La Blanchotte's son appeared in his turn upon the
threshold of
the school.
He was seven or eight years old, rather pale, very neat, with a
timid and almost
awkward manner.
He was making his way back to his mother's house when the various
groups of his schoolfellows, perpetually whispering, and watching
him with the
mischievous and heartless eyes of children bent upon
playing a nasty trick, gradually surrounded him and ended by
inclosing him
altogether. There he stood amid them, surprised and
embarrassed, not understanding what they were going to do with
him. But the lad who had brought the news, puffed up with the
success he had met with, demanded:
"What do you call yourself?"
He answered: "Simon."
"Simon what?" retorted the other.
The child,
altogether bewildered,
repeated: "Simon."
The lad shouted at him: "You must be named Simon something! That
is not a name--Simon indeed!"
And he, on the brink of tears, replied for the third time:
"I am named Simon."
The urchins began laughing. The lad
triumphantly lifted up his
voice: "You can see
plainly that he has no papa."
A deep silence ensued. The children were dumfounded by this
extraordinary, impossibly
monstrous thing--a boy who had not a
papa; they looked upon him as a
phenomenon, an
unnatural being,
and they felt rising in them the
hithertoinexplicable pity of
their mothers for La Blanchotte. As for Simon, he had propped
himself against a tree to avoid falling, and he stood there as if
paralyzed by an irreparable
disaster. He sought to explain, but
he could think of no answer for them, no way to deny this
horrible
charge that he had no papa. At last he shouted at them
quite recklessly: "Yes, I have one."
"Where is he?" demanded the boy.
Simon was silent, he did not know. The children shrieked,
tremendously excited. These sons of toil, nearly
related to
animals,
experienced the cruel
craving which makes the fowls of a
farmyard destroy one of their own kind as soon as it is wounded.
Simon suddenly spied a little neighbor, the son of a widow, whom
he had always seen, as he himself was to be seen, quite alone
with his mother.
"And no more have you," he said, "no more have you a papa."
"Yes," replied the other, "I have one."
"Where is he?" rejoined Simon.
"He is dead," declared the brat with
superbdignity, "he is in
the
cemetery, is my papa."
A murmur of
approval rose amid the scape-graces, as if the fact
of possessing a papa dead in a
cemetery made their comrade big
enough to crush the other one who had no papa at all. And these
rogues, whose fathers were for the most part evil-doers,
drunkards,
thieves, and ill-treaters of their wives hustled each
other as they pressed closer and closer to Simon as though they,
the
legitimate ones, would
stifle in their
pressure one who was
beyond the law.
The lad next Simon suddenly put his tongue out at him with a
waggish air and shouted at him:
"No papa! No papa!"
Simon seized him by the hair with both hands and set to work to
demolish his legs with kicks, while he bit his cheek ferociously.
A
tremendous struggle ensued between the two boys, and Simon
found himself
beaten, torn, bruised, rolled on the ground in the
middle of the ring of applauding little vagabonds. As he arose,
mechanically brushing his little
blouse all covered with dust
with his hand, some one shouted at him:
"Go and tell your papa."
He then felt a great sinking in his heart. They were stronger
than he, they had
beaten him and he had no answer to give them,
for he knew it was true that he had no papa. Full of pride he
tried for some moments to struggle against the tears which were
suffocating him. He had a choking fit, and then without cries he
began to weep with great sobs which shook him
incessantly. Then a
ferocious joy broke out among his enemies, and, just like savages
in
fearful festivals, they took one another by the hand and
danced in a
circle about him as they
repeated in refrain:
"No papa! No papa!"
But suddenly Simon ceased sobbing. Frenzy
overtook him. There
were stones under his feet; he picked them up and with all his
strength hurled them at his tormentors. Two or three were struck
and ran away yelling, and so
formidable did he appear that the
rest became panic-stricken. Cowards, like a jeering crowd in the
presence of an exasperated man, they broke up and fled. Left
alone, the little thing without a father set off
running toward
the fields, for a
recollection had been awakened which nerved his
soul to a great
determination. He made up his mind to drown
himself in the river.
He remembered, in fact, that eight days ago a poor devil who
begged for his
livelihood had thrown himself into the water
because he had no more money. Simon had been there when they
fished him out again, and the sight of the fellow, who had seemed
to him so
miserable and ugly, had then impressed him--his pale
cheeks, his long drenched beard, and his open eyes being full of
calm. The bystanders had said:
"He is dead."
