this shall get printed some day."
"Obituary notice?" Renouard dropped negligently.
"Certain - some day."
"Do you then regard yourself as
immortal?"
"No, my boy. I am not
immortal. But the voice of the press goes
on for ever. . . . And it will say that this was the secret of your
great success in a task where better men than you - meaning no
offence - did fail
repeatedly."
"Success," muttered Renouard, pulling-to the office door after him
with
considerableenergy. And the letters of the word PRIVATE like
a row of white eyes seemed to stare after his back sinking down the
staircase of that
temple of publicity.
Renouard had no doubt that all the means of publicity would be put
at the service of love and used for the discovery of the loved man.
He did not wish him dead. He did not wish him any harm. We are
all equipped with a fund of
humanity which is not exhausted without
many and
repeated provocations - and this man had done him no evil.
But before Renouard had left old Dunster's house, at the
conclusionof the call he made there that very afternoon, he had discovered in
himself the desire that the search might last long. He never
really flattered himself that it might fail. It seemed to him that
there was no other course in this world for himself, for all
mankind, but
resignation. And he could not help thinking that
Professor Moorsom had arrived at the same
conclusion too.
Professor Moorsom, slight frame of middle
height, a
thoughtful keen
head under the thick wavy hair, veiled dark eyes under straight
eyebrows, and with an
inward gaze which when disengaged and
arriving at one seemed to issue from an obscure dream of books,
from the limbo of
meditation, showed himself
extremelygracious to
him. Renouard guessed in him a man whom an
incurable habit of
investigation and
analysis had made gentle and indulgent; inapt for
action, and more
sensitive to the thoughts than to the events of
existence. Withal not crushed, sub-ironic without a trace of
acidity, and with a simple manner which put people at ease quickly.
They had a long conversation on the
terrace commanding an extended
view of the town and the harbour.
The splendid immobility of the bay resting under his gaze, with its
grey spurs and shining indentations, helped Renouard to
regain his
self-possession, which he had felt
shaken, in coming out on the
terrace, into the
setting of the most powerful
emotion of his life,
when he had sat within a foot of Miss Moorsom with fire in his
breast, a humming in his ears, and in a complete
disorder of his
mind. There was the very garden seat on which he had been
enveloped in the
radiant spell. And
presently he was sitting on it
again with the professor talking of her. Near by the patriarchal
Dunster leaned forward in a wicker arm-chair, benign and a little
deaf, his big hand to his ear with the
innocenteagerness of his
advanced age remembering the fires of life.
It was with a sort of
apprehension that Renouard looked forward to
seeing Miss Moorsom. And
strangely enough it resembled the state
of mind of a man who fears disenchantment more than sortilege. But
he need not have been afraid. Directly he saw her in a distance at
the other end of the
terrace he shuddered to the roots of his hair.
With her approach the power of speech left him for a time. Mrs.
Dunster and her aunt were accompanying her. All these people sat
down; it was an
intimatecircle into which Renouard felt himself
cordially admitted; and the talk was of the great search which
occupied all their minds. Discretion was expected by these people,
but of reticence as to the object of the journey there could be no
question. Nothing but ways and means and arrangements could be
talked about.
By fixing his eyes obstinately on the ground, which gave him an air
of reflective
sadness, Renouard managed to recover his self-
possession. He used it to keep his voice in a low key and to
measure his words on the great subject. And he took care with a
great
inward effort to make them
