"Oh," said one of the men, "all kids are alike. Whenever there is a
corpse lying about they always want to see it."
I was commodiously stretched out, and I might have thought myself
still in bed, had it not been that my left arm felt a
trifle cramped
from being squeezed against a board. The men had been right. I was
pretty comfortable inside on
account of my
diminutive stature.
"Stop!" suddenly exclaimed Mme Gabin. "I promised his wife to put a
pillow under his head."
The men, who were in a hurry, stuffed in the pillow
roughly. One of
them, who had mislaid his
hammer, began to swear. He had left the
tool below and went to fetch it, dropping the lid, and when two
sharp blows of the
hammer drove in the first nail, a shock ran
through my being--I had ceased to live. The nails then entered in
rapid
succession with a rhythmical
cadence. It was as if some
packers had been closing a case of dried fruit with easy dexterity.
After that such sounds as reached me were deadened and
strangelyprolonged, as if the deal
coffin had been changed into a huge
musical box. The last words
spoken in the room of the Rue Dauphine--
at least the last ones that I heard
distinctly--were uttered by Mme
Gabin.
"Mind the staircase," she said; "the banister of the second flight
isn't safe, so be careful."
While I was being carried down I
experienced a
sensation similar to
that of pitching as when one is on board a ship in a rough sea.
However, from that moment my impressions became more and more vague.
I remember that the only
distinct thought that still possessed me
was an imbecile,
impulsivecuriosity as to the road by which I
should be taken to the
cemetery. I was not acquainted with a single
street of Paris, and I was
ignorant of the position of the large
burial grounds (though of course I had
occasionally heard their
names), and yet every effort of my mind was directed toward
ascertaining whether we were turning to the right or to the left.
Meanwhile the jolting of the hearse over the
paving stones, the
rumbling of passing vehicles, the steps of the foot passengers, all
created a confused clamor, intensified by the acoustical properties
of the
coffin.
At first I followed our course pretty closely; then came a halt. I
was again lifted and carried about, and I concluded that we were in
church, but when the
funeralprocession once more moved
onward I
lost all
consciousness of the road we took. A ringing of bells
informed me that we were passing another church, and then the softer
and easier progress of the wheels indicated that we were skirting a
garden or park. I was like a
victim being taken to the gallows,
awaiting in stupor a deathblow that never came.
At last they stopped and pulled me out of the hearse. The business
proceeded rapidly. The noises had ceased; I knew that I was in a
deserted space amid avenues of trees and with the broad sky over my
head. No doubt a few persons followed the bier, some of the
inhabitants of the lodginghouse, perhaps--Simoneau and others, for
instance--for faint whisperings reached my ear. Then I heard a
psalm chanted and some Latin words mumbled by a
priest, and
afterward I suddenly felt myself sinking, while the ropes rubbing
against the edges of the
coffin elicited lugubrious sounds, as if a
bow were being drawn across the strings of a
cracked violoncello.
It was the end. On the left side of my head I felt a
violent shock
like that produced by the bursting of a bomb, with another under my
feet and a third more
violent still on my chest. So forcible,
indeed, was this last one that I thought the lid was cleft atwain.
I fainted from it.
CHAPTER IV
THE NAIL
It is impossible for me to say how long my swoon lasted. Eternity
is not of longer
duration than one second spent in nihility. I was
no more. It was slowly and confusedly that I regained some degree
of
consciousness. I was still asleep, but I began to dream; a
nightmare started into shape amid the
blackness of my
horizon, a
nightmare compounded of a strange fancy which in other days had
haunted my morbid
imaginationwhenever with my propensity for
dwelling upon
hideous thoughts I had conjured up catastrophes.
Thus I dreamed that my wife was expecting me somewhere--at Guerande,
I believe--and that I was going to join her by rail. As we passed