head shall be hurt. Don't be
frightened."
She shivered like a leaf. "I am
frightened," she said. "I can't
help being
frightened. He will chase us, I know. Where is he?
What is he doing now?"
Looking up to determine if I need abbreviate this blissful moment, I
saw the enraged animal disappearing in the side door of the barn;
and it was a nice, comfortable Durham cow,--that somewhat rare but
possible thing, a sportive cow!
"Is he gone?" breathed Kitty from my waistcoat.
"Yes, he is gone--she is gone,
darling. But don't move; it may come
again."
My first too hasty
assurance had calmed Kitty's fears, and she
raised her
charming flushed face from its
retreat and prepared to
withdraw. I did not
facilitate the preparations, and a moment of
awkward silence ensued.
"Might I inquire," I asked, "if the dear little person at present
reposing in my arms will stay there (with intervals for rest and
refreshment) for the rest of her natural life?"
She
withdrew entirely now, all but her hand, and her eyes sought the
ground.
"I suppose I shall have to now,--that is, if you think--at least, I
suppose you do think--at any rate, you look as if you were thinking-
-that this has been giving you encouragement."
"I do indeed,--decisive, undoubted, barefaced encouragement."
"I don't think I ought to be judged as if I were in my sober
senses," she replied. "I was
frightened within an inch of my life.
I told you this morning that I was
dreadfully afraid of bulls,
especially mad ones, and I told you that my nurse
frightened me,
when I was a child, with awful stories about them, and that I never
outgrew my
childishterror. I looked everywhere about: the barn
was too far, the fence too high, I saw him coming, and there was
nothing but you and the open country; of course I took you. It was
very natural, I'm sure,--any girl would have done it."
"To be sure," I replied soothingly, "any girl would have run after
me, as you say."
"I didn't say any girl would have run after you,--you needn't
flatter yourself; and besides, I think I was really
trying to
protect you as well as to gain
protection; else why should I have
cast myself on you like a catamount, or a catacomb, or
whatever the
thing is?"
"Yes,
darling, I thank you for saving my life, and I am
willing to
devote the
remainder of it to your service as a
pledge of my
gratitude; but if you should take up life-saving as a profession,
dear, don't throw yourself on a fellow with" -
"Jack! Jack!" she cried, putting her hand over my lips, and getting
it well kissed in
consequence. "If you will only forget that, and
never, never taunt me with it afterwards, I'll--I'll--well, I'll do
anything in reason; yes, even marry you!"
CANTERBURY, July 31
The Royal Fountain.
I was never sure enough of Kitty, at first, to dare risk telling her
about that little mistake of hers. She is such an elusive person
that I spend all my time in wooing her, and can never lay flattering
unction to my soul that she is really won.
But after aunt Celia had looked up my family record and given a
provisional consent, and papa Schuyler had cabled a reluctant
blessing, I did not feel
capable of any further self-restraint.
It was
twilight here in Canterbury, and we were sitting on the vine-
shaded
veranda of aunt Celia's
lodging. Kitty's head was on my
shoulder. There is something very queer about that; when Kitty's
head is on my shoulder, I am not
capable of any
consecutive train of
thought. When she puts it there I see stars, then myriads of stars,
then, oh! I can't begin to
enumerate the steps by which ecstasy
mounts to delirium; but at all events, any operation which demands
exclusive use of the
intellect is beyond me at these times. Still I
gathered my stray wits together and said, "Kitty!"
"Yes, Jack?"
"Now that nothing but death or marriage can separate us, I have
something to
confess to you."
" Yes," she said serenely, "I know what you are going to say. He
was a cow."
I lifted her head from my shoulder
sternly, and gazed into her
childlike, candid eyes.
"You mountain of deceit! How long have you known about it?"
"Ever since the first. Oh, Jack, stop looking at me in that way!
Not the very first, not when I--not when you--not when we--no, not