"I must cry," said Anne. "My heart is broken. The stars in their
courses fight against me, Marilla. Diana and I are parted forever.
Oh, Marilla, I little dreamed of this when first we swore our vows
of friendship."
"Don't be foolish, Anne. Mrs. Barry will think better of it
when she finds you're not to blame. I suppose she thinks you've
done it for a silly joke or something of that sort. You'd best
go up this evening and tell her how it was."
"My courage fails me at the thought of facing Diana's injured
mother," sighed Anne. "I wish you'd go, Marilla. You're so much
more
dignified than I am. Likely she'd listen to you quicker
than to me."
"Well, I will," said Marilla, reflecting that it would probably
be the wiser course. "Don't cry any more, Anne. It will be all
right."
Marilla had changed her mind about it being all right by the time
she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was watching for her
coming and flew to the porch door to meet her.
"Oh, Marilla, I know by your face that it's been no use," she
said sorrowfully. "Mrs. Barry won't
forgive me?"
"Mrs. Barry indeed!" snapped Marilla. "Of all the unreasonable
women I ever saw she's the worst. I told her it was all a
mistake and you weren't to blame, but she just simply didn't
believe me. And she rubbed it well in about my
currant wine and
how I'd always said it couldn't have the least effect on anybody.
I just told her
plainly that
currant wine wasn't meant to be
drunk three tumblerfuls at a time and that if a child I had to do
with was so
greedy I'd sober her up with a right good spanking."
Marilla whisked into the kitchen, grievously disturbed, leaving a
very much distracted little soul in the porch behind her.
Presently Anne stepped out bareheaded into the chill autumn dusk;
very determinedly and
steadily she took her way down through the
sere
clover field over the log
bridge and up through the spruce
grove, lighted by a pale little moon
hanging low over the western
woods. Mrs. Barry, coming to the door in answer to a timid
knock, found a white-lipped eager-eyed suppliant on the doorstep.
Her face hardened. Mrs. Barry was a woman of strong prejudices
and dislikes, and her anger was of the cold,
sullen sort which is
always hardest to
overcome. To do her justice, she really
believed Anne had made Diana drunk out of sheer
malice prepense,???
and she was
honestlyanxious to
preserve her little daughter from
the contamination of further
intimacy with such a child.
"What do you want?" she said stiffly.
Anne clasped her hands.
"Oh, Mrs. Barry, please
forgive me. I did not mean
to--to--
intoxicate Diana. How could I? Just imagine if you were
a poor little
orphan girl that kind people had adopted and you
had just one bosom friend in all the world. Do you think you
would
intoxicate her on purpose? I thought it was only raspberry
cordial. I was
firmly convinced it was raspberry
cordial. Oh,
please don't say that you won't let Diana play with me any more.
If you do you will cover my life with a dark cloud of woe."
This speech which would have softened good Mrs. Lynde's heart in
a twinkling, had no effect on Mrs. Barry except to
irritate her
still more. She was
suspicious of Anne's big words and dramatic
gestures and imagined that the child was making fun of her. So
she said,
coldly and cruelly:
"I don't think you are a fit little girl for Diana to associate
with. You'd better go home and
behave yourself."
Anne's lips quivered.
"Won't you let me see Diana just once to say
farewell?" she
implored.
"Diana has gone over to Carmody with her father," said Mrs.
Barry, going in and shutting the door.
Anne went back to Green Gables calm with despair.
"My last hope is gone," she told Marilla. "I went up and saw
Mrs. Barry myself and she treated me very insultingly. Marilla,
I do NOT think she is a well-bred woman. There is nothing more
to do except to pray and I haven't much hope that that'll do much
good because, Marilla, I do not believe that God Himself can do
very much with such an
obstinate person as Mrs. Barry."
"Anne, you shouldn't say such things" rebuked Marilla, striving
to
overcome that unholy
tendency to
laughter which she was
dismayed to find growing upon her. And indeed, when she told the
whole story to Matthew that night, she did laugh
heartily over
Anne's tribulations.
But when she slipped into the east gable before going to bed and
found that Anne had cried herself to sleep an unaccustomed
softness crept into her face.
"Poor little soul," she murmured, lifting a loose curl of hair
from the child's tear-stained face. Then she bent down and
kissed the flushed cheek on the pillow.
CHAPTER XVII
A New Interest in Life
THE next afternoon Anne, bending over her patchwork at the
kitchen window, happened to glance out and
beheld Diana down by
the Dryad's Bubble beckoning
mysteriously. In a trice Anne was
out of the house and flying down to the hollow,
astonishment and
hope struggling in her
expressive eyes. But the hope faded when
she saw Diana's
dejected countenance.
"Your mother hasn't relented?" she gasped.
Diana shook her head mournfully.
"No; and oh, Anne, she says I'm never to play with you again.
I've cried and cried and I told her it wasn't your fault, but it
wasn't any use. I had ever such a time coaxing her to let me
come down and say good-bye to you. She said I was only to stay
ten minutes and she's timing me by the clock."
"Ten minutes isn't very long to say an
eternalfarewell in," said
Anne tearfully. "Oh, Diana, will you promise
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faithfully never to
forget me, the friend of your youth, no matter what dearer
friends may
caress thee?"
"Indeed I will," sobbed Diana, "and I'll never have another bosom
friend--I don't want to have. I couldn't love anybody as I love
you."
"Oh, Diana," cried Anne, clasping her hands, "do you LOVE me?"
"Why, of course I do. Didn't you know that?"
"No." Anne drew a long
breath. "I thought you LIKED me of course
but I never hoped you LOVED me. Why, Diana, I didn't think
anybody could love me. Nobody ever has loved me since I can
remember. Oh, this is wonderful! It's a ray of light which will
forever shine on the darkness of a path severed from thee, Diana.
Oh, just say it once again."
"I love you devotedly, Anne," said Diana stanchly, "and I always
will, you may be sure of that."
"And I will always love thee, Diana," said Anne,
solemnlyextending her hand. "In the years to come thy memory will shine
like a star over my
lonely life, as that last story we read
together says. Diana, wilt thou give me a lock of thy jet-black
tresses in
parting to treasure forevermore?"
"Have you got anything to cut it with?" queried Diana, wiping
away the tears which Anne's affecting accents had caused to flow
afresh, and returning to practicalities.
"Yes. I've got my patchwork
scissors in my apron pocket
fortunately," said Anne. She
solemnly clipped one of Diana's