rose must look beside all the hothouse flowers the others wore!
Anne laid her hat and
jacket away, and
shrankmiserably into a corner.
She wished herself back in the white room at Green Gables.
It was still worse on the
platform of the big concert hall of the
hotel, where she
presently found herself. The electric lights
dazzled her eyes, the
perfume and hum bewildered her. She wished
she were sitting down in the
audience with Diana and Jane, who
seemed to be having a splendid time away at the back. She was
wedged in between a stout lady in pink silk and a tall,
scornful-looking girl in a white-lace dress. The stout lady
occasionally turned her head
squarely around and surveyed Anne
through her eyeglasses until Anne, acutely
sensitive of being so
scrutinized, felt that she must
scream aloud; and the white-lace
girl kept talking audibly to her next neighbor about the "country
bumpkins" and "rustic belles" in the
audience, languidly anticipating
"such fun" from the displays of local
talent on the program.
Anne believed that she would hate that white-lace girl to the end of life.
Unfortunately for Anne, a
professional elocutionist was staying
at the hotel and had consented to
recite. She was a lithe,
dark-eyed woman in a wonderful gown of shimmering gray stuff
like woven moonbeams, with gems on her neck and in her dark hair.
She had a
marvelouslyflexible voice and wonderful power of
expression; the
audience went wild over her
selection. Anne,
forgetting all about herself and her troubles for the time,
listened with rapt and shining eyes; but when the recitation
ended she suddenly put her hands over her face. She could never
get up and
recite after that--never. Had she ever thought she
could
recite? Oh, if she were only back at Green Gables!
At this unpropitious moment her name was called. Somehow
Anne--who did not notice the rather
guilty little start of
surprise the white-lace girl gave, and would not have understood
the subtle
compliment implied
therein if she had--got on her
feet, and moved dizzily out to the front. She was so pale that
Diana and Jane, down in the
audience, clasped each other's hands
in
nervous sympathy.
Anne was the
victim of an
overwhelming attack of stage fright.
Often as she had
recited in public, she had never before faced
such an
audience as this, and the sight of it paralyzed her
energies completely. Everything was so strange, so brilliant,
so bewildering--the rows of ladies in evening dress, the critical
faces, the whole
atmosphere of
wealth and
culture about her.
Very different this from the plain benches at the Debating Club,
filled with the
homely,
sympathetic faces of friends and neighbors.
These people, she thought, would be
merciless critics. Perhaps,
like the white-lace girl, they anticipated
amusement from her "rustic"
efforts. She felt
hopelessly,
helplesslyashamed and
miserable.
Her knees trembled, her heart fluttered, a
horrible faintness
came over her; not a word could she utter, and the next moment
she would have fled from the
platformdespite the
humiliation which,
she felt, must ever after be her
portion if she did so.
But suddenly, as her dilated, frightened eyes gazed out over the
audience, she saw Gilbert Blythe away at the back of the room,
bending forward with a smile on his face--a smile which seemed to
Anne at once
triumphant and taunting. In
reality it was nothing
of the kind. Gilbert was merely smiling with
appreciation of the
whole affair in general and of the effect produced by Anne's
slender white form and
spiritual face against a
background of
