or in
sullen anger; and she became by turns rude,
impatient, and
nervous. For a time I never saw her except at meals, and we spoke
but little. I concluded, at length, that I must have
offended her
in something: and,
accordingly, I said to her one evening:
" 'Miss Harriet, why is it that you do not act toward me as
formerly? What have I done to
displease you? You are causing me
much pain!'
"She responded, in an angry tone, in a manner
altogether sui
generis:
" 'I am always with you the same as
formerly. It is not true, not
true,' and she ran
upstairs and shut herself up in her room.
"At times she would look upon me with strange eyes. Since that
time I have often said to myself that those condemned to death
must look thus when informed that their last day has come. In her
eye there lurked a
species of folly, a folly at once mysterious
and violent--even more, a fever, an exasperated desire,
impatient, at once
incapable of being realized and unrealizable!
"Nay, it seemed to me that there was also going on within her a
combat, in which her heart struggled against an unknown force
that she wished to overcome--perhaps, even, something else. But
what could I know? What could I know?
III.
"This was indeed a
singular revelation.
"For some time I had commenced to work, as soon as daylight
appeared, on a picture, the subject of which was as follows:
"A deep
ravine, steep banks dominated by two declivities, lined
with brambles and long rows of trees,
hidden, drowned in milky
vapor, clad in that misty robe which sometimes floats over
valleys at break of day. At the
extreme end of that thick and
transparent fog, you see coming, or rather already come, a human
couple, a stripling and a
maiden embraced, interlaced, she, with
head leaning on him, he; inclined toward hers and lip to lip.
"A ray of the sun, glistening through the branches, has traversed
the fog of dawn and illuminated it with a rosy
reflection, just
behind the
rustic lovers, whose vague shadows are reflected on it
in clear silver. It was well done, yes, indeed, well done.
"I was
working on the declivity which led to the Val d'Etretat.
This particular morning, I had, by chance, the sort of floating
vapor which was necessary for my purpose. Suddenly, an object
appeared in front of me, a kind of
phantom; it was Miss Harriet.
On
seeing me, she took to
flight. But I called after her saying:
'Come here, come here, Mademoiselle, I have a nice little picture
for you.'
"She came forward, though with
seemingreluctance. I handed her
my
sketch. She said nothing, but stood for a long time
motionless, looking at it. Suddenly she burst into tears. She
wept spasmodically, like men who have been struggling hard
against shedding tears, but who can do so no longer, and abandon
themselves to grief, though unwillingly. I got up, trembling,
moved myself by the sight of a sorrow I did not
comprehend, and I
took her by the hand with a
gesture of brusque
affection, a true
French
impulse which impels one quicker than one thinks.
"She let her hands rest in mine for a few seconds, and I felt
them
quiver, as if her whole
nervoussystem was twisting and
turning. Then she
withdrew her hands
abruptly, or, rather, tore
them out of mine.
"I recognized that
shiver as soon as I had felt it: I was
deceived in nothing. Ah! the love
shudder of a woman, whether she
is fifteen or fifty years of age, whether she is one of the
people or one of the monde, goes so straight to my heart that I
never had any difficulty in under
standing it!
"Her whole frail being trembled, vibrated, yielded. I knew it.
She walked away before I had time to say a word, leaving me as
surprised as if I had witnessed a
miracle, and as troubled as if
I had committed a crime.
"I did not go in to breakfast. I took a walk on the banks of the
Falaise, feeling that I could just as soon weep as laugh, looking