hearty and
willing kisses have the
flavor of wild fruit. Love
always has its price, come
whence it may. A heart that beats when
you make your appearance, an eye that weeps when you go away,
these are things so rare, so sweet, so precious, that they must
never be
despised.
"I have had rendezvous in ditches in which cattle
repose, and in
barns among the straw, still steaming from the heat of the day. I
have recollections of
canvas spread on rude and creaky benches,
and of
hearty, fresh, free kisses, more
delicate, free from
affectation, and
sincere than the subtle attractions of charming
and
distinguished women.
"But what you love most amid all these
varied adventures are the
country, the woods, the risings of the sun, the
twilight, the
light of the moon. For the
painter these are
honeymoon trips with
Nature. You are alone with her in that long and tranquil
rendezvous. You go to bed in the fields amid marguerites and wild
poppies, and, with eyes wide open, you watch the going down of
the sun, and
descry in the distance the little village, with its
pointed clock-tower, which sounds the hour of midnight.
"You sit down by the side of a spring which gushes out from the
foot of an oak, amid a covering of
fragile herbs, growing and
redolent of life. You go down on your knees, bend forward, and
drink the cold and pellucid water, wetting your
mustache and
nose; you drink it with a
physical pleasure, as though you were
kissing the spring, lip to lip. Sometimes, when you
encounter a
deep hole, along the course of these tiny brooks, you
plunge into
it, quite naked, and on your skin, from head to foot, like an icy
and
deliciouscaress, you feel the lovely and gentle quivering of
the current.
"You are gay on the hills,
melancholy on the verge of pools,
exalted when the sun is crowned in an ocean of blood-red shadows,
and when it casts on the rivers its red
reflection. And at night,
under the moon, as it passes across the vault of heaven, you
think of things,
singular things, which would never have occurred
to your mind under the
brilliant light of day.
"So, in wandering through the same country we are in this year, I
came to the little village of Benouville, on the Falaise, between
Yport and Etretat. I came from Fecamp, following the coast, a
high coast,
perpendicular as a wall, with projecting and rugged
rocks falling sheer down into the sea. I had walked since the
morning on the close clipped grass, as smooth and as yielding as
a
carpet. Singing lustily, I walked with long strides, looking
sometimes at the slow and lazy
flight of a gull, with its short,
white wings, sailing in the blue heavens, sometimes at the green
sea, or at the brown sails of a
fishing bark. In short, I had
passed a happy day, a day of listlessness and of liberty.
"I was shown a little
farmhouse, where travelers were put up, a
kind of inn, kept by a
peasant, which stood in the center of a
Norman court, surrounded by a double row of beeches.
"Quitting the Falaise. I gained the
hamlet, which was hemmed in
by great trees, and I presented myself at the house of Mother
Lecacheur.
"She was an old, wrinkled, and
austererustic, who always seemed
to yield to the
pressure of new customs with a kind of contempt.
"It was the month of May: the spreading apple-trees covered the
court with a whirling
shower of blossoms which rained unceasingly
both upon people and upon the grass.
"I said:
" 'Well, Madame Lecacheur, have you a room for me?'
"Astonished to find that I knew her name, she answered:
" 'That depends; everything is let; but, all the same, there will
be no harm in looking.'
"In five minutes we were in perfect
accord, and I deposited my
bag upon the bare floor of a
rustic room, furnished with a bed,
two chairs, a table, and a washstand. The room opened into the
large and smoky kitchen, where the lodgers took their meals with
the people of the farm and with the farmer himself, who was a
widower.
"I washed my hands, after which I went out. The old woman was
fricasseeing a chicken for dinner in a large
fireplace, in which
hung the stew-pot, black with smoke.
" 'You have travelers, then, at the present time?' said I to her.
"She answered in an offended tone of voice:
" 'I have a lady, an English lady, who has attained to years of