"the other thing. No man can keep sane if
night after night--"
"Have you been walking along this coast alone? "
"Yes."
"Silly sort of thing to do. If you'll excuse my
saying so. Alone! As you say; body fag is no cure
for brain fag. Who told you to? No wonder;
walking! And the sun on your head, heat, fag, solitude,
all the day long, and then, I suppose, you go to
bed and try very hard--eh?"
Isbister stopped short and looked at the sufferer
doubtfully.
"Look at these rocks!" cried the seated man with
a sudden force of
gesture. "Look at that sea that
has shone and quivered there for ever! See the white
spume rush into darkness under that great cliff. And
this blue vault, with the blinding sun pouring from
the dome of it. It is your world. You accept it, you
rejoice in it. It warms and supports and delights you.
And for me--"
He turned his head and showed a
ghastly face,
bloodshot pallid eyes and bloodless lips. He spoke
almost in a
whisper. "It is the
garment of my
misery.
The whole world . . . is the
garment of
my
misery."
Isbister looked at all the wild beauty of the sunlit
cliffs about them and back to that face of despair
For a moment he was silent.
He started, and made a
gesture of
impatient rejection.
"You get a night's sleep," he said, "and you
won't see much
misery out here. Take my word
for it."
He was quite sure now that this was a providential
encounter. Only half an hour ago he had been feeling
horribly bored. Here was
employment the bare
thought of which was
righteous self-applause. He
took possession
forthwith. It seemed to him that the
first need of this exhausted being was
companionship
He flung himself down on the steeply sloping turf
beside the
motionless seated figure, and deployed
forthwith into a skirmishing line of
gossip.
His
hearer seemed to have lapsed into apathy;
he stared dismally
seaward, and spoke only in answer
to Isbister's direct questions--and not to all of those
But he made no sign of
objection to this benevolent
intrusion upon his despair.
In a
helpless way he seemed even
grateful, and
when
presently Isbister, feeling that his unsupported
talk was losing
vigour, suggested that they should
reascend the steep and return towards Boscastle,
alleging the view into Blackapit, he submitted quietly.
Halfway up he began talking to himself, and
abruptlyturned a
ghastly face on his
helper. "What can be
happening?" he asked with a gaunt illustrative hand.
"What can be
happening? Spin, spin, spin, spin. It
goes round and round, round and round for evermore."
He stood with his hand circling
"It's all right, old chap," said Isbister with the air
of an old friend. "Don't worry yourself. Trust to
me."
The man dropped his hand and turned again. They
went over the brow in single file and to the
headlandbeyond Penally, with the
sleepless man gesticulating
ever and again, and
speaking fragmentary things
concerning his whirling brain. At the
headland they
stood for a space by the seat that looks into the dark
mysteries of Blackapit, and then he sat down. Isbister
had resumed his talk
whenever the path had widened
sufficiently for them to walk
abreast. He was enlarging
upon the
complex difficulty of making Boscastle
Harbour in bad weather, when suddenly and quite
irrelevantly his
companion interrupted him again.
"My head is not like what it was," he said, gesticulating
for want of
expressive phrases. "It's not like