seven pounds. My hair, streaked with gray, was a five-years'
growth, as were my beard and moustache. And I, too, tottered as I
walked, so that the guards helped to lead me across that sun-
blinding patch of yard. And Skysail Jack and I peered and knew each
other under the wreckage.
Men such as he are
privileged, even in a prison, so that he dared an
infraction of the rules by
speaking to me in a
cracked and quavering
voice.
"You're a good one, Standing," he cackled. "You never squealed."
"But I never knew, Jack," I whispered back--I was compelled to
whisper, for five years of disuse had well-nigh lost me my voice.
"I don't think there ever was any
dynamite."
"That's right," he cackled, nodding his head childishly. "Stick
with it. Don't ever let'm know. You're a good one. I take my hat
off to you, Standing. You never squealed."
And the guards led me on, and that was the last I saw of Skysail
Jack. It was plain that even he had become a
believer in the
dynamite myth.
Twice they had me before the full Board of Directors. I was
alternately bullied and cajoled. Their attitude
resolved itself
into two propositions. If I delivered up the
dynamite, they would
give me a nominal
punishment of thirty days in the
dungeon and then
make me a
trusty in the prison library. If I persisted in my
stubbornness and did not yield up the
dynamite, then they would put
me in
solitary for the rest of my
sentence. In my case, being a
life prisoner, this was tantamount to condemning me to
solitaryconfinement for life.
Oh, no; California is
civilized. There is no such law on the
statute books. It is a cruel and
unusualpunishment, and no modern
state would be
guilty of such a law. Nevertheless, in the history
of California I am the third man who has been condemned for life to
solitaryconfinement. The other two were Jake Oppenheimer and Ed
Morrell. I shall tell you about them soon, for I rotted with them
for years in the cells of silence.
Oh, another thing. They are going to take me out and hang me in a
little while--no, not for killing Professor Haskell. I got life-
imprisonment for that. They are going to take me out and hang me
because I was found
guilty of
assault and
battery. And this is not
prison
discipline. It is law, and as law it will be found in the
criminal statutes.
I believe I made a man's nose bleed. I never saw it bleed, but that
was the evidence. Thurston, his name was. He was a guard at San
Quentin. He weighed one hundred and seventy pounds and was in good
health. I weighed under ninety pounds, was blind as a bat from the
long darkness, and had been so long pent in narrow walls that I was
made dizzy by large open spaces. Really, mime was a well-defined
case of incipient agoraphobia, as I quickly
learned that day I
escaped from
solitary and punched the guard Thurston on the nose.
I struck him on the nose and made it bleed when he got in my way and
tried to catch hold of me. And so they are going to hang me. It is
the written law of the State of California that a life-timer like me
is
guilty of a capital crime when he strikes a prison guard like
Thurston. Surely, he could not have been inconvenienced more than
half an hour by that bleeding nose; and yet they are going to hang
me for it.
And, see! This law, in my case, is EX POST FACTO. It was not a law
at the time I killed Professor Haskell. It was not passed until
after I received my life-
sentence. And this is the very point: my
life-
sentence gave me my
status under this law which had not yet
been written on the books. And it is because of my
status of life-
timer that I am to be hanged for
battery committed on the guard
Thurston. It is clearly EX POST FACTO, and, therefore,
un
constitutional.
But what
bearing has the Constitution on
constitutional lawyers when
they want to put the
notorious Professor Darrell Standing out of the
way? Nor do I even establish the
precedent with my
execution. A
year ago, as everybody who reads the newspapers knows, they hanged
Jake Oppenheimer, right here in Folsom, for a
precisely similar
offence . . . only, in his case of
battery, he was not
guilty of
making a guard's nose bleed. He cut a
convict unintentionally with
a bread-knife.
It is strange--life and men's ways and laws and tangled paths. I am
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- shrewd [ʃru:d] a.精明的;狡猾的 (高中英语单词)
- solitary [´sɔlitəri] a.独居的;孤独的 (高中英语单词)
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- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
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- grating [´greitiŋ] n.格栅 a.刺耳的 (英语四级单词)
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