may not have been the only
motive for it. Madame Evangelista had been,
it was said, in love with a man who recovered his titles and property
under the Restoration. This man,
desirous of marrying her in 1814 had
discreetly severed the
connection in 1816. Madame Evangelista, to all
appearance the best-hearted woman in the world, had, in the depths of
her nature, a
fearful quality, explainable only by Catherine de
Medici's
device: "Odiate e aspettate"--"Hate and wait." Accustomed to
rule, having always been obeyed, she was like other royalties,
amiable, gentle, easy and pleasant in ordinary life, but terrible,
implacable, if the pride of the woman, the Spaniard, and the Casa-
Reale was touched. She never forgave. This woman believed in the power
of her
hatred; she made an evil fate of it and bade it hover above her
enemy. This fatal power she employed against the man who had jilted
her. Events which seemed to prove the influence of her "jettatura"--
the casting of an evil eye--confirmed her
superstitious faith in
herself. Though a
minister and peer of France, this man began to ruin
himself, and soon came to total ruin. His property, his personal and
public honor were doomed to
perish. At this
crisis Madame Evangelista
in her
brilliant equipage passed her
faithless lover walking on foot
in the Champes Elysees, and crushed him with a look which flamed with
triumph. This misadventure, which occupied her mind for two years, was
the original cause of her not remarrying. Later, her pride had drawn
comparisons between the suitors who presented themselves and the
husband who had loved her so
sincerely and so well.
She had thus reached, through
mistaken calculations and disappointed
hopes, that period of life when women have no other part to take in
life than that of mother; a part which involves the sacrifice of
themselves to their children, the placing of their interests outside
of self upon another household,--the last
refuge of human affections.
Madame Evangelista divined Paul's nature intuitively, and hid her own
from his
perception. Paul was the very man she desired for a son-in-
law, for the
responsible editor of her future power. He belonged,
through his mother, to the family of Maulincour, and the old Baronne
de Maulincour, the friend of the Vidame de Pamiers, was then living in
the centre of the faubourg Saint-Germain. The
grandson of the
baroness, Auguste de Maulincour, held a fine position in the army.
Paul would
therefore be an excellent introducer for the Evangelistas
into Parisian society. The widow had known something of the Paris of
the Empire, she now desired to shine in the Paris of the Restoration.
There alone were the elements of political fortune, the only business
in which women of the world could decently co-operate. Madame
Evangelista, compelled by her husband's affairs to
reside in Bordeaux,
disliked the place. She desired a wider field, as gamblers rush to
higher stakes. For her own personal ends,
therefore, she looked to
Paul as a means of
destiny, she proposed to employ the resources of
her own
talent and knowledge of life to advance her son-in-law, in
order to enjoy through him the delights of power. Many men are thus
made the screens of secret
feminineambitions. Madame Evangelista had,
however, more than one interest, as we shall see, in laying hold of
her daughter's husband.
Paul was naturally captivated by this woman, who charmed him all the
more because she seemed to seek no influence over him. In
reality she
was using her ascendancy to
magnify herself, her daughter, and all her
surroundings in his eyes, for the purpose of ruling from the start the
man in whom she saw a means of gratifying her social longings. Paul,
on the other hand, began to value himself more highly when he felt
himself appreciated by the mother and daughter. He thought himself
much cleverer than he really was when he found his reflections and
sayings accepted and understood by Mademoiselle Natalie--who raised
her head and smiled in
response to them--and by the mother, whose
flattery always seemed
involuntary. The two women were so kind and
friendly to him, he was so sure of
pleasing them, they ruled him so
delightfully by
holding the thread of his self-love, that he soon
passed all his time at the hotel Evangelista.
A year after his return to Bordeaux, Comte Paul, without having
declared himself, was so
attentive to Natalie that the world
considered him as courting her. Neither mother nor daughter appeared
to be thinking of marriage. Mademoiselle Evangelista preserved towards
Paul the reserve of a great lady who can make herself
charming and
converse agreeably without permitting a single step into
intimacy.
