"No, son, you're not. An' you never will be. But you've got to
be an
outlaw till time makes it safe for you to come home."
"An
outlaw?"
"I said it. If we had money an' influence we'd risk a trial.
But we've neither. An' I
reckon the scaffold or jail is no
place for Buckley Duane. Strike for the wild country, an'
wherever you go an'
whatever you do-be a man. Live
honestly, if
that's possible. If it isn't, be as honest as you can. If you
have to herd with
outlaws try not to become bad. There are
outlaws who 're not all bad--many who have been
driven to the
river by such a deal as this you had. When you get among these
men avoid brawls. Don't drink; don't
gamble. I needn't tell you
what to do if it comes to gun-play, as likely it will. You
can't come home. When this thing is lived down, if that time
ever comes, I'll get word into the unsettled country. It'll
reach you some day. That's all. Remember, be a man. Goodby."
Duane, with blurred sight and contracting
throat, gripped his
uncle's hand and bade him a wordless
farewell. Then he leaped
astride the black and rode out of town.
As
swiftly as was
consistent with a care for his steed, Duane
put a distance of fifteen or eighteen miles behind him. With
that he slowed up, and the matter of riding did not require all
his faculties. He passed several ranches and was seen by men.
This did not suit him, and he took an old trail across country.
It was a flat region with a poor growth of mesquite and
prickly-pear cactus. Occasionally he caught a
glimpse of low
hills in the distance. He had hunted often in that section, and
knew where to find grass and water. When he reached this higher
ground he did not, however, halt at the first favorable
camping-spot, but went on and on. Once he came out upon the
brow of a hill and saw a
considerable stretch of country
beneath him. It had the gray sameness characterizing all that
he had traversed. He seemed to want to see wide spaces--to get
a
glimpse of the great
wilderness lying somewhere beyond to the
southwest. It was
sunset when he
decided to camp at a likely
spot he came across. He led the horse to water, and then began
searching through the
shallowvalley for a
suitable place to
camp. He passed by old camp-sites that he well remembered.
These, however, did not strike his fancy this time, and the
significance of the change in him did not occur at the moment.
At last he found a secluded spot, under cover of thick
mesquites and oaks, at a
goodly distance from the old trail. He
took
saddle and pack off the horse. He looked among his effects
for a
hobble, and,
finding that his uncle had failed to put one
in, he suddenly remembered that he seldom used a
hobble, and
never on this horse. He cut a few feet off the end of his lasso
and used that. The horse,
unused to such hampering of his free
movements, had to be
driven out upon the grass.
Duane made a small fire, prepared and ate his supper. This
done,
ending the work of that day, he sat down and filled his
pipe. Twilight had waned into dusk. A few wan stars had just
begun to show and
brighten. Above the low
continuous hum of
insects sounded the evening carol of robins. Presently the
birds ceased their singing, and then the quiet was more
noticeable. When night set in and the place seemed all the more
isolated and
lonely for that Duane had a sense of relief.
It dawned upon him all at once that he was
nervous, watchful,
sleepless. The fact caused him surprise, and he began to think
back, to take note of his late actions and their motives. The
change one day had
wrought amazed him. He who had always been
free, easy, happy, especially when out alone in the open, had
become in a few short hours bound, serious,
preoccupied. The
silence that had once been sweet now meant nothing to him
except a
mediumwhereby he might the better hear the sounds of
pursuit. The
loneliness, the night, the wild, that had always
been beautiful to him, now only conveyed a sense of safety for
the present. He watched, he listened, he thought. He felt
tired, yet had no
inclination to rest. He intended to be off by
dawn, heading toward the
southwest. Had he a
destination? It
was vague as his knowledge of that great waste of mesquite and
rock bordering the Rio Grande. Somewhere out there was a
refuge. For he was a
fugitive from justice, an
outlaw.
This being an
outlaw then meant
eternalvigilance. No home, no