consciousness of others I am able to
divine both the future and the
past. How? do you still ask how? Imagine that the
marblestatue is the
body of a man, a piece of statuary in which we see the e
motion,
sentiment,
passion, vice or crime,
virtue or
repentance which the
creating hand has put into it, and you will then
comprehend how it is
that I read the soul of this foreigner--though what I have said does
not explain the gift of Specialism; for to
conceive the nature of that
gift we must possess it."
Though Wilfrid belonged to the two first di
visions of
humanity, the
men of force and the men of thought, yet his excesses, his tumultuous
life, and his misdeeds had often turned him towards Faith; for doubt
has two sides; a side to the light and a side to the darkness. Wilfrid
had too closely clasped the world under its forms of Matter and of
Mind not to have acquired that
thirst for the unknown, that
longing to
GO BEYOND which lay their grasp upon the men who know, and wish, and
will. But neither his knowledge, nor his actions, nor his will, had
found direction. He had fled from social life from necessity; as a
great
criminal seeks the
cloister. Remorse, that
virtue of weak
beings, did not touch him. Remorse is impotence, impotence which sins
again. Repentance alone is powerful; it ends all. But in traversing
the world, which he made his
cloister, Wilfrid had found no balm for
his wounds; he saw nothing in nature to which he could
attach himself.
In him,
despair had dried the sources of desire. He was one of those
beings who, having gone through all
passions and come out victorious,
have nothing more to raise in their hot-beds, and who, lacking
opportunity to put themselves at the head of their fellow-men to
trample under iron heel entire populations, buy, at the price of a
horrible
martyrdom, the
faculty of ruining themselves in some belief,
--rocks
sublime, which await the touch of a wand that comes not to
bring the waters gushing from their
far-off spring.
Led by a
scheme of his
restless, inquiring life to the shores of
Norway, the sudden
arrival of winter had detained the
wanderer at
Jarvis. The day on which, for the first time, he saw Seraphita, the
whole past of his life faded from his mind. The young girl excited
e
motions which he had thought could never be revived. The ashes gave
forth a lingering flame at the first murmurings of that voice. Who has
ever felt himself return to youth and
purity after growing cold and
numb with age and soiled with im
purity? Suddenly, Wilfrid loved as he
had never loved; he loved
secretly, with faith, with fear, with
inwardmadness. His life was stirred to the very source of his being at the
mere thought of
seeing Seraphita. As he listened to her he was
transported into unknown worlds; he was mute before her, she
magnetized him. There, beneath the snows, among the glaciers, bloomed
the
celestial flower to which his hopes, so long betrayed, aspired;
the sight of which awakened ideas of
freshness,
purity, and faith
which grouped about his soul and lifted it to higher regions,--as
Angels bear to heaven the Elect in those symbolic pictures inspired by
the
guardian spirit of a great master. Celestial perfumes softened the
granite
hardness of the rocky scene; light endowed with speech shed
its
divine melodies on the path of him who looked to heaven. After
emptying the cup of terrestrial love which his teeth had
bitten as he
drank it, he saw before him the chalice of
salvation where the limpid
waters sparkled, making
thirsty for ineffable delights
whoever dare
apply his lips burning with a faith so strong that the
crystal shall
not be shattered.
But Wilfrid now encountered the wall of brass for which he had been
seeking up and down the earth. He went
impetuously to Seraphita,
meaning to express the whole force and
bearing of a
passion under
which he bounded like the fabled horse beneath the iron
horseman, firm
in his
saddle, whom nothing moves while the efforts of the fiery
animal only made the rider heavier and more solid. He sought her to
relate his life,--to prove the
grandeur of his soul by the
grandeur of
his faults, to show the ruins of his desert. But no sooner had he
crossed her
threshold, and found himself within the zone of those eyes
of scintillating azure, that met no limits forward and left none