better; but pride interposed, and caused them to think that any show
of affability from them would be construed by the democrats into a
terror of their power; while the democrats were no less to blame;
for
hearing how their compeers were thriving in France, and
demolishing every
obstacle to their ascendency, they were crouse and
really
insolent, evidencing none of that
temperance in prosperity
that proves the possessors
worthy of their good fortune.
As for me, my duty in these circumstances was plain and simple. The
Christian religion was attempted to be brought into disrepute; the
rising
generation were taught to gibe at its holiest ordinances; and
the kirk was more frequented as a place to while away the time on a
rainy Sunday, than for any
insight of the admonitions and
revelations in the
sacred book. Knowing this, I perceived that it
would be of no effect to handle much the mysteries of the faith; but
as there was at the time a bruit and a sound about universal
benevolence, philanthropy,
utility, and all the other disguises with
which an infidel
philosophy appropriated to itself the
charity,
brotherly love, and welldoing inculcated by our holy religion, I set
myself to task upon these heads, and thought it no
robbery to use a
little of the
stratagem employed against Christ's kingdom, to
promote the interests thereof in the hearts and understandings of
those whose ears would have been sealed against me, had I attempted
to expound higher things. Accordingly, on one day it was my
practice to show what the nature of Christian
charity was, comparing
it to the light and
warmth of the sun, that shines impartially on
the just and the unjust--showing that man, without the sense of it
as a duty, was as the beasts that
perish, and that every feeling of
his nature was
intimatelyselfish, but then when actuated by this
divine
impulse, he rose out of himself, and became as a god, zealous
to abate the sufferings of all things that live; and, on the next
day, I demonstrated that the new benevolence which had come so much
into vogue, was but another
version of this Christian
virtue. In
like manner, I dealt with
brotherly love, bringing it home to the
business and bosoms of my hearers, that the Christianity of it was
neither enlarged nor bettered by being baptized with the Greek name
of philanthropy. With welldoing, however, I went more roundly to
work, I told my people that I thought they had more sense than to
secede from Christianity to become Utilitarians; for that it would
be a
confession of
ignorance of the faith they deserved,
seeing that
it was the main duty inculcated by our religion to do all in morals
and manners to which the newfangled
doctrine of
utility pretended.
These
discourses, which I continued for
sometime, had no great
effect on the men; but being prepared in a familiar household
manner, they took the fancies of the young women, which was to me an
assurance that the seed I had planted would in time shoot forth; for
I reasoned with myself, that if the gudeman of the immediate
generation should continue free-thinkers, their wives will take care
that those of the next shall not lack that spunk of grace; so I was
cheered under that
obscurity which fell upon Christianity at this
time, with a vista beyond, in which I saw, as it were, the children
unborn, walking on the bright green, and in the unclouded splendour
of the faith.
But what with the decay of trade, and the
temptation of the king's
bounty, and, over all, the witlessness that was in the spirit of man
at this time, the number that enlisted in the course for the year
from the
parish was
prodigious. In one week no less than three
weavers and two cotton-spinners went over to Ayr, and took the
bounty of the Royal Artillery. But I could not help remarking to
myself, that the people were grown so used to changes and
extraordinary adventures, that the single enlistment of Thomas
Wilson, at the
beginning of the American war, occasioned a far
greater grief and work among us, than all the swarms that went off
week after week in the months of November and December of this year.
CHAPTER XXXVI YEAR 1795
The present Ann. Dom. was ushered in with an event that I had never
dreaded to see in my day, in our once sober and religious country
parish. The number of lads that had gone over to Ayr to be soldiers
from among the spinners and
weavers of Cayenneville had been so
great, that the government got note of it, and sent a recruiting
party to be quartered in the town; for the term clachan was
beginning by this time to wear out of fashion: indeed, the place
itself was outgrowing the
fitness of that title. Never shall I
forget the dunt that the first tap of the drum gied to my heart, as