Disconnected though it was, that
phrase, as food for thought, was
distinctly worth
hearing. We left the river three days
afterwards and I never returned to Sambir; but
whatever happened
to the protagonist of my Willems nobody can deny that I have
recorded for him a less squalid fate.
J. C.
1919.
PART I
AN OUTCAST OF THE ISLANDS
CHAPTER ONE
When he stepped off the straight and narrow path of his peculiar
honesty, it was with an
inwardassertion of unflinching resolve
to fall back again into the
monotonous but safe
stride of virtue
as soon as his little
excursion into the
wayside quagmires had
produced the desired effect. It was going to be a short
episode--a
sentence in brackets, so to speak--in the flowing tale
of his life: a thing of no moment, to be done unwillingly, yet
neatly, and to be quickly forgotten. He imagined that he could
go on afterwards looking at the
sunshine, enjoying the shade,
breathing in the
perfume of flowers in the small garden before
his house. He fancied that nothing would be changed, that he
would be able as
heretofore to tyrannize good-humouredly over his
half-caste wife, to notice with tender
contempt his pale yellow
child, to
patronize loftily his dark-skinned
brother-in-law, who
loved pink neckties and wore patent-leather boots on his little
feet, and was so
humble before the white husband of the lucky
sister. Those were the delights of his life, and he was
unable to
conceive that the moral
significance of any act of his could
interfere with the very nature of things, could dim the light of
the sun, could destroy the
perfume of the flowers, the submission
of his wife, the smile of his child, the awe-struck respect of
Leonard da Souza and of all the Da Souza family. That family's
admiration was the great
luxury of his life. It rounded and
completed his
existence in a
perpetualassurance of
unquestionable
superiority. He loved to breathe the coarse
incense they offered before the
shrine of the successful white
man; the man that had done them the honour to marry their
daughter, sister, cousin; the rising man sure to climb very high;
the
confidential clerk of Hudig & Co. They were a numerous and
an
unclean crowd, living in ruined
bamboo houses, surrounded by
neglected compounds, on the
outskirts of Macassar. He kept them
at arm's length and even further off, perhaps, having no
illusions as to their worth. They were a half-caste, lazy lot,
and he saw them as they were--ragged, lean, unwashed, undersized
men of various ages, shuffling about aimlessly in slippers;
motionless old women who looked like
monstrous bags of pink
calico stuffed with
shapeless lumps of fat, and deposited askew
upon decaying rattan chairs in shady corners of dusty verandahs;
young women, slim and yellow, big-eyed, long-haired, moving
languidly
amongst the dirt and
rubbish of their dwellings as if
every step they took was going to be their very last. He heard
their
shrill quarrellings, the squalling of their children, the
grunting of their pigs; he smelt the odours of the heaps of
garbage in their courtyards: and he was greatly disgusted. But
he fed and clothed that
shabbymultitude; those degenerate
descendants of Portuguese conquerors; he was their
providence; he
kept them singing his praises in the midst of their laziness, of
their dirt, of their
immense and
hopeless squalor: and he was
greatly
delighted. They wanted much, but he could give them all
they wanted without ruining himself. In exchange he had their
silent fear, their loquacious love, their noisy veneration. It
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- bamboo [,bæm´bu:] n.竹 (高中英语单词)
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- heretofore [,hiətu´fɔ:] ad.以前,迄今为止 (英语四级单词)
- superiority [su:piəri´ɔriti, sju:-] n.优越,卓越 (英语四级单词)
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