finds him a good place, and there he is, leading the life of a
Sardanapalus with a ballet-girl, and guzzling the funds of his
journal; that costs the mother another twelve thousand francs! I don't
care two straws for myself, but Philippe will bring that poor woman to
beggary. He thinks I'm of no
account because I was never in the
dragoons of the Guard; but perhaps I shall be the one to support that
poor dear mother in her old age, while he, if he goes on as he does,
will end I don't know how. Bixiou often says to me, 'He is a downright
rogue, that brother of yours.' Your
grandson is right. Philippe will
be up to some
mischief that will
compromise the honor of the family,
and then we shall have to
scrape up another ten or twelve thousand
francs! He gambles every night; when he comes home, drunk as a
templar, he drops on the
staircase the pricked cards on which he marks
the turns of the red and black. Old Desroches is
trying to get him
back into the army, and, on my word on honor, I believe he would hate
to serve again. Would you ever have believed that a boy with such
heavenly blue eyes and the look of Bayard could turn out such a
scoundrel?"
CHAPTER V
In spite of the
coolness and
discretion with which Philippe played his
trifling game every night, it happened every now and then that he was
what
gamblers call "cleaned out." Driven by the
irresistible necessity
of having his evening stake of ten francs, he plundered the household,
and laid hands on his brother's money and on all that Madame Descoings
or Agathe left about. Already the poor mother had had a dreadful
vision in her first sleep: Philippe entered the room and took from the
pockets of her gown all the money he could find. Agathe pretended to
sleep, but she passed the rest of the night in tears. She saw the
truth only too clearly. "One wrong act is not a vice," Madame
Descoings had declared; but after so many repetitions, vice was
unmistakable. Agathe could doubt no longer; her best-beloved son had
neither
delicacy nor honor.
On the
morrow of that
frightfulvision, before Philippe left the house
after breakfast, she drew him into her
chamber and begged him, in a
tone of
entreaty, to ask her for what money he needed. After that, the
applications were so numerous that in two weeks Agathe was drained of
all her savings. She was
literally without a penny, and began to think
of
finding work. The means of earning money had been discussed in the
evenings between herself and Madame Descoings, and she had already
taken patterns of worsted work to fill in, from a shop called the
"Pere de Famille,"--an
employment which pays about twenty sous a day.
Notwithstanding Agathe's silence on the subject, Madame Descoings had
guessed the
motive of this desire to earn money by women's-work. The
change in her appearance was
eloquent: her fresh face had withered,
the skin clung to the temples and the cheek-bones, and the forehead
showed deep lines; her eyes lost their
clearness; an
inward fire was
evidently consuming her; she wept the greater part of the night. A
chief cause of these
outward ravages was the necessity of hiding her
anguish, her sufferings, her apprehensions. She never went to sleep
until Philippe came in; she listened for his step, she had
learned the
inflections of his voice, the variations of his walk, the very
language of his cane as it touched the
pavement. Nothing escaped her.
She knew the degree of drunkenness he had reached, she trembled as she
heard him
stumble on the stairs; one night she picked up some pieces
of gold at the spot where he had fallen. When he had drunk and won,
his voice was gruff and his cane dragged; but when he had lost, his
step had something sharp, short and angry about it; he hummed in a
clear voice, and carried his cane in the air as if presenting arms. At
breakfast, if he had won, his
behavior was gay and even affectionate;
he joked
roughly, but still he joked, with Madame Descoings, with
Joseph, and with his mother;
gloomy, on the
contrary, when he had
lost, his brusque, rough speech, his hard glance, and his depression,
frightened them. A life of debauch and the abuse of liquors debased,
day by day, a
countenance that was once so handsome. The veins of the
face were
swollen with blood, the features became
coarse, the eyes
lost their lashes and grew hard and dry. No longer careful of his
person, Philippe exhaled the miasmas of a
tavern and the smell of
muddy boots, which, to an
observer, stamped him with debauchery.