and, mustering and forming on the levels, soon merged and shaded
into night. Venters guided the burro nearer to the trail, so that
he could see its white line from the ridges, and rode on through
the hours.
Once down in the Pass without leaving a trail, he would hold
himself safe for the time being. When late in the night he
reached the break in the sage, he sent the burro down ahead of
him, and started an
avalanche that all but buried the animal at
the bottom of the trail. Bruised and battered as he was, he had a
moment's elation, for he had
hidden his tracks. Once more he
mounted the burro and rode on. The hour was the blackest of the
night when he made the
thicket which inclosed his old camp. Here
he turned the burro loose in the grass near the spring, and then
lay down on his old bed of leaves.
He felt only
vaguely, as outside things, the ache and burn and
throb of the muscles of his body. But a dammed-up
torrent of
emotion at last burst its bounds, and the hour that saw his
release from immediate action was one that confounded him in the
reaction of his spirit. He suffered without understanding why. He
caught
glimpses into himself, into unlit darkness of soul. The
fire that had blistered him and the cold which had
frozen him now
united in one torturing possession of his mind and heart, and
like a fiery steed with ice-shod feet, ranged his being, ran
rioting through his blood, trampling the resurging good, dragging
ever at the evil.
Out of the subsiding chaos came a clear question. What had
happened? He had left the
valley to go to Cottonwoods. Why? It
seemed that he had gone to kill a man--Oldring! The name riveted
his
consciousness upon the one man of all men upon earth whom he
had wanted to meet. He had met the rustler. Venters recalled the
smoky haze of the
saloon, the dark-visaged men, the huge Oldring.
He saw him step out of the door, a splendid
specimen of manhood,
a handsome giant with
purple-black and
sweeping beard. He
remembered
inquisitive gaze of
falcon eyes. He heard himself
repeating: "Oldring, Bess is alive! But she's dead to you," and
he felt himself jerk, and his ears throbbed to the
thunder of a
gun, and he saw the giant sink slowly to his knees. Was that only
the
vitality of him--that awful light in the eyes--only the
hard-dying life of a
tremendously powerful brute? A broken
whisper, strange as death: "Man, why--didn't--you wait!
Bess--was--" And Oldring plunged face forward, dead.
"I killed him," cried Venters, in remembering shock. "But it
wasn't that. Ah, the look in his eyes and his
whisper!"
Herein lay the secret that had clamored to him through all the
tumult and
stress of his emotions. What a look in the eyes of a
man shot through the heart! It had been neither hate nor ferocity
nor fear of men nor fear of death. It had been no passionate
glinting spirit of a
fearless foe,
willing shot for shot, life
for life, but
lackingphysical power. Distinctly recalled now,
never to be forgotten, Venters saw in Oldring's
magnificent eyes
the rolling of great, glad surprise--softness--love! Then came a
shadow and the terrible superhuman striving of his spirit to
speak. Oldring shot through the heart, had fought and forced back
death, not for a moment in which to shoot or curse, but to
whisper strange words.
What words for a dying man to
whisper! Why had not Venters
waited? For what? That was no plea for life. It was regret that
there was not a moment of life left in which to speak. Bess
was--Herein lay renewed
torture for Venters. What had Bess been
to Oldring? The old question, like a
specter, stalked from its
grave to haunt him. He had overlooked, he had
forgiven, he had
loved and he had forgotten; and now, out of the
mystery of a
dying man's
whisper rose again that perverse, unsatisfied,
jealousuncertainty. Bess had loved that splendid, black-crowned
giant--by her own
confession she had loved him; and in Venters's
soul again flamed up the
jealous hell. Then into the clamoring
hell burst the shot that had killed Oldring, and it rang in a
wild fiendish
gladness, a
hateful, vengeful joy. That passed to
the memory of the love and light in Oldring's eyes and the
mystery in his
whisper. So the c
hanging, swaying emotions
fluctuated in Venters's heart.
This was the
climax of his year of
suffering and the crucial
struggle of his life. And when the gray dawn came he rose, a
gloomy, almost heartbroken man, but
victor over evil passions. He