reasonable without giving them a
discouraging
complexion. For he did not want the quest to be given
up, since it would mean her going away with her two
attendant grey-
heads to the other side of the world.
He was asked to come again, to come often and take part in the
counsels of all these people captivated by the senti
mental
- dislike [dis´laik] vt.&n.不喜爱,厌恶 (初中英语单词)
- mostly [´məustli] ad.主要地;多半;通常 (初中英语单词)
- blessing [´blesiŋ] n.祝福 (初中英语单词)
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- probable [´prɔbəbəl] a.大概的n.很可能的事 (初中英语单词)
- description [di´skripʃən] n.描写 (初中英语单词)
- definitely [´definitli] ad.明确地;绝对 (初中英语单词)
- lately [´leitli] ad.近来,不久前 (初中英语单词)
- affection [ə´fekʃən] n.友爱;慈爱 (初中英语单词)
- extremely [ik´stri:mli] ad.极端地;非常地 (初中英语单词)
- arrival [ə´raivəl] n.到达;到达的人(物) (初中英语单词)
- mental [´mentl] a.精神的;心理的 (初中英语单词)
- assistant [ə´sistənt] n.助手;助理;助教 (初中英语单词)
- sharply [´ʃɑ:pli] ad.锋利地;剧烈地 (初中英语单词)
- movement [´mu:vmənt] n.活动;运动;动作 (初中英语单词)
- confess [kən´fes] vt.供认;坦白;承认 (初中英语单词)
- utmost [´ʌtməust] a.最大的 n.极端 (初中英语单词)
- immortal [i´mɔ:təl] a.不死的n.不朽的人物 (初中英语单词)
- considerable [kən´sidərəbəl] a.重要的;值得重视 (初中英语单词)
- energy [´enədʒi] n.活力,精力;能力 (初中英语单词)
- temple [´tempəl] n.庙宇;寺院;太阳穴 (初中英语单词)
- humanity [hju:´mæniti] n.人类;人性;仁慈 (初中英语单词)
- conclusion [kən´klu:ʒən] n.结束;结论;推论 (初中英语单词)
- height [hait] n.高度;顶点;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- gracious [´greiʃəs] a.和蔼可亲的;任慈的 (初中英语单词)
- analysis [ə´næləsis] n.分解;分析(结果) (初中英语单词)
- shaken [´ʃeikən] shake的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- emotion [i´məuʃən] n.感情;情绪;激动 (初中英语单词)
- presently [´prezəntli] ad.不久;目前 (初中英语单词)
- innocent [´inəsənt] a.无罪的;单纯的 (初中英语单词)
- strangely [´streindʒli] ad.奇怪地;陌生地 (初中英语单词)
- intimate [´intimit] a.亲密的 n.知己 (初中英语单词)
- circle [´sə:kəl] n.圆圈 v.环绕;盘旋 (初中英语单词)
- reasonable [´rizənəbəl] a.合理的;有理智的 (初中英语单词)
- attendant [ə´tendənt] n.随员 a.伴随的 (初中英语单词)
- exploration [,eksplɔ:´reiʃən] n.探索;探险;考察 (高中英语单词)
- pacific [pə´sifik] a.和平的;温和的 (高中英语单词)
- schooner [´sku:nə] n.纵帆船 (高中英语单词)
- hermit [´hə:mit] n.隐士 (高中英语单词)
- campaign [kæm´pein] n.战役;行动 vi.从军 (高中英语单词)
- butler [´bʌtlə] n.(男)管家 (高中英语单词)
- personally [´pə:sənəli] ad.亲自;就个人来说 (高中英语单词)
- solitude [´sɔlitju:d] n.孤独;寂寞;荒凉 (高中英语单词)
- correspondence [,kɔri´spɔndəns] n.通信;符合;相当 (高中英语单词)
- fugitive [´fju:dʒitiv] n.逃亡者,亡命者 (高中英语单词)
- profound [prə´faund] a.深奥的;渊博的 (高中英语单词)
- related [ri´leitid] a.叙述的;有联系的 (高中英语单词)
- cruise [kru:z] vi.&n.巡航;航游 (高中英语单词)
- proceeding [prə´si:diŋ] n.程序;进程;行动 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- resignation [,rezig´neiʃən] n.辞职(书);放弃;顺从 (高中英语单词)
- thoughtful [´θɔ:tfəl] a.深思的;体贴的 (高中英语单词)
- inward [´inwəd] a.向内的;心灵上的 (高中英语单词)
- sensitive [´sensitiv] a.敏感的;感光的 (高中英语单词)
- terrace [´terəs] n.梯田 vt.使成梯田 (高中英语单词)
- regain [ri´gein] vt.收回;恢复 (高中英语单词)
- disorder [dis´ɔ:də] n.杂乱 vt.扰乱 (高中英语单词)
- radiant [´reidiənt] a.发光的 n.光源(体) (高中英语单词)
- eagerness [´i:gənis] n.渴望;热忱 (高中英语单词)
- apprehension [,æpri´henʃən] n.理解;忧虑;逮捕 (高中英语单词)
- sadness [´sædnis] n.悲哀;悲痛;凄惨 (高中英语单词)
- complexion [kəm´plekʃən] n.肤色;情况;局面 (高中英语单词)
- mildly [´maildli] ad.温和地;适度地 (英语四级单词)
- athlete [´æθlit, ´æθli:t] n.体育家;运动员 (英语四级单词)
- roadside [´rəudsaid] n.&a.路边(的) (英语四级单词)
- instinctively [in´stiŋktivli] ad.本能地 (英语四级单词)
- armchair [´ɑ:mtʃeə] n.扶手椅 (英语四级单词)
- township [´taunʃip] n.乡;区 (英语四级单词)
- excursion [ik´skə:ʃən] n.短途旅行,游览;离题 (英语四级单词)
- energetic [,enə´dʒetik] a.精力旺盛的;有力的 (英语四级单词)
- detachment [di´tætʃmənt] n.分开(离);分遣队 (英语四级单词)
- compartment [kəm´pɑ:tmənt] n.间隔;隔室 (英语四级单词)
- portuguese [,pɔ:tʃu´gi:z] a.葡萄牙的 n.葡萄牙人 (英语四级单词)
- unexpectedly [´ʌniks´pektidli] ad.意外地;突然地 (英语四级单词)
- reluctant [ri´lʌktənt] a.勉强的;难得到的 (英语四级单词)
- meditation [,medi´teiʃən] n.熟虑;默想 (英语四级单词)
- withal [wi´ðɔ:l] ad.加之;同样;然而 (英语四级单词)
- setting [´setiŋ] n.安装;排字;布景 (英语四级单词)
- discretion [di´skreʃən] n.谨慎;判断(力) (英语四级单词)
- sentimental [,senti´mentl] a.感伤的;多愁善感的 (英语四级单词)
- self-control [,self´kəntrəul] n.自我克制 (英语六级单词)
- seriousness [´siəriəsnis] n.严肃,认真;重要性 (英语六级单词)
- incurable [in´kjuərəbəl] a.不能治疗的 (英语六级单词)