rising behind them out of the North Sea.
No doubt it was a good deal Andie and his tales that put these fancies
in my head. He was
extraordinarily well acquainted with the story of
the rock in all particulars, down to the names of private soldiers, his
father having served there in that same
capacity. He was gifted
besides with a natural
genius for narration, so that the people seemed
to speak and the things to be done before your face. This gift of his
and my assiduity to listen brought us the more close together. I could
not
honestly deny but what I liked him; I soon saw that he liked me;
and indeed, from the first I had set myself out to
capture his good-
will. An odd circumstance (to be told presently) effected this beyond
my
expectation; but even in early days we made a friendly pair to be a
prisoner and his gaoler.
I should
trifle with my
conscience if I pretended my stay upon the Bass
was
whollydisagreeable. It seemed to me a safe place, as though I was
escaped there out of my troubles. No harm was to be offered me; a
material
impossibility, rock and the deep sea, prevented me from fresh
attempts; I felt I had my life safe and my honour safe, and there were
times when I allowed myself to gloat on them like
stolen waters. At
other times my thoughts were very different, I recalled how strong I
had expressed myself both to Rankeillor and to Stewart; I reflected
that my
captivity upon the Bass, in view of a great part of the coasts
of Fife and Lothian, was a thing I should be thought more likely to
have invented than endured; and in the eyes of these two gentlemen, at
least, I must pass for a boaster and a
coward. Now I would take this
lightly enough; tell myself that so long as I stood well with Catriona
Drummond, the opinion of the rest of man was but moonshine and spilled
water; and
thence pass off into those meditations of a lover which are
so
delightful to himself and must always appear so
surprisingly idle to
a reader. But anon the fear would take me
otherwise; I would be
shakenwith a perfect panic of self-esteem, and these
supposed hard judgments
appear an
injustice impossible to be supported. With that another
train of thought would he presented, and I had
scarce begun to be
concerned about men's judgments of myself, than I was
haunted with the
remembrance of James Stewart in his
dungeon and the lamentations of his
wife. Then, indeed,
passion began to work in me; I could not forgive
myself to sit there idle: it seemed (if I were a man at all) that I
could fly or swim out of my place of safety; and it was in such humours
and to amuse my self-reproaches that I would set the more particularly
to win the good side of Andie Dale.
At last, when we two were alone on the
summit of the rock on a bright
morning, I put in some hint about a bribe. He looked at me, cast back
his head, and laughed out loud.
"Ay, you're funny, Mr. Dale," said I, "but perhaps if you'll glance an
eye upon that paper you may change your note."
The
stupid Highlanders had taken from me at the time of my seizure
nothing but hard money, and the paper I now showed Andie was an
acknowledgment from the British Linen Company for a
considerable sum.
He read it. "Troth, and ye're nane sae ill aff," said he.
"I thought that would maybe vary your opinions," said I.
"Hout!" said he. "It shows me ye can bribe; but I'm no to be bribit."
"We'll see about that yet a while," says I. "And first, I'll show you
that I know what I am talking. You have orders to
detain me here till
after Thursday, 21st September."
"Ye're no a'thegether wrong either," says Andie. "I'm to let you gang,
bar orders contrair, on Saturday, the 23rd."
I could not but feel there was something
extremely insidious in this
arrangement. That I was to re-appear
precisely in time to be too late
would cast the more
discredit on my tale, if I were
minded to tell one;
and this screwed me to fighting point.
"Now then, Andie, you that kens the world, listen to me, and think
while ye listen," said I. "I know there are great folks in the
business, and I make no doubt you have their names to go upon. I have
seen some of them myself since this affair began, and said my say into
their faces too. But what kind of a crime would this be that I had
committed? or what kind of a process is this that I am fallen under?
To be apprehended by some
ragged John-Hielandman on August 30th,
carried to a rickle of old stones that is now neither fort nor gaol
(whatever it once was) but just the gamekeeper's lodge of the Bass
Rock, and set free again, September 23rd, as
secretly as I was first
arrested - does that sound like law to you? or does it sound like