betrayed an
inward struggle in Paul's mind.
"At last," she thought to herself, "the fatal day has come; the crisis
begins--how will it end? My notary is Monsieur Solonet," she said,
after a pause. "Yours, I think you said, is Monsieur Mathias; I will
invite them to dinner to-
morrow, and they can come to an understanding
then. It is their business to conciliate our interests without our
interference; just as good cooks are expected to furnish good food
without instructions."
"Yes, you are right," said Paul, letting a faint sigh of
relief escape
from him.
By a
singular transposition of parts, Paul,
innocent of all wrong-
doing, trembled, while Madame Evangelista, though a prey to the utmost
anxiety, was outwardly calm.
The widow owed her daughter one-third of the fortune left by Monsieur
Evangelista,--
namely, nearly twelve hundred thousand francs,--and she
knew herself
unable to pay it, even by
taking the whole of her
property to do so. She would
therefore be placed at the mercy of a
son-in-law. Though she might be able to control Paul if left to
himself, would he, when
enlightened by his notary, agree to
releaseher from rendering her
account as
guardian of her daughter's
patrimony? If Paul
withdrew his proposals all Bordeaux would know the
reason and Natalie's future marriage would be made impossible. This
mother, who desired the happiness of her daughter, this woman, who
from
infancy had lived
honorably, was aware that on the
morrow she
must become
dishonest. Like those great warriors who fain would blot
from their lives the moment when they had felt a secret
cowardice, she
ardently desired to cut this
inevitable day from the record of hers.
Most
assuredly some hairs on her head must have whitened during the
night, when, face to face with facts, she
bitterly regretted her
extravagance as she felt the hard necessities of the situation.
Among these necessities was that of confiding the truth to her notary,
for whom she sent in the morning as soon as she rose. She was forced
to reveal to him a secret defaulting she had never been
willing to
admit to herself, for she had
steadilyadvanced to the abyss, relying
on some chance accident, which never happened, to
relieve her. There
rose in her soul a feeling against Paul, that was neither
dislike, nor
aversion, nor anything, as yet,
unkind; but HE was the cause of this
crisis; the opposing party in this secret suit; he became, without
knowing it, an
innocent enemy she was forced to
conquer. What human
being did ever yet love his or her dupe? Compelled to
deceive and
trick him if she could, the Spanish woman
resolved, like other women,
to put her whole force of
character into the struggle, the
dishonor of
which could be absolved by
victory only.
In the
stillness of the night she excused her conduct to her own mind
by a
tissue of arguments in which her pride predominated. Natalie had
shared the benefit of her
extravagance. There was not a single base or
ignoble
motive in what she had done. She was no
accountant, but was
that a crime, a delinquency? A man was only too lucky to
obtain a wife
like Natalie without a penny. Such a treasure bestowed upon him might
surely
release her from a
guardianship
account. How many men had
bought the women they loved by greater sacrifices? Why should a man do
less for a wife than for a
mistress? Besides, Paul was a nullity, a
man of no force,
incapable; she would spend the best resources of her
mind upon him and open to him a fine
career; he should owe his future
power and position to her influence; in that way she could pay her
debt. He would indeed be a fool to refuse such a future; and for what?
a few paltry thousands, more or less. He would be
infamous if he
withdrew for such a reason.
