life at Rosembray I will tell you my secret."
"Ah! Monsieur de La Briere," cried the
colonel, as the young man
approached them along the garden path in which they were walking, "I
hope you are going to this hunt?"
"No,
colonel," answered Ernest. "I have come to take leave of you and
of
mademoiselle; I return to Paris--"
"You have no curiosity," said Modeste, interrupting, and looking at
him.
"A wish--that I cannot expect--would
suffice to keep me," he replied.
"If that is all, you must stay to please me; I wish it," said the
colonel, going forward to meet Canalis, and leaving his daughter and
La Briere together for a moment.
"Mademoiselle," said the young man, raising his eyes to hers with the
boldness of a man without hope, "I have an
entreaty to make to you."
"To me?"
"Let me carry away with me your
forgiveness. My life can never be
happy; it must be full of
remorse for having lost my happiness--no
doubt by my own fault; but, at least,--"
"Before we part forever," said Modeste, interrupting a la Canalis, and
speaking in a voice of some
emotion, "I wish to ask you one thing; and
though you once disguised yourself, I think you cannot be so base as
to
deceive me now."
The taunt made him turn pale, and he cried out, "Oh, you are
pitiless!"
"Will you be frank?"
"You have the right to ask me that degrading question," he said, in a
voice weakened by the
violent palpitation of his heart.
"Well, then, did you read my letters to Monsieur de Canalis?"
"No,
mademoiselle; and I allowed your father to read them it was to
justify my love by showing him how it was born, and how
sincere my
efforts were to cure you of your fancy."
"But how came the idea of that
unworthymasquerade ever to arise?" she
said, with a sort of
impatience.
La Briere
related truthfully the scene in the poet's study which
Modeste's first letter had occasioned, and the sort of
challenge that
resulted from his expressing a
favorable opinion of a young girl thus
led toward a poet's fame, as a plant seeks its share of the sun.
"You have said enough," said Modeste, restraining some
emotion. "If
you have not my heart,
monsieur, you have at least my esteem."
These simple words gave the young man a
violent shock; feeling himself
stagger, he leaned against a tree, like a man deprived for a moment of
reason. Modest, who had left him, turned her head and came hastily
back.
"What is the matter?" she asked,
taking his hand to prevent him from
falling.
"Forgive me--I thought you despised me."
"But," she answered, with a distant and disdainful manner, "I did not
say that I loved you."
And she left him again. But this time, in spite of her harshness, La
Briere thought he walked on air; the earth softened under his feet,
the trees bore flowers; the skies were rosy, the air cerulean, as they
are in the temples of Hymen in those fairy pantomimes which finish
happily. In such situations every woman is a Janus, and sees behind
her without turning round; and thus Modeste perceived on the face of
her lover the indubitable symptoms of a love like Butscha's,--surely
the "ne plus ultra" of a woman's hope. Moreover, the great value which
La Briere
attached to her opinion filled Modeste with an
emotion that
was inestimably sweet.
"Mademoiselle," said Canalis, leaving the
colonel and waylaying
Modeste, "in spite of the little value you
attach to my sentiments, my
honor is
concerned in effacing a stain under which I have suffered too
long. Here is a letter which I received from the Duchesse de Chaulieu
five days after my
arrival in Havre."
He let Modeste read the first lines of the letter we have seen, which
the
duchess began by
saying that she had seen Mongenod, and now wished
to marry her poet to Modeste; then he tore that passage from the body
of the letter, and placed the
fragment in her hand.
"I cannot let you read the rest," he said, putting the paper in his
pocket; "but I
confide these few lines to your
discretion, so that you
may
verify the
writing. A young girl who could
accuse me of ignoble
sentiments is quite
capable of suspecting some collusion, some