When the Sleeper Wakes
by H. G. [Herbert George] Wells
CHAPTER I
INSOMNIA
One afternoon, at low water, Mr. Isbister, a young
artist
lodging at Boscastle, walked from that place to
the
picturesque cove of Pentargen, desiring to examine
the caves there. Halfway down the precipitous path
to the Pentargen beach he came suddenly upon a man
sitting in an attitude of
profounddistress beneath
a projecting mass of rock. The hands of this man
hung limply over his knees, his eyes were red and
staring before him, and his face was wet with tears.
He glanced round at Isbister's footfall. Both men
were disconcerted, Isbister the more so, and, to
override the awkwardness of his
involuntary pause, he
remarked, with an air of
matureconviction, that the
weather was hot for the time of year.
"Very," answered the stranger
shortly, hesitated a
second, and added in a
colourless tone, "I can't sleep."
Isbister stopped
abruptly. "No?" was all he said,
but his
bearing conveyed his helpful impulse.
"It may sound incredible," said the stranger, turning
weary eyes to Isbister's face and emphasizing his
words with a
languid hand, "but I have had no sleep
--- no sleep at all for six nights."
"Had advice?"
"Yes. Bad advice for the most part. Drugs. My
nervous
system... . They are all very well for
the run of people. It's hard to explain. I dare not
take . . .
sufficiently powerful drugs."
"That makes it difficult," said Isbister.
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helplessly in the narrow path, perplexed
what to do. Clearly the man wanted to talk. An idea
natural enough under the circumstances, prompted
him to keep the conversation going. "I've never suffered
from
sleeplessness myself," he said in a tone of
commonplace
gossip, "but in those cases I have
known, people have usually found something--"
"I dare make no experiments."
He spoke
wearily. He gave a
gesture of rejection,
and for a space both men were silent.
"Exercise?" suggested Isbister diffidently, with a
glance from his interlocutor's face of wretchedness to
the touring
costume he wore.
"That is what I have tried. Unwisely perhaps. I
have followed the coast, day after day--from New
Quay. It has only added
muscularfatigue to the mental.
The cause of this
unrest was overwork-- trouble.
There was something--"
He stopped as if from sheer
fatigue. He rubbed his
forehead with a lean hand. He resumed speech like
one who talks to himself.
"I am a lone wolf, a
solitary man, wandering
through a world in which I have no part. I am wifeless--
childless--who is it speaks of the childless as
the dead twigs on the tree of life? I am wifeless,
I childless--I could find no duty to do. No desire
even in my heart. One thing at last I set myself to do.
"I said, I will do this, and to do it, to overcome
the
inertia of this dull body, I resorted to drugs. Great
God, I've had enough of drugs! I don't know if __you__
feel the heavy
inconvenience of the body, its
exasperating demand of time from the mind--time--
life! Live! We only live in patches. We have
to eat, and then comes the dull
digestive complacencies--
or irritations. We have to take the air or else
our thoughts grow
sluggish,
stupid, run into gulfs
and blind alleys. A thousand distractions arise from
within and without, and then comes drowsiness and
sleep. Men seem to live for sleