Sapeur, in a
contemptuous tone.
"We carried her into the room, and as the women did not put in an
appearance, I, with the
assistance of the lad, dressed the
corpsefor burial.
"I washed her disfigured face. By the touch of my hand an eye was
slightly opened; it seemed to scan me with that pale stare, with
that cold, that terrible look which
corpses have, a look which
seems to come from the beyond. I plaited up, as well as I could,
her disheveled hair, and I adjusted on her
forehead a novel and
singularly formed lock. Then I took off her dripping wet
garments, baring, not without a feeling of shame, as though I had
been
guilty of some profanation, her shoulders and her chest, and
her long arms, slim as the twigs of branches.
"I next went to fetch some flowers, corn poppies, blue beetles,
marguerites, and fresh and perfumed herbs, with which to strew
her
funeral couch.
"Being the only person near her, it was necessary for me to
perform the usual ceremonies. In a letter found in her pocket,
written at the last moment, she asked that her body be buried in
the village in which she had passed the last days of her life. A
frightful thought then oppressed my heart. Was it not on my
account that she wished to be laid at rest in this place?
"Toward the evening, all the
female gossips of the
locality came
to view the remains of the defunct; but I would not allow a
single person to enter; I wanted to be alone; and I watched by
the
corpse the whole night.
"By the flickering light of the candles, I looked at the body of
this
miserable woman,
wholly unknown, who had died so lamentably
and so far away from home. Had she left no friends, no relatives
behind her? What had her
infancy been? What had been her life?
Whence had she come t
hither, all alone, a
wanderer, like a dog
driven from home? What secrets of
suffering and of
despair were
sealed up in that
disagreeable body, in that spent and withered
body, that impenetrable hiding place of a
mystery which had
driven her far away from
affection and from love?
"How many
unhappy beings there are! I felt that upon that human
creature weighed the
eternalinjustice of implacable nature! Life
was over with her, without her ever having
experienced, perhaps,
that which sustains the most
miserable of us all--to wit, the
hope of being once loved! Otherwise, why should she thus have
concealed herself, have fled from the face of others? Why did she
love everything so
tenderly and so
passionately, everything
living that was not a man?
"I recognized, also, that she believed in a God, and that she
hoped for
compensation from him for the miseries she had endured.
She had now begun to
decompose, and to become, in turn, a plant.
She who had blossomed in the sun was now to be eaten up by the
cattle, carried away in herbs, and in the flesh of beasts, again
to become human flesh. But that which is called the soul had been
extinguished at the bottom of the dark well. She suffered no
longer. She had changed her life for that of others yet to be
born.
"Hours passed away in this silent and
sinistercommunion with the
dead. A pale light at length announced the dawn of a new day, and
a bright ray glistened on the bed, shedding a dash of fire on the
bedclothes and on her hands. This was the hour she had so much
loved, when the waking birds began to sing in the trees.
"I opened the window to its fullest
extent, I drew back the
curtains, so that the whole heavens might look in upon us. Then
bending toward the
glassycorpse, I took in my hands the
mutilated head, and slowly, without
terror or
disgust, imprinted
a long, long kiss upon those lips which had never before received
the
salute of love."
* * * * * * *
Leon Chenal remained silent. The women wept. We heard on the box
seat Count d'Etraille blow his nose, from time to time. The
coachman alone had gone to sleep. The horses, which felt no
longer the sting of the whip, had slackened their pace and
dragged
softly along. And the four-in-hand, hardly moving at all,
became suddenly torpid, as if laden with sorrow.
THE HOLE