him in the
tempest and had not been able to
rejoin: they sought him
unsuccessfully in the Bay of Naples, where they obtained no
tidings of
his course: and he sailed without them.
The first news of the enemy's
armament was that it had surprised
Malta, Nelson formed a plan for attacking it while at
anchor at Gozo;
but on the 22nd of June
intelligence reached him that the French had
left that island on the 16th, the day after their
arrival. It was clear
that their
destination was eastward--he thought for Egypt--and for
Egypt,
therefore, he made all sail. Had the
frigates been with him, he
could scarcely have failed to gain information of the enemy; for want of
them, he only spoke three vessels on the way: two came from Alexandria,
one from the Archipelago, and neither of them had seen anything of the
French. He arrived off Alexandria on the 28th, and the enemy were not
there, neither was there any
account of them; but the
governor was
endeavouring to put the city in a state of defence, having received
advice from Leghorn that the French
expedition was intended against
Egypt, after it had taken Malta. Nelson then shaped his course to the
northward for Caramania, and steered from
thence along the southern side
of Candia, carrying a press of sail both night and day, with a contrary
wind. It would have been his delight, he said, to have tried Bonaparte
on a wind. It would have been the delight of Europe, too, and the
blessing of the world, if that fleet had been overtaken with its general
on board. But of the myriads and millions of human beings who would have
been
preserved by that day's
victory, there is not one to whom such
essential benefit would have resulted as to Bonaparte himself. It would
have spared him his defeat at Acre--his only
disgrace; for to have been
defeated by Nelson upon the seas would not have been
disgraceful; it
would have spared him all his after enormities. Hitherto his
career had
been
glorious; the baneful principles of his heart had never yet passed
his lips; history would have represented him as a soldier of fortune,
who had
faithfully served the cause in which he engaged; and whose
career had been
distinguished by a
series of successes unexampled in
modern times. A
romanticobscurity would have hung over the
expeditionto Egypt, and he would have escaped the perpetration of those crimes
which have incarnadined his soul with a deeper dye than that of the
purple for which he committed them--those acts of perfidy, midnight
murder, usurpation, and remorseless
tyranny, which have consigned his
name to
universal execration, now and for ever.
Conceiving that when an officer is not successful in his plans it is
absolutely necessary that he should explain the motives upon which they
were founded, Nelson wrote at this time an
account and vindication of
his conduct for having carried the fleet to Egypt. The
objection which
he anticipated was that he ought not to have made so long a voyage
without more certain information. "My answer," said he, "is ready. Who
was I to get it from? The governments of Naples and Sicily either knew
not, or chose to keep me in
ignorance. Was I to wait
patiently until I
heard certain
accounts? If Egypt were their object, before I could hear
of them they would have been in India. To do nothing was
disgraceful;
therefore I made use of my understanding. I am before your lordships'
judgment; and if, under all circumstances, it is
decided that I am
wrong, I ought, for the sake of our country, to be superseded; for at
this moment, when I know the French are not in Alexandria, I hold the
same opinion as off Cape Passaro--that, under all circumstances, I was
right in steering for Alexandria; and by that opinion I must stand or
fall." Captain Ball, to whom he showed this paper, told him he should
recommend a friend never to begin a defence of his conduct before he was
accused of error: he might give the fullest reasons for what he had
done, expressed in such terms as would evince that he had acted from the
strongest
conviction of being right; and of course he must expect that
the public would view it in the same light. Captain Ball judged rightly
of the public, whose first impulses, though, from want of sufficient
information, they must frequently be
erroneous, are generally founded
upon just feelings. But the public are easily misled, and there are
always persons ready to mislead them. Nelson had not yet attained that
fame which compels envy to be silent; and when it was known in England
that he had returned after an
unsuccessfulpursuit, it was said that he
deserved impeachment; and Earl St. Vincent was
severely censured for