nevertheless, I can understand how a man of weak principle and
violent
temper, or a man possessed of a desire to get to a
particular spot not
favoured by Jane, or by a wish to reach any spot
by a certain hour,--I can understand how such a man, carried away by
helpless wrath, might possibly
ruffle Jane's sad-coloured hair with
the toe of his boot.
Jane is small, yet
mighty. She is multum in parvo; she is the rock
of Gibraltar in
animate form; she is cosmic
obstinacy on four legs.
When following out the devices and desires of her own heart, or
resisting the devices and desires of yours, she can put a pressure
of five hundred tons on the bit. She is further fortified by the
possession of legs which have iron rods
concealed in them, these
iron rods terminating in stout grip-hooks, with which she takes hold
on mother earth with an expression that seems to say,-
'This rock shall fly
From its firm base as soon as I.'
When I start out in the afternoon, Mrs. Bobby frequently asks me
where I am going. I always answer that I have not made up my mind,
though what I really mean to say is that Jane has not made up her
mind. She never makes up her mind until after I have made up mine,
lest by some
unhappy accident she might choose the very excursion
that I desire myself.
Chapter XXI. I remember, I remember.
For example, I wish to visit St. Bridget's Well,
concerning which
there are some
quaint old verses in a village history:-
'Out of thy famous hille,
There daylie springyeth,
A water passynge stille,
That alwayes bringyeth
Grete comfort to all them
That are
diseased men,
And makes them well again
To prayse the Lord.
'Hast thou a wound to heale,
The wyche doth greve thee;
Come thenn unto this welle;
It will
relieve thee;
Nolie me tangeries,
And other maladies,
Have there theyr remedies,
Prays'd be the Lord.'
St. Bridget's Well is a beautiful spot, and my desire to see it is a
perfectly laudable one. In
strict justice, it is really no concern
of Jane whether my wishes are laudable or not; but it only makes the
case more flagrant when she interferes with the
reasonable plans of
a
reasonable being. Never since the day we first met have I
harboured a thought that I wished to
conceal from Jane (would that
she could say as much!);
nevertheless she treats me as if I were a
monster of caprice. As I said before, I wish to visit St. Bridget's
Well, but Jane
absolutely refuses to take me there. After we pass
Belvern
churchyard we approach two roads: the one to the right
leads to the Holy Well; the one to the left leads to Shady Dell
Farm, where Jane lived when she was a girl. At the
critical moment
I pull the right rein with all my force. In vain: Jane is always
overcome by
sentiment when she sees that left-hand road. She bears
to the left like a
whirlwind, and nothing can stop her mad career
until she is again amid the scenes so dear to her
recollection, the
beloved pastures where the mother still lives at whose feet she
brayed in early youth!
Now this is all very pretty and
touching. Her action has, in truth,
its springs in a most commendable
sentiment that I should be the
last to underrate. Shady Dell Farm is interesting, too, for once,
if one can
swallow one's wrath and dudgeon at being taken there
against one's will; and one feels that Jane's parents and Jane's
early surroundings must be worth a single visit, if they could