chase--and send an express boat after father. Yes! that's it.
He approached the door of the office and said,
holding his pipe
away from his lips--
"Good luck to you, Mrs. Willems. Don't lose any time. You may
get along by the bushes; the fence there is out of
repair. Don't
lose time. Don't forget that it is a matter of . . . life and
death. And don't forget that I know nothing. I trust you."
He heard inside a noise as of a chest-lid falling down. She made
a few steps. Then a sigh,
profound and long, and some faint
words which he did not catch. He moved away from the door on
tiptoe, kicked off his slippers in a corner of the verandah, then
entered the passage puffing at his pipe; entered
cautiously in a
gentle creaking of planks and turned into a curtained entrance to
the left. There was a big room. On the floor a small binnacle
lamp--that had found its way to the house years ago from the
lumber-room of the Flash--did duty for a night-light. It
glimmered very small and dull in the great darkness. Almayer
walked to it, and picking it up revived the flame by pulling the
wick with his fingers, which he shook directly after with a
grimace of pain. Sleeping shapes, covered--head and all--with
white sheets, lay about on the mats on the floor. In the middle
of the room a small cot, under a square white
mosquito net,
stood--the only piece of furniture between the four
walls--looking like an altar of
transparentmarble in a gloomy
temple. A woman, half-lying on the floor with her head dropped
on her arms, which were crossed on the foot of the cot, woke up
as Almayer
strode over her
outstretched legs. She sat up without
a word, leaning forward, and, clasping her knees, stared down
with sad eyes, full of sleep.
Almayer, the smoky light in one hand, his pipe in the other,
stood before the curtained cot looking at his daughter--at his
little Nina--at that part of himself, at that small and
unconsciousparticle of
humanity that seemed to him to contain
all his soul. And it was as if he had been bathed in a bright
and warm wave of
tenderness, in a
tenderness greater than the
world, more precious than life; the only thing real, living,
sweet, tangible, beautiful and safe
amongst the elusive, the
distorted and menacing shadows of
existence. On his face, lit up
indistinctly by the short yellow flame of the lamp, came a look
of rapt attention while he looked into her future. And he could
see things there! Things
charming and splendid passing before
him in a magic unrolling of
resplendent pictures; pictures of
events
brilliant, happy, inexpressibly
glorious, that would make
up her life. He would do it! He would do it. He would! He
would--for that child! And as he stood in the still night, lost
in his enchanting and
gorgeous dreams, while the ascending, thin
thread of
tobacco smoke spread into a faint bluish cloud above
his head, he appeared
strangelyimpressive and ecstatic: like a
devout and
mystic worshipper, adoring, transported and mute;
burning
incense before a
shrine, a diaphanous
shrine of a
child-idol with closed eyes; before a pure and vaporous
shrine of
a small god--fragile,
powerless,
unconscious and
sleeping.
When Ali, roused by loud and
repeated shouting of his name,
stumbled outside the door of his hut, he saw a narrow
streak of
trembling gold above the forests and a pale sky with faded stars
overhead: signs of the coming day. His master stood before the
door waving a piece of paper in his hand and shouting
excitedly--"Quick, Ali! Quick!" When he saw his servant he
rushed forward, and pressing the paper on him objurgated him, in
tones which induced Ali to think that something awful had
happened, to hurry up and get the whale-boat ready to go
immediately--at once, at once--after Captain Lingard. Ali
remonstrated, agitated also, having caught the
infection of
distracted haste.
"If must go quick, better canoe. Whale-boat no can catch, same
as small canoe."
"No, no! Whale-boat! whale-boat! You dolt! you wretch!" howled
Almayer, with all the appearance of having gone mad. "Call the
men! Get along with it. Fly!"
And Ali rushed about the
courtyard kicking the doors of huts open
to put his head in and yell
frightfully inside; and as he dashed
from hovel to hovel, men shivering and
sleepy were coming out,
looking after him stupidly, while they scratched their ribs with
bewildered
apathy. It was hard work to put them in
motion. They