palms in particular. Josie Pye, whom he had
driven over, sat
beside him, and her face certainly was both
triumphant and
taunting. But Anne did not see Josie, and would not have cared
if she had. She drew a long
breath and flung her head up
proudly, courage and
determination tingling over her like an
electric shock. She WOULD NOT fail before Gilbert Blythe--he
should never be able to laugh at her, never, never! Her fright
and
nervousness vanished; and she began her recitation, her clear,
sweet voice reaching to the
farthest corner of the room without a
tremor or a break. Self-possession was fully restored to her,
and in the
reaction from that
horrible moment of powerlessness
she
recited as she had never done before. When she finished
there were bursts of honest
applause. Anne, stepping back to
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- amateur [´æmətə, ,æmə´tə:] n.业余爱好者 (初中英语单词)
- talent [´tælənt] n.天才;才干;天资 (初中英语单词)
- excitement [ik´saitmənt] n.兴奋;骚动;煽动 (初中英语单词)
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- laughter [´lɑ:ftə] n.笑,笑声 (初中英语单词)
- chatter [´tʃætə] vi.&n.饶舌;闲聊 (初中英语单词)
- prospect [´prɔspekt, prəs´pekt] n.景色;境界 v.勘察 (初中英语单词)
- platform [´plætfɔ:m] n.(平)台;讲台;站台 (初中英语单词)
- presently [´prezəntli] ad.不久;目前 (初中英语单词)
- perfume [´pə:fju:m, pə´fju:m] n.香味 vt.使发香 (初中英语单词)
- audience [´ɔ:diəns] n.听众;观众;接见 (初中英语单词)
- scream [skri:m] v.&n.尖叫(声) (初中英语单词)
- professional [prə´feʃənəl] a.职业的 n.自由职业 (初中英语单词)
- guilty [´gilti] a.有罪的;心虚的 (初中英语单词)
- nervous [´nə:vəs] a.神经的;神经过敏的 (初中英语单词)
- victim [´viktim] n.牺牲者;受害者 (初中英语单词)
- atmosphere [´ætməsfiə] n.大气;空气;气氛 (初中英语单词)
- wealth [welθ] n.财富,财产 (初中英语单词)
- culture [´kʌltʃə] n.修养;文化;饲养 (初中英语单词)
- sympathetic [,simpə´θetik] a.同情的,有同情心的 (初中英语单词)
- amusement [ə´mju:zmənt] n.娱乐;文娱设施 (初中英语单词)
- ashamed [ə´ʃeimd] a.惭愧;不好意思 (初中英语单词)
- horrible [´hɔrəbəl] a.可怕的;恐怖的 (初中英语单词)
- despite [di´spait] prep.尽管 (初中英语单词)
- portion [´pɔ:ʃən] n.嫁妆;命运 vt.分配 (初中英语单词)
- reality [ri´æliti] n.现实(性);真实;逼真 (初中英语单词)
- spiritual [´spiritʃuəl] a.精神(上)的;神圣的 (初中英语单词)
- background [´bækgraund] n.背景;经历;幕后 (初中英语单词)
- driven [´driv(ə)n] drive 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- breath [breθ] n.呼吸;气息 (初中英语单词)
- reaction [ri´ækʃən] n.反应(力) (初中英语单词)
- scotch [skɔtʃ] vt.&n.刻痕(于);划伤 (高中英语单词)
- ballad [´bæləd] n.民歌,民谣 (高中英语单词)
- notable [´nəutəbəl] a.显著的 n.名人 (高中英语单词)
- pronounced [prə´naunst] a.发出音的;显著的 (高中英语单词)
- regardless [ri´gɑ:dləs] a.不留心的;不关心的 (高中英语单词)
- fashionable [´fæʃənəbəl] a.流行的,时髦的 (高中英语单词)
- decided [di´saidid] a.明显的;决定的 (高中英语单词)
- upright [´ʌprait] a.直立的 ad.直立地 (高中英语单词)
- enjoyment [in´dʒɔimənt] n.享受;愉快;乐趣 (高中英语单词)
- dainty [´deinti] a.秀丽的 n.美味 (高中英语单词)
- sensitive [´sensitiv] a.敏感的;感光的 (高中英语单词)
- selection [si´lekʃən] n.选择;选拔;精选物 (高中英语单词)
- compliment [´kɔmplimənt] n.敬意 vt.赞美;祝贺 (高中英语单词)
- therein [ðeə´rin] ad.在那里,在其中 (高中英语单词)
- homely [´həumli] a.朴素的;不漂亮的 (高中英语单词)
- appreciation [ə,pri:ʃi´eiʃən] n.评价;感激 (高中英语单词)
- determination [di,tə:mi´neiʃən] n.决心;决定 (高中英语单词)
- applause [ə´plɔ:z] n.鼓掌;欢呼;称赞 (高中英语单词)
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- violin [,vaiə´lin] n.(小)提琴 (英语四级单词)
- muslin [´mʌzlin] n.平纹细布,薄纱织物 (英语四级单词)
- dearly [´diəli] ad.深深地(爱等);昂贵 (英语四级单词)
- civility [si´viliti] n.礼貌;礼仪 (英语四级单词)
- symphony [´simfəni] n.交响乐(曲) (英语四级单词)
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- marvelously [´mɑ:viləsli] ad.奇异地;奇迹般地 (英语四级单词)
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- shrank [ʃræŋk] shrink的过去式 (英语六级单词)
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- humiliation [hju:,mili´eiʃən] n.羞辱,屈辱 (英语六级单词)