- softly [´sɔftli] ad.软化地;柔和地 (初中英语单词)
- compass [´kʌmpəs] n.指南针;圆规 (初中英语单词)
- character [´kæriktə] n.特性;性质;人物;字 (初中英语单词)
- violent [´vaiələnt] a.强暴的;猛烈的 (初中英语单词)
- constitution [,kɔnsti´tju:ʃən] n.宪法;体格;体质 (初中英语单词)
- treatment [´tri:tmənt] n.待遇;对待;治疗 (初中英语单词)
- distinction [di´stiŋkʃən] n.差别;特征;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- ignorance [´ignərəns] n.无知,愚昧 (初中英语单词)
- delicate [´delikət] a.精美的;微妙的 (初中英语单词)
- agreeable [ə´gri:əbəl] a.适合的;符合的 (初中英语单词)
- barren [´bærən] a.贫瘠的;不生育的 (初中英语单词)
- wealth [welθ] n.财富,财产 (初中英语单词)
- solemn [´sɔləm] a.严肃的;隆重的 (初中英语单词)
- impose [im´pəuz] v.课税;强加;利用 (初中英语单词)
- properly [´prɔpəli] ad.适当地;严格地 (初中英语单词)
- affection [ə´fekʃən] n.友爱;慈爱 (初中英语单词)
- suspect [´sʌspekt, sə´spekt] v.怀疑;觉得 n.嫌疑犯 (初中英语单词)
- instinct [´instiŋkt] n.本能;直觉;天资 (初中英语单词)
- helpless [´helpləs] a.无助的,无依靠的 (初中英语单词)
- distinguish [di´stiŋgwiʃ] v.区分;识别;立功 (初中英语单词)
- pardon [´pɑ:dən] n.&vt.原谅;饶恕;赦免 (初中英语单词)
- doubtless [´dautlis] ad.无疑地;大概,多半 (初中英语单词)
- advanced [əd´vɑ:nst] a.先进的;高级的 (初中英语单词)
- sketch [sketʃ] n.素描;短剧 v.草拟 (初中英语单词)
- dramatic [drə´mætik] a.戏剧的;戏剧般的 (初中英语单词)
- terror [´terə] n.恐怖;惊骇 (初中英语单词)
- resemble [ri´zembəl] vt.类似,象 (初中英语单词)
- relate [ri´leit] v.阐明;使联系;涉及 (初中英语单词)
- beginning [bi´giniŋ] n.开始,开端;起源 (初中英语单词)
- assist [ə´sist] v.协助;援助;搀扶 (初中英语单词)
- estate [i´steit] n.财产;庄园;等级 (初中英语单词)
- blessing [´blesiŋ] n.祝福 (初中英语单词)
- wedding [´wediŋ] n.婚礼,结婚 (初中英语单词)
- advantage [əd´vɑ:ntidʒ] n.优势;利益 (初中英语单词)
- advise [əd´vaiz] vt.忠告;建议;通知 (初中英语单词)
- therefore [´ðeəfɔ:] ad.&conj.因此;所以 (初中英语单词)
- consult [kən´sʌlt] v.商量;磋商;请教 (初中英语单词)
- lively [´laivli] a.活泼的;热烈的 (初中英语单词)
- absent [´æbsənt, əb´sent] a.不在的 vt.使缺席 (初中英语单词)
- sincere [sin´siə] a.真挚的;直率的 (初中英语单词)
- agreement [ə´gri:mənt] n.同意;一致;协议 (初中英语单词)
- reading [´ri:diŋ] n.(阅)读;朗读;读物 (初中英语单词)
- countenance [´kauntinəns] n.面部表情;脸色;面容 (初中英语单词)
- monsieur [mə´sjə:] n.先生 (初中英语单词)
- relief [ri´li:f] n.救济;援救;减轻 (初中英语单词)
- innocent [´inəsənt] a.无罪的;单纯的 (初中英语单词)
- unable [ʌn´eibəl] a.不能的;无能为力的 (初中英语单词)
- account [ə´kaunt] vi.说明 vt.认为 n.帐目 (初中英语单词)
- bitterly [´bitəli] ad.悲痛地;憎恨地 (初中英语单词)
- willing [´wiliŋ] a.情愿的,乐意的 (初中英语单词)
- steadily [´stedili] ad.坚定地;不断地 (初中英语单词)
- relieve [ri´li:v] v.救济,援救;减轻 (初中英语单词)
- dislike [dis´laik] vt.&n.不喜爱,厌恶 (初中英语单词)
- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- deceive [di´si:v] vt.欺骗,欺诈 (初中英语单词)
- victory [´viktəri] n.胜利,战胜 (初中英语单词)
- motive [´məutiv] n.动机;主题 a.运动的 (初中英语单词)
- obtain [əb´tein] v.获得;买到;得到承认 (初中英语单词)
- release [ri´li:s] vt&n.释放;放松;赦免 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- career [kə´riə] n.经历;生涯;职业 (初中英语单词)
- haughty [´hɔ:ti] a.傲慢的,高傲的 (高中英语单词)