And some one had added:
"He is quite happy now."
So Simon wished to drown himself also because he had no father,
just as the
wretched being did who had no money.
He reached the water and watched it flowing. Some fishes were
rising
briskly in the clear
stream and
occasionally made little
leaps and caught the flies on the surface. He stopped crying in
order to watch them, for their feeding interested him vastly.
But, at intervals, as in the lulls of a
tempest, when
tremendousgusts of wind snap off trees and then die away, this thought
would return to him with
intense pain:
"I am about to drown myself because I have no papa."
It was very warm and fine weather. The pleasant
sunshine warmed
the grass; the water shone like a mirror; and Simon enjoyed for
some minutes the happiness of that languor which follows weeping,
desirous even of falling asleep there upon the grass in the
warmth of noon.
A little green frog leaped from under his feet. He endeavored to
catch it. It escaped him. He pursued it and lost it three times
following. At last he caught it by one of its hind legs and began
to laugh as he saw the efforts the creature made to escape. It
gathered itself up on its large legs and then with a violent
spring suddenly stretched them out as stiff as two bars.
Its eyes stared wide open in their round, golden
circle, and it
beat the air with its front limbs, using them as though they were
hands. It reminded him of a toy made with straight slips of wood
nailed zig-zag one on the other, which by a similar movement
regulated the exercise of the little soldiers fastened thereon.
Then he thought of his home and of his mother, and
overcome by
great sorrow he again began to weep. His limbs trembled; and he
placed himself on his knees and said his prayers as before going
to bed. But he was
unable to finish them, for such
hurried and
violent sobs
overtook him that he was completely overwhelmed. He
thought no more, he no longer heeded anything around him but was
wholly given up to tears.
Suddenly a heavy hand was placed upon his shoulder, and a rough
voice asked him:
"What is it that causes you so much grief, my fine fellow?"
Simon turned round. A tall
workman, with a black beard and hair
all curled, was staring at him good-naturedly. He answered with
his eyes and
throat full of tears:
"They have
beaten me because--I--I have no papa--no papa. "
"What!" said the man smiling, "why, everybody has one."
The child answered
painfully amid his spasms of grief:
"But I--I--I have none."
Then the
workman became serious. He had recognized La
Blanchotte's son, and although a recent
arrival to the
neighborhood he had a vague idea of her history.
"Well," said he, "console yourself, my boy, and come with me home
to your mother. She will give you a papa."
And so they started on the way, the big one
holding the little
one by the hand. The man smiled afresh, for he was not sorry to
see this Blanchotte, who by popular report was one of the
prettiest girls in the country-side--and, perhaps, he said to
himself, at the bottom of his heart, that a lass who had erred
once might very well err again.
They arrived in front of a very neat little white house.
"There it is," exclaimed the child, and he cried: "Mamma."
A woman appeared, and the
workmaninstantly left off smiling, for
he at once perceived that there was no more fooling to be done
with the tall pale girl, who stood austerely at her door as
though to defend from one man the
threshold of that house where she
had already been betrayed by another. Intimidated, his cap in his
hand, he stammered out:
"See, Madame, I have brought you back your little boy, who had
lost himself near the river."
But Simon flung his arms about his mother's neck and told her, as
he again began to cry:
"No, mamma, I wished to drown myself, because the others had
beaten me--had
beaten me--because I have no papa."
A burning redness covered the young woman's cheeks, and, hurt to
the quick, she embraced her child
passionately, while the tears
coursed down her face. The man, much moved, stood there, not
knowing how to get away. But Simon suddenly ran to him and said:
"Will you be my papa?"
A deep silence ensued. La Blanchotte, dumb and tortured with
shame, leaned against the wall, her hands upon her heart. The
child,
seeing that no answer was made him, replied:
"If you do not wish it, I shall return to drown myself."
The
workman took the matter as a jest and answered laughing:
"Why, yes, I wish it certainly."
"What is your name, then," went on the child, "so that I may tell
the others when they wish to know your name?"
"Philip," answered the man.
Simon was silent a moment so that he might get the name well into
his memory; then he stretched out his arms, quite consoled, and
said:
"Well, then, Philip, you are my papa."
The
workman, lifting him from the ground, kissed him
hastily on
both cheeks, and then
strode away quickly.
