for not
inviting me to her
wedding."
"You really can't blame her when you think of the tremendous
Andrews
connection who had to be invited. The house could hardly
hold them all. I was only bidden by grace of being Jane's old
chum -- at least on Jane's part. I think Mrs. Harmon's motive
for
inviting me was to let me see Jane's surpassing gorgeousness."
"Is it true that she wore so many diamonds that you couldn't tell
where the diamonds left off and Jane began?"
Anne laughed.
"She certainly wore a good many. What with all the diamonds and
white satin and tulle and lace and roses and orange
blossoms,
prim little Jane was almost lost to sight. But she was VERY
happy, and so was Mr. Inglis -- and so was Mrs. Harmon."
"Is that the dress you're going to wear tonight?" asked Gilbert,
looking down at the fluffs and frills.
"Yes. Isn't it pretty? And I shall wear starflowers in my hair.
The Haunted Wood is full of them this summer."
Gilbert had a sudden
vision of Anne, arrayed in a frilly green gown,
with the virginal curves of arms and
throat slipping out of it,
and white stars shining against the coils of her ruddy hair.
The
vision made him catch his
breath. But he turned
lightly away.
"Well, I'll be up tomorrow. Hope you'll have a nice time tonight."
Anne looked after him as he
strode away, and sighed. Gilbert was
friendly -- very friendly -- far too friendly. He had come quite
often to Green Gables after his
recovery, and something of their
old comradeship had returned. But Anne no longer found it satisfying.
The rose of love made the
blossom of friendship pale and scentless
by
contrast. And Anne had again begun to doubt if Gilbert now felt
anything for her but friendship. In the common light of common
day her
radiantcertainty of that rapt morning had faded. She was
haunted by a
miserable fear that her mistake could never be rectified.
It was quite likely that it was Christine whom Gilbert loved after all.
Perhaps he was even engaged to her. Anne tried to put all unsettling
hopes out of her heart, and
reconcile herself to a future where work
and
ambition must take the place of love. She could do good, if not
noble, work as a teacher; and the success her little sketches were
beginning to meet with in certain
editorial sanctums augured well
for her budding
literary dreams. But -- but -- Anne picked up her
green dress and sighed again.
When Gilbert came the next afternoon he found Anne
waiting for him,
fresh as the dawn and fair as a star, after all the
gaiety of the
preceding night. She wore a green dress -- not the one she had
worn to the
wedding, but an old one which Gilbert had told her
at a Redmond
reception he liked especially. It was just the shade
of green that brought out the rich tints of her hair, and the starry
gray of her eyes and the iris-like
delicacy of her skin. Gilbert,
glancing at her sideways as they walked along a
shadowy woodpath,
thought she had never looked so lovely. Anne, glancing sideways
at Gilbert, now and then, thought how much older he looked since
his
illness. It was as if he had put
boyhood behind him forever.
The day was beautiful and the way was beautiful. Anne was almost
sorry when they reached Hester Gray's garden, and sat down on the
old bench. But it was beautiful there, too -- as beautiful as it
had been on the faraway day of the Golden Picnic, when Diana and
Jane and Priscilla and she had found it. Then it had been lovely
with narcissus and violets; now golden rod had kindled its fairy
torches in the corners and asters dotted it bluely. The call of
the brook came up through the woods from the
valley of birches
with all its old
allurement; the
mellow air was full of the purr
of the sea; beyond were fields rimmed by fences bleached
silverygray in the suns of many summers, and long hills scarfed with the
shadows of autumnal clouds; with the blowing of the west wind old
dreams returned.
"I think," said Anne
softly, "that `the land where dreams come true'
is in the blue haze yonder, over that little
valley."
"Have you any unfulfilled dreams, Anne?" asked Gilbert.
Something in his tone -- something she had not heard since that
miserable evening in the
orchard at Patty's Place -- made Anne's
heart beat wildly. But she made answer
lightly.
"Of course. Everybody has. It wouldn't do for us to have all
our dreams fulfilled. We would be as good as dead if we had
nothing left to dream about. What a
delicious aroma that
low-descending sun is extracting from the asters and ferns.
I wish we could see perfumes as well as smell them. I'm sure
they would be very beautiful."
Gilbert was not to be thus sidetracked.