love. The higher thy
flight the less canst thou see the abysses. There
are none in heaven. Look at the friend who speaks to thee; she who
holds thee above this earth in which are all abysses. Look, behold,
contemplate me yet a moment longer, for never again wilt thou see me,
save imperfectly as the pale
twilight of this world may show me to
thee."
Seraphita stood erect, her head with floating hair inclining gently
forward, in that
aerial attitude which great painters give to
messengers from heaven; the folds of her
raiment fell with the same
unspeakable grace which holds an artist--the man who translates all
things into
sentiment--before the
exquisitewell-known lines of
Polyhymnia's veil. Then she stretched forth her hand. Wilfrid rose.
When he looked at Seraphita she was lying on the bear's-skin, her head
resting on her hand, her face calm, her eyes
brilliant. Wilfrid gazed
at her
silently; but his face betrayed a deferential fear in its
almost timid expression.
"Yes, dear," he said at last, as though he were answering some
question; "we are separated by worlds. I
resign myself; I can only
adore you. But what will become of me, poor and alone!"
"Wilfrid, you have Minna."
He shook his head.
"Do not be so disdainful; woman understands all things through love;
what she does not understand she feels; what she does not feel she
sees; when she neither sees, nor feels, nor understands, this angel of
earth divines to protect you, and hides her
protection beneath the
grace of love."
"Seraphita, am I
worthy to belong to a woman?"
"Ah, now," she said, smiling, "you are suddenly very
modest; is it a
snare? A woman is always so touched to see her
weakness glorified.
Well, come and take tea with me the day after to-morrow evening; good
Monsieur Becker will be here, and Minna, the purest and most artless
creature I have known on earth. Leave me now, my friend; I need to
make long prayers and expiate my sins."
"You, can you
commit sin?"
"Poor friend! if we abuse our power, is not that the sin of pride? I
have been very proud to-day. Now leave me, till to-morrow."
"Till to-morrow," said Wilfrid
faintly, casting a long glance at the
being of whom he desired to carry with him an ineffaceable memory.
Though he wished to go far away, he was held, as it were, outside the
house for some moments, watching the light which shone from all the
windows of the Swedish dwelling.
"What is the matter with me?" he asked himself. "No, she is not a mere
creature, but a whole
creation. Of her world, even through veils and
clouds, I have caught echoes like the memory of
sufferings healed,
like the dazzling vertigo of dreams in which we hear the plaints of
generations mingling with the harmonies of some higher
sphere where
all is Light and all is Love. Am I awake? Do I still sleep? Are these
the eyes before which the
luminous space retreated further and further
indefinitely while the eyes followed it? The night is cold, yet my
head is on fire. I will go to the parsonage. With the
pastor and his
daughter I shall recover the balance of my mind."
But still he did not leave the spot
whence his eyes could
plunge into
Seraphita's salon. The
mysterious creature seemed to him the radiating
centre of a
luminouscircle which formed an atmo
sphere about her wider
than that of other beings;
whoever entered it felt the compelling
influence of, as it were, a vortex of dazzling light and all consuming
thoughts. Forced to struggle against this
inexplicable power, Wilfrid
only prevailed after strong efforts; but when he reached and passed
the inclosing wall of the
courtyard, he regained his freedom of will,
walked rapidly towards the parsonage, and was soon beneath the high
wooden arch which formed a sort of peristyle to Monsieur Becker's
dwelling. He opened the first door, against which the wind had driven
the snow, and knocked on the inner one, saying:--
"Will you let me spend the evening with you, Monsieur Becker?"
"Yes," cried two voices, mingling their intonations.
Entering the
parlor, Wilfrid returned by degrees to real life. He
bowed
affectionately to Minna, shook hands with Monsieur Becker, and
looked about at the picture of a home which calmed the convulsions of