When the child returned to school next day he was received with a
spiteful laugh, and at the end of school, when the lads were on
the point of recommencing, Simon threw these words at their heads
as he would have done a stone: "He is named Philip, my papa."
Yells of delight burst out from all sides.
"Philip who? Philip what? What on earth is Philip? Where did you
pick up your Philip?"
Simon answered nothing; and
immovable in faith he defied them
with his eye, ready to be martyred rather than fly before them.
The
schoolmaster came to his
rescue and he returned home to his
mother.
For a space of three months, the tall
workman, Philip, frequently
passed by La Blanchotte's house, and sometimes made bold to speak
to her when he saw her
sewing near the window. She answered him
civilly, always sedately, never joking with him, nor permitting
him to enter her house. Notwithstanding this, being, like all
men, a bit of a coxcomb, he imagined that she was often rosier
than usual when she chatted with him.
But a fallen
reputation is so difficult to recover, and always
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- disaster [di´zɑ:stə] n.灾难,不幸 (初中英语单词)
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- wretched [´retʃid] a.可怜的;倒霉的 (初中英语单词)
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- instantly [´instəntli] ad.立即,立刻 (初中英语单词)
- hastily [´heistili] ad.急速地;草率地 (初中英语单词)
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- awkward [´ɔ:kwəd] a.笨拙的;为难的 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- monstrous [´mɔnstrəs] a.怪异的;庞大的 (高中英语单词)
- phenomenon [fi´nɔminən] n.现象;奇迹;珍品 (高中英语单词)
- hitherto [,hiðə´tu:] ad.至今,迄今 (高中英语单词)
- related [ri´leitid] a.叙述的;有联系的 (高中英语单词)
- cemetery [´semitri] n.墓地,公墓 (高中英语单词)
- approval [ə´pru:vəl] n.赞成,批准,认可 (高中英语单词)
- legitimate [li´dʒitimit] a.合法的 vt.使合法 (高中英语单词)
- stifle [´staifəl] vt.(使)窒息,闷死 (高中英语单词)
- formidable [´fɔ:midəbəl] a.可怕的;艰难的 (高中英语单词)
- recollection [,rekə´lekʃən] n.回忆;追想;记忆力 (高中英语单词)
- determination [di,tə:mi´neiʃən] n.决心;决定 (高中英语单词)
- tempest [´tempist] n.暴风雨 (高中英语单词)
- intense [in´tens] a.强烈的;紧张的 (高中英语单词)
- hurried [´hʌrid] a.仓促的,慌忙的 (高中英语单词)
- workman [´wə:kmən] n.工人;工作人员 (高中英语单词)
- seeing [si:iŋ] see的现在分词 n.视觉 (高中英语单词)
- strode [strəud] stride的过去式 (高中英语单词)
- sewing [´səuiŋ] n.缝纫;(书的)装订 (高中英语单词)
- notwithstanding [,nɔtwiθ´stændiŋ] prep.&conj.虽然;还是 (高中英语单词)
- mischievous [´mistʃivəs] a.有害的;淘气的 (英语四级单词)
- triumphantly [trai´ʌmfəntli] ad.胜利地;洋洋得意地 (英语四级单词)
- unnatural [,ʌn´nætʃərəl] a.不自然的 (英语四级单词)
- experienced [ik´spiəriənst] a.有经验的;熟练的 (英语四级单词)
- superb [su:´pə:b, sju:-] a.宏伟的;极好的 (英语四级单词)
- thieves [θi:vz] thief的复数 (英语四级单词)
- blouse [blauz] n.女衬衫;短上衣 (英语四级单词)
- frenzy [´frenzi] n.&vt.(使)狂乱 (英语四级单词)
- overtook [,əuvə´tuk] overtake的过去式 (英语四级单词)
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- briskly [´briskli] ad.轻快地;活泼地 (英语四级单词)
- painfully [´peinfuli] ad.痛苦地;费力地 (英语四级单词)
- passionately [´pæʃənitli] ad.多情地;热烈地 (英语四级单词)
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- reputation [repju´teiʃən] n.名誉;名声;信誉 (英语四级单词)
- inexplicable [,inik´splikəbəl] a.难以理解的 (英语六级单词)
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- incessantly [in´sesntli] ad.不断地,不停地 (英语六级单词)
- holding [´həuldiŋ] n.保持,固定,存储 (英语六级单词)
- immovable [i´mu:vəbəl] a.不能移动的,固定的 (英语六级单词)