply when she left it.
"Well," he thought, "perhaps it isn't so bad after all."
He began
taking his medicine and following the doctor's
directions, which had been altered after the
examination of the
urine. but then it happened that there was a
contradiction between
the indications drawn from the
examination of the urine and the
symptoms that showed themselves. It turned out that what was
happening differed from what the doctor had told him, and that he
had either forgotten or blundered, or
hidden something from him.
He could not, however, be blamed for that, and Ivan Ilych still
obeyed his orders implicitly and at first derived some comfort from
doing so.
From the time of his visit to the doctor, Ivan Ilych's chief
occupation was the exact fulfillment of the doctor's instructions
regarding
hygiene and the
taking of medicine, and the observation
of his pain and his excretions. His chief interest came to be
people's ailments and people's health. When
sickness, deaths, or
recoveries were mentioned in his presence, e
specially when the
illness
resembled his own, he listened with
agitation which he
tried to hide, asked questions, and
applied what he heard to his
own case.
The pain did not grow less, but Ivan Ilych made efforts to
force himself to think that he was better. And he could do this so
long as nothing agitated him. But as soon as he had any
unpleasantness with his wife, any lack of success in his official
work, or held bad cards at
bridge, he was at once acutely sensible
of his disease. He had
formerly borne such mischances, hoping soon
to
adjust what was wrong, to master it and
attain success, or make
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