blinding light of Alpine winters, a man takes a certain troubled
delight in his
existence which can
nowhere else be paralleled. He is
perhaps no happier, but he is stingingly alive. It does not,
perhaps, come out of him in work or exercise, yet he feels an
enthusiasm of the blood unknown in more
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temperateclimates. It may
not be health, but it is fun.
There is nothing more difficult to
communicate on paper than this
baseless
ardour, this stimulation of the brain, this sterile
joyousness of spirits. You wake every morning, see the gold upon the
snow-peaks, become filled with courage, and bless God for your
prolonged
existence. The
valleys are but a
stride to you; you cast
your shoe over the hilltops; your ears and your heart sing; in the
words of an unverified
quotation from the Scotch psalms, you feel
yourself fit 'on the wings of all the winds' to 'come flying all
abroad.' Europe and your mind are too narrow for that flood of
energy. Yet it is
notable that you are hard to root out of your bed;
that you start forth, singing, indeed, on your walk, yet are
unusually ready to turn home again; that the best of you is volatile;
and that although the restlessness remains till night, the strength
is early at an end. With all these heady jollities, you are half
conscious of an
underlying languor in the body; you prove not to be
so well as you had fancied; you weary before you have well begun; and
though you mount at morning with the lark, that is not
precisely a
song-bird's heart that you bring back with you when you return with
aching limbs and peevish
temper to your inn.
It is hard to say
wherein it lies, but this joy of Alpine winters is
its own
reward. Baseless, in a sense, it is more than worth more
permanent improvements. The dream of health is perfect while it
lasts; and if, in
trying to realise it, you
speedily wear out the
dear hallucination, still every day, and many times a day, you are
conscious of a strength you
scarce possess, and a delight in living
as merry as it proves to be transient.
The
brightness - heaven and earth conspiring to be bright - the
levity and quiet of the air; the odd
stirring silence - more
stirringthan a
tumult; the snow, the frost, the enchanted
landscape: all
have their part in the effect and on the memory, 'TOUS VOUS TAPENT
SUR LA TETE'; and yet when you have enumerated all, you have gone no
nearer to explain or even to qualify the
delicate exhilaration that
you feel -
delicate, you may say, and yet
excessive, greater than can
be said in prose, almost greater than an
invalid can bear. There is
a certain wine of France known in England in some
gaseous disguise,
but when drunk in the land of its nativity still as a pool, clean as
river water, and as heady as verse. It is more than
probable that in
its noble natural condition this was the very wine of Anjou so
beloved by Athos in the 'Musketeers.' Now, if the reader has ever
washed down a
liberal second breakfast with the wine in question, and
gone forth, on the back of these dilutions, into a
sultry, sparkling
noontide, he will have felt an influence almost as
genial, although
strangely grosser, than this fairy titillation of the nerves among
the snow and
sunshine of the Alps. That also is a mode, we need not
say of intoxication, but of insobriety. Thus also a man walks in a
strong
sunshine of the mind, and follows smiling, insubstantial
meditations. And whether he be really so clever or so strong as he
supposes, in either case he will enjoy his chimera while it lasts.
The influence of this giddy air displays itself in many secondary
ways. A certain sort of laboured pleasantry has already been
recognised, and may perhaps have been remarked in these papers, as a
sort
peculiar to that
climate. People utter their judgments with a
cannonade of syllables; a big word is as good as a meal to them; and
the turn of a
phrase goes further than
humour or
wisdom. By the