seemed so different--his thought when
spoken. Yet her shame
established in his mind something akin to the respect he had
strangely been hungering to feel for her.
"D--n that question!--forget it!" he cried, in a
passion of pain
for her and anger at himself. "But once and for all--tell me--I
know it, yet I want to hear you say so--you couldn't help
yourself?"
"Oh no."
"Well, that makes it all right with me," he went on, honestly.
"I--I want you to feel that...you see--we've been thrown
together--and--and I want to help you--not hurt you. I thought
life had been cruel to me, but when I think of yours I feel mean
and little for my complaining. Anyway, I was a
lonely outcast.
And now!...I don't see very clearly what it all means. Only we
are here--together. We've got to stay here, for long, surely till
you are well. But you'll never go back to Oldring. And I'm sure
helping you will help me, for I was sick in mind. There's
something now for me to do. And if I can win back your
strength--then get you away, out of this wild country--help you
somehow to a happier life--just think how good that'll be for
me!"
CHAPTER X. LOVE
During all these
waiting days Venters, with the
exception of the
afternoon when he had built the gate in the gorge, had scarcely
gone out of sight of camp and never out of
hearing. His desire to
explore Surprise Valley was keen, and on the morning after his
long talk with the girl he took his rifle and,
calling Ring, made
a move to start. The girl lay back in a rude chair of boughs he
had put together for her. She had been watching him, and when he
picked up the gun and called the dog Venters thought she gave a
nervous start.
"I'm only going to look over the
valley," he said.
"Will you be gone long?"
"No," he replied, and started off. The
incident set him thinking
of his former
impression that, after her
recovery from fever, she
did not seem at ease unless he was close at hand. It was fear of
being alone, due, he concluded, most likely to her weakened
condition. He must not leave her much alone.
As he
strode down the sloping
terrace, rabbits scampered before
him, and the beautiful
valley quail, as
purple in color as the
sage on the uplands, ran fleetly along the ground into the
forest. It was pleasant under the trees, in the gold-flecked
shade, with the
whistle of quail and twittering of birds
everywhere. Soon he had passed the limit of his former excursions
and entered new territory. Here the woods began to show open
glades and brooks
running down from the slope, and
presently he
emerged from shade into the
sunshine of a
meadow. The shaking of
the high grass told him of the
running of animals, what species
he could Dot tell, but from Ring's
manifest desire to have a
chase they were
evidently some kind wilder than rabbits. Venters
approached the
willow and cottonwood belt that he had observed
from the
height of slope. He penetrated it to find a considerable
stream of water and great half-submerged mounds of brush and
sticks, and all about him were old and new gnawed circles at the
base of the cottonwoods.
"Beaver!" he exclaimed. "By all that's lucky! The
meadow's full
of
beaver! How did they ever get here?"
Beaver had not found a way into the
valley by the trail of the
cliff-dwellers, of that he was certain; and he began to have more
than
curiosity as to the
outlet or inlet of the
stream. When he
passed some dead water, which he noted was held by a
beaver dam,
there was a current in the
stream, and it flowed west. Following
its course, he soon entered the oak forest again, and passed
through to find himself before massed and jumbled ruins of cliff
wall. There were
tangled thickets of wild plum-trees and other
thorny growths that made passage
extremely laborsome. He found
innumerable tracks of wildcats and foxes. Rustlings in the thick
undergrowth told him of stealthy movements of these animals. At
length his further advance appeared
futile, for the reason that
the
stream disappeared in a split at the base of
immense rocks
over which he could not climb. To his
relief he concluded that
though
beaver might work their way up the narrow chasm where the
water rushed, it would be impossible for men to enter the
valleythere.
This
western curve was the only part of the
valley where the
walls had been split
asunder, and it was a wildly rough and