held myself bound upon my
vanity to make good that boastfulness. Nay,
and he hit me with the other end of the stick; for he accused me of a
kind of artful
cowardice, going about at the expense of a little risk
to purchase greater safety. No doubt, until I had declared and cleared
myself, I might any day
encounter Mungo Campbell or the sheriff's
officer, and be recognised, and dragged into the Appin murder by the
heels; and, no doubt, in case I could manage my
declaration with
success, I should breathe more free for ever after. But when I looked
this
argument full in the face I could see nothing to be
ashamed of.
As for the rest, "Here are the two roads," I thought, "and both go to
the same place. It's
unjust that James should hang if I can save him;
and it would be
ridiculous in me to have talked so much and then do
nothing. It's lucky for James of the Glens that I have boasted
beforehand; and none so
unlucky for myself, because now I'm committed
to do right. I have the name of a gentleman and the means of one; it
would be a poor duty that I was
wanting in the essence." And then I
thought this was a Pagan spirit, and said a prayer in to myself, asking
for what courage I might lack, and that I might go straight to my duty
like a soldier to battle, and come off again scatheless, as so many do.
This train of
reasoning brought me to a more
resolved complexion;
though it was far from closing up my sense of the dangers that
surrounded me, nor of how very apt I was (if I went on) to
stumble on
the
ladder of the
gallows. It was a plain, fair morning, but the wind
in the east. The little chill of it sang in my blood, and gave me a
feeling of the autumn, and the dead leaves, and dead folks' bodies in
their graves. It seemed the devil was in it, if I was to die in that
tide of my fortunes and for other folks' affairs. On the top of the
Calton Hill, though it was not the
customary time of year for that
diversion, some children were crying and
running with their kites.
These toys appeared very plain against the sky; I remarked a great one
soar on the wind to a high
altitude and then plump among the whins; and
I thought to myself at sight of it, "There goes Davie."
My way lay over Mouter's Hill, and through an end of a clachan on the
braeside among fields. There was a whirr of looms in it went from
house to house; bees bummed in the gardens; the neighbours that I saw
at the doorsteps talked in a strange tongue; and I found out later that
this was Picardy, a village where the French weavers
wrought for the
Linen Company. Here I got a fresh direction for Pilrig, my
destination; and a little beyond, on the
wayside, came by a gibbet and
two men hanged in chains. They were dipped in tar, as the manner is;
the wind span them, the chains clattered, and the birds hung about the
uncanny jumping-jacks and cried. The sight coming on me suddenly, like
an
illustration of my fears, I could
scarce be done with examining it
and drinking in
discomfort. And, as I thus turned and turned about the
gibbet, what should I strike on, but a weird old wife, that sat behind
a leg of it, and nodded, and talked aloud to herself with becks and
courtesies.
"Who are these two, mother?" I asked, and
pointed to the corpses.
"A
blessing on your precious face!" she cried. "Twa joes o'mine: just
two o' my old joes, my hinny dear."
"What did they suffer for?" I asked.
"Ou, just for the guid cause," said she. "Aften I spaed to them the
way that it would end. Twa shillin' Scots: no
pickle mair; and there
are twa bonny callants hingin' for 't! They took it frae a wean
belanged to Brouchton."
"Ay!" said I to myself, and not to the daft limmer, "and did they come
to such a figure for so poor a business? This is to lose all indeed."
"Gie's your loof, hinny," says she, "and let me spae your weird to ye."
"No, mother," said I, "I see far enough the way I am. It's an unco
thing to see too far in front."
"I read it in your bree," she said. "There's a bonnie lassie that has
bricht een, and there's a wee man in a braw coat, and a big man in a
pouthered wig, and there's the shadow of the wuddy, joe, that lies
braid across your path. Gie's your loof, hinny, and let Auld Merren
spae it to ye bonny."
The two chance shots that seemed to point at Alan and the daughter of
James More struck me hard; and I fled from the eldritch creature,
casting her a baubee, which she continued to sit and play with under
the moving shadows of the hanged.
My way down the
causeway of Leith Walk would have been more pleasant to
me but for this
encounter. The old
rampart ran among fields, the like
of them I had never seen for artfulness of
agriculture; I was pleased,
besides, to be so far in the still
countryside; but the shackles of the
gibbet clattered in my head; and the mope and mows of the old witch,
and the thought of the dead men, hag-rode my spirits. To hang on a
gallows, that seemed a hard case; and whether a man came to hang there
for two shillings Scots, or (as Mr. Stewart had it) from the sense of
duty, once he was tarred and shackled and hung up, the difference
seemed small. There might David Balfour hang, and other lads pass on
their errands and think light of him; and old daft limmers sit at a
leg-foot and spae their fortunes; and the clean genty maids go by, and
look to the other aide, and hold a nose. I saw them plain, and they
had grey eyes, and their screens upon their heads were of the Drummed
colours.
I was thus in the poorest of spirits, though still pretty
resolved,
when I came in view of Pilrig, a pleasant gabled house set by the
walkside among some brave young woods. The laird's horse was standing
saddled at the door as I came up, but himself was in the study, where
he received me in the midst of
learned works and
musical instruments,
for he was not only a deep
philosopher but much of a
musician. He
greeted me at first pretty well, and when he had read Rankeillor's
letter, placed himself obligingly at my disposal.
"And what is it, cousin David!" said he - "since it appears that we are
cousins - what is this that I can do for you! A word to Prestongrange!
Doubtless that is easily given. But what should be the word?"
"Mr. Balfour," said I, "if I were to tell you my whole story the way it
fell out, it's my opinion (and it was Rankeillor's before me) that you
would be very little made up with it."
"I am sorry to hear this of you, kinsman," says he.
"I must not take that at your hands, Mr. Balfour," said I; "I have
nothing to my
charge to make me sorry, or you for me, but just the
common infirmities of mankind. 'The guilt of Adam's first sin, the
want of original
righteousness, and the
corruption of my whole nature,'
so much I must answer for, and I hope I have been taught where to look
for help," I said; for I judged from the look of the man he would think
the better of me if I knew my questions. "But in the way of worldly
honour I have no great
stumble to
reproach myself with; and my
difficulties have
befallen me very much against my will and (by all
that I can see) without my fault. My trouble is to have become dipped
in a political
complication, which it is judged you would be blythe to
avoid a knowledge of."
"Why, very well, Mr. David," he replied, "I am pleased to see you are
all that Rankeillor represented. And for what you say of political
complications, you do me no more than justice. It is my study to be
beyond
suspicion, and indeed outside the field of it. The question
is," says he, "how, if I am to know nothing of the matter, I can very
well
assist you?"
"Why sir," said I, "I propose you should write to his
lordship, that I
am a young man of
reasonable good family and of good means: both of
which I believe to be the case."
"I have Rankeillor's word for it," said Mr. Balfour, "and I count that
a warran-dice against all deadly."
"To which you might add (if you will take my word for so much) that I
am a good
churchman, loyal to King George, and so brought up," I went
on.
"None of which will do you any harm," said Mr. Balfour.