Lingard watched the shore astern. The woman shook her hand at
him, and then squatted at the feet of the man who stood
motionless. After a while she got up and stood beside him,
reaching up to his head--and Lingard saw then that she had wetted
some part of her covering and was
trying to wash the dried blood
off the man's
immovable face, which did not seem to know anything
about it. Lingard turned away and threw himself back in his
chair, stretching his legs out with a sigh of
fatigue. His head
fell forward; and under his red face the white beard lay fan-like
on his breast, the ends of fine long hairs all astir in the faint
draught made by the rapid
motion of the craft that carried him
away from his prisoner--from the only thing in his life he wished
to hide.
In its course across the river the canoe came into the line of
Willems' sight and his eyes caught the image, followed it eagerly
as it glided, small but
distinct, on the dark
background of the
forest. He could see
plainly the figure of the man sitting in
the middle. All his life he had felt that man behind his back, a
reassuring presence ready with help, with
commendation, with
advice; friendly in
reproof,
enthusiastic in approbation; a man
inspiring confidence by his strength, by his fearlessness, by the
very
weakness of his simple heart. And now that man was going
away. He must call him back.
He shouted, and his words, which he wanted to throw across the
river, seemed to fall
helplessly at his feet. Aissa put her hand
on his arm in a restraining attempt, but he shook it off. He
wanted to call back his very life that was going away from him.
He shouted again--and this time he did not even hear himself. No
use. He would never return. And he stood in
sullen silence
looking at the white figure over there, lying back in the chair
in the middle of the boat; a figure that struck him suddenly as
very terrible, heartless and
astonishing, with its unnatural
appearance of
running over the water in an attitude of languid
repose.
For a time nothing on earth stirred,
seemingly, but the canoe,
which glided up-stream with a
motion so even and smooth that it
did not
convey any sense of
movement. Overhead, the massed
clouds appeared solid and steady as if held there in a powerful
grip, but on their
uneven surface there was a
continuous and
trembling
glimmer, a faint
reflection of the distant
lightningfrom the
thunderstorm that had broken already on the coast and
was
working its way up the river with low and angry growls.
Willems looked on, as
motionless as everything round him and
above him. Only his eyes seemed to live, as they followed the
canoe on its course that carried it away from him,
steadily,
unhesitatingly, finally, as if it were going, not up the great
river into the momentous
excitement of Sambir, but straight into
the past, into the past
crowded yet empty, like an old cemetery
full of neglected graves, where lie dead hopes that never return.
From time to time he felt on his face the passing, warm touch of
an
immensebreath coming from beyond the forest, like the short
panting of an oppressed world. Then the heavy air round him was
pierced by a sharp gust of wind, bringing with it the fresh, damp
feel of the falling rain; and all the
innumerable tree-tops of
the forests swayed to the left and
sprang back again in a
tumultuous balancing of nodding branches and shuddering leaves.
A light frown ran over the river, the clouds stirred slowly,
changing their
aspect but not their place, as if they had turned
ponderously over; and when the sudden
movement had died out in a
quickened tremor of the slenderest twigs, there was a short
period of
formidable immobility above and below, during which the
voice of the
thunder was heard,
speaking in a sustained, emphatic
and vibrating roll, with
violent louder bursts of crashing sound,
like a wrathful and threatening
discourse of an angry god. For a
moment it died out, and then another gust of wind passed, driving
before it a white mist which filled the space with a cloud of
waterdust that hid suddenly from Willems the canoe, the forests,
the river itself; that woke him up from his
numbness in a forlorn
shiver, that made him look round despairingly to see nothing but