That was prompted by the fighting, the killing
instinct in him.
In that moment it had almost superhuman power. If he must die,
that was the way for him to die. What else could be expected of
Buck Duane? He got to his knees and drew his gun. With his
swollen and almost
useless hand he held what spare ammunition
he had left. He ought to creep out
noiselessly to the edge of
the
willows, suddenly face his pursuers, then, while there was
a beat left in his heart, kill, kill, kill. These men all had
rifles. The fight would be short. But the marksmen did not live
on earth who could make such a fight go
wholly against him.
Confronting them suddenly he could kill a man for every shot in
his gun.
Thus Duane reasoned. So he hoped to accept his fate--to meet
this end. But when he tried to step forward something checked
him. He forced himself; yet he could not go. The obstruction
that opposed his will was as insurmountable as it had been
physically impossible for him to climb the bluff.
Slowly he fell back, crouched low, and then lay flat. The grim
and
ghastlydignity that had been his a moment before fell away
from him. He lay there stripped of his last shred of
self-respect. He wondered was he afraid; had he, the last of
the Duanes--had he come to feel fear? No! Never in all his wild
life had he so longed to go out and meet men face to face. It
was not fear that held him back. He hated this hiding, this
eternal
vigilance, this
hopeless life. The damnable paradox of
the situation was that if he went out to meet these men there
was
absolutely no doubt of his doom. If he clung to his
covertthere was a chance, a merest chance, for his life. These
pursuers, dogged and unflagging as they had been, were mortally
afraid of him. It was his fame that made them cowards. Duane's
keenness told him that at the very darkest and most perilous
moment there was still a chance for him. And the blood in him,
the
temper of his father, the years of his outlawry, the pride
of his unsought and hated
career, the
nameless, inexplicable
something in him made him accept that slim chance.
Waiting then became a
physical and
mental agony. He lay under
the burning sun, parched by
thirst, laboring to
breathe,
sweating and bleeding. His uncared-for wound was like a red-hot
prong in his flesh. Blotched and
swollen from the never-ending
attack of flies and mosquitoes his face seemed twice its
natural size, and it ached and stung.
On one side, then, was this
physicaltorture; on the other the
old hell,
terribly augmented at this
crisis, in his mind. It
seemed that thought and
imagination had never been so swift. If
death found him
presently, how would it come? Would he get
decent burial or be left for the peccaries and the coyotes?
Would his people ever know where he had fallen? How wretched,
how
miserable his state! It was
cowardly, it was
monstrous for
him to cling longer to this doomed life. Then the hate in his
heart, the hellish hate of these men on his trail--that was
like a
scourge. He felt no longer human. He had degenerated
into an animal that could think. His heart pounded, his pulse
beat, his breast heaved; and this
internalstrife seemed to
thunder into his ears. He was now enacting the
tragedy of all
crippled, starved, hunted wolves at bay in their dens. Only his
tragedy was
infinitely more terrible because he had mind enough
to see his
plight, his
resemblance to a
lonely wolf,
bloody-fanged, dripping, snarling, fire-eyed in a last
instinctive defiance.
Mounted upon the
horror of Duane's thought was a watching,
listening
intensity so
supreme that it registered impressions
which were creations of his
imagination. He heard stealthy
steps that were not there; he saw
shadowy moving figures that
were only leaves. A hundred times when he was about to pull
trigger he discovered his error. Yet voices came from a
distance, and steps and crackings in the
willows, and other
sounds real enough. But Duane could not
distinguish the real
from the false. There were times when the wind which had arisen
sent a hot,
pattering
breath down the
willow aisles, and Duane
heard it as an approaching army.
This
straining of Duane's faculties brought on a
reaction which
in itself was a
respite. He saw the sun darkened by thick slow
spreading clouds. A storm appeared to be coming. How slowly it
moved! The air was like steam. If there broke one of those
dark,
violent storms common though rare to the country, Duane
believed he might slip away in the fury of wind and rain. Hope,
that seemed unquenchable in him, resurged again. He hailed it
with a
bitterness that was sickening.
Then at a rustling step he froze into the old
strained
attention. He heard a slow
patter of soft feet. A tawny shape
crossed a little
opening in the
thicket. It was that of a dog.
The moment while that beast came into full view was an age. The
dog was not a bloodhound, and if he had a trail or a scent he
seemed to be at fault on it. Duane waited for the inevitable
discovery. Any kind of a hunting-dog could have found him in
that
thicket. Voices from outside could be heard urging on the
dog. Rover they called him. Duane sat up at the moment the dog
entered the little shaded
covert. Duane expected a yelping, a
baying, or at least a bark that would tell of his hiding-place.
A strange
reliefswiftly swayed over Duane. The end was near
now. He had no further choice. Let them come--a quick fierce
exchange of shots--and then this
torture past! He waited for
the dog to give the alarm.
But the dog looked at him and trotted by into the
thicketwithout a yelp. Duane could not believe the evidence of his
senses. He thought he had suddenly gone deaf. He saw the dog
disappear, heard him
running to and fro among the
willows,
getting farther and farther away, till all sound from him
ceased.
"Thar's Rover," called a voice from the bluff-side. "He's been
through thet black patch."
"Nary a
rabbit in there," replied another.
"Bah! Thet pup's no good," scornfully growled another man. "Put
a hound at thet clump of
willows."
"Fire's the game. Burn the brake before the rain comes."
The voices droned off as their owners
evidently walked up the
ridge.
Then upon Duane fell the crushing burden of the old waiting,
watching, listening spell. After all, it was not to end just
now. His chance still persisted--looked a little brighter--led
him on, perhaps, to
forlorn hope.
All at once
twilight settled quickly down upon the
willowbrake, or else Duane noted it suddenly. He imagined it to be
caused by the approaching storm. But there was little
movementof air or cloud, and
thunder still muttered and rumbled at a
distance. The fact was the sun had set, and at this time of
overcast sky night was at hand.
Duane realized it with the
awakening of all his old force. He
would yet elude his pursuers. That was the moment when he
seized the
significance of all these
fortunate circumstances
which had aided him. Without haste and without sound he began
to crawl in the direction of the river. It was not far, and he
reached the bank before darkness set in. There were men up on
the bluff carrying wood to build a bonfire. For a moment he
half yielded to a
temptation to try to slip along the
river-shore, close in under the
willows. But when he raised
himself to peer out he saw that an attempt of this kind would
be
liable to
failure. At the same moment he saw a rough-hewn
plank lying beneath him, lodged against some
willows. The end
of the plank
extended in almost to a point beneath him. Quick
as a flash he saw where a
desperate chance invited him. Then he