This reserve, so little
customary among provincials, pleased Paul
immensely. Timid men are shy; sudden proposals alarm them. They
retreat from happiness when it comes with a rush, and accept
misfortune if it presents itself
mildly with gentle shadows. Paul
therefore committed himself in his own mind all the more because he
saw no effort on Madame Evangelista's part to bind him. She fairly
seduced him one evening by remarking that to superior women as well as
men there came a period of life when
ambition superseded all the
earlier emotions of life.
"That woman is fitted," thought Paul, as he left her, "to advance me
in
diplomacy before I am even made a deputy."
If, in all the circumstances of life a man does not turn over and over
both things and ideas in order to examine them
thoroughly under their
different aspects before
taking action, that man is weak and
incomplete and in danger of fatal
failure. At this moment Paul was an
optimist; he saw everything to
advantage, and did not tell himself
than an
ambitious mother-in-law might prove a
tyrant. So, every
evening as he left the house, he fancied himself a married man,
allured his mind with its own thought, and slipped on the slippers of
wedlock
cheerfully. In the first place, he had enjoyed his freedom too
long to regret the loss of it; he was tired of a bachelor's life,
which offered him nothing new; he now saw only its annoyances;
whereasif he thought at times of the difficulties of marriage, its pleasures,
in which lay
novelty, came far more prominently before his mind.
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disagreeable for people without
means, but half its troubles disappear before wealth."
Every day some
favorableconsideration swelled the
advantages which he
now saw in this particular alliance.
"No matter to what position I
attain, Natalie will always be on the
level of her part," thought he, "and that is no small merit in a
woman. How many of the Empire men I've seen who suffered horribly
through their wives! It is a great condition of happiness not to feel
one's pride or one's
vanity wounded by the
companion we have chosen. A
man can never be really
unhappy with a well-bred wife; she will never
make him
ridiculous; such a woman is certain to be useful to him.
Natalie will receive in her own house admirably."
So thinking, he taxed his memory as to the most
distinguished women of
the faubourg Saint-Germain, in order to
convince himself that Natalie
could, if not
eclipse them, at any rate stand among them on a footing
of perfect
equality. All comparisons were to her
advantage, for they
rested on his own
imagination, which followed his desires. Paris would
have shown him daily other natures, young girls of other styles of
beauty and charm, and the multiplicity of impressions would have
balanced his mind;
whereas in Bordeaux Natalie had no rivals, she was
the
solitary flower;
moreover, she appeared to him at a moment when
Paul was under the
tyranny of an idea to which most men succumb at his
age.
Thus these reasons of propinquity, joined to reasons of self-love and
a real
passion which had no means of
satisfaction except by marriage,
led Paul on to an irrational love, which he had, however, the good
sense to keep to himself. He even endeavored to study Mademoiselle
Evangelista as a man should who desires not to
compromise his future
life; for the words of his friend de Marsay did sometimes
rumble in
his ears like a
warning. But, in the first place, persons accustomed
to
luxury have a certain
indifference to it which misleads them. They
despise it, they use it; it is an
instrument, and not the object of
their
existence. Paul never imagined, as he observed the habits of
life of the two ladies, that they covered a gulf of ruin. Then, though
there may exist some general rules to
soften the asperities of
marriage, there are none by which they can be
accuratelyforeseen and
evaded. When trouble arises between two persons who have undertaken to
render life
agreeable and easy to each other, it comes from the
contact of
continualintimacy, which, of course, does not exist
between young people before they marry, and will never exist so long
as our present social laws and customs
prevail in France. All is more
or less
deception between the two young persons about to take each
other for life,--an
innocent and
involuntarydeception, it is true.
Each endeavors to appear in a
favorable light; both take a tone and
attitude conveying a more
favorable idea of their nature than they are
able to
maintain in after years. Real life, like the weather, is made
up of gray and cloudy days alternating with those when the sun shines
and the fields are gay. Young people, however,
exhibit fine weather
and no clouds. Later they
attribute to marriage the evils
inherent in
life itself; for there is in man a
disposition to lay the blame of his
own
misery on the persons and things that surround him.
To discover in the demeanor, or the
countenance, or the words, or the