- metallic [mi´tælik] a.金属(性)的 (高中英语单词)
- inferior [in´fiəriə] n.下级的 n.下级;晚辈 (高中英语单词)
- temperament [´tempərəmənt] n.气质;性格 (高中英语单词)
- sweetness [´swi:tnis] n.甜蜜;芳香;亲切 (高中英语单词)
- behavior [bi´heiviə] n.举止,行为 (高中英语单词)
- stifle [´staifəl] vt.(使)窒息,闷死 (高中英语单词)
- elegant [´eligənt] a.文雅的;优美的 (高中英语单词)
- hinder [´hində, ´haində] vt.阻止 a.后面的 (高中英语单词)
- tyranny [´tirəni] n.暴政;专制政治 (高中英语单词)
- bachelor [´bætʃələ] n.未婚男子;学士 (高中英语单词)
- gladly [´glædli] ad.愉快地,高兴地 (高中英语单词)
- heartily [´hɑ:tili] ad.衷心地;亲切地 (高中英语单词)
- namely [´neimli] ad.即,也就是 (高中英语单词)
- agitation [,ædʒi´teiʃən] n.鼓动;摇动;焦虑 (高中英语单词)
- distrust [dis´trʌst] n.&vt.不信任,怀疑 (高中英语单词)
- eminent [´eminənt] a.卓越的;杰出的 (高中英语单词)
- inward [´inwəd] a.向内的;心灵上的 (高中英语单词)
- singular [´siŋgjulə] a.单一的;非凡的 (高中英语单词)
- guardian [´gɑ:diən] n.监护人;保护人 (高中英语单词)
- withdrew [wið´dru:] withdraw的过去式 (高中英语单词)
- inevitable [i´nevitəbəl] a.不可避免的 (高中英语单词)
- stillness [´stilnis] n.不动;无声,寂静 (高中英语单词)
- tissue [´tiʃu:, -sju:] n.织物,薄绢,纸 (高中英语单词)
- freshness [´freʃnis] n.新鲜 (英语四级单词)
- superficial [,su:pə´fiʃəl, ,sju:-] a.表面的,肤浅的 (英语四级单词)
- superiority [su:piəri´ɔriti, sju:-] n.优越,卓越 (英语四级单词)
- firmness [´fə:mnis] n.坚定;坚硬;稳定 (英语四级单词)
- energetic [,enə´dʒetik] a.精力旺盛的;有力的 (英语四级单词)
- adversity [əd´və:siti] n.灾难;逆境 (英语四级单词)
- magnify [´mægnifai] vt.放大;推崇;夸张 (英语四级单词)
- considering [kən´sidəriŋ] prep.就…而论 (英语四级单词)
- uphold [,ʌp´həuld] vt.支持,拥护;维持 (英语四级单词)
- enlighten [in´laitn] vt.启发,开导 (英语四级单词)
- transition [træn´ziʃən, -´si-] n.转变;过渡 (英语四级单词)
- composed [kəm´pəuzd] a.镇静自若的 (英语四级单词)
- transmit [trænz´mit, træns-] vt.传送;播送;发射 (英语四级单词)
- perplexity [pə´pleksiti] n.困惑;为难;纷乱 (英语四级单词)
- drawing [´drɔ:iŋ] n.画图;制图;图样 (英语四级单词)
- infancy [´infənsi] n.婴儿期;初期 (英语四级单词)
- morrow [´mɔrəu] n.翌日 (英语四级单词)
- assuredly [ə´ʃuəridli] ad.确实地;确信地 (英语四级单词)
- unkind [,ʌn´kaind] a.不客气的;不和善的 (英语四级单词)
- resolved [ri´zɔlvd] a.决心的;坚定的 (英语四级单词)
- dishonor [dis´ɔnə] n.耻辱 vt.凌辱 (英语四级单词)
- extravagance [iks´trævigəns] n.奢侈;极端 (英语四级单词)
- incapable [in´keipəbəl] a.无能力的;不能的 (英语四级单词)
- frankness [´fræŋknis] n.坦白,直率,真诚 (英语六级单词)
- embryo [´embriəu] n.胚胎;萌芽时期 (英语六级单词)
- coolness [´ku:lnis] n.凉,凉爽;冷静 (英语六级单词)
- insight [´insait] n.洞悉;洞察力;见识 (英语六级单词)
- category [´kætigəri] n.种类;部属;范畴 (英语六级单词)
- broadly [´brɔ:dli] ad.广,宽;明白;粗鲁 (英语六级单词)
- mademoiselle [,mædəmə´zel] n.小姐;法国女教师 (英语六级单词)
- taking [´teikiŋ] a.迷人的 n.捕获物 (英语六级单词)
- departed [di´pɑ:tid] a.已往的;已故的 (英语六级单词)
- shrank [ʃræŋk] shrink的过去式 (英语六级单词)
- imposing [im´pəuziŋ] a.壮丽的,堂皇的 (英语六级单词)
- honorably [´ɔnərəbli] ad.光荣地;光明正大地 (英语六级单词)
- dishonest [dis´ɔnist] a.不诚实的 (英语六级单词)
- cowardice [´kauədis] n.懦弱,胆怯 (英语六级单词)
- infamous [´infəməs] a.声名狼藉的 (英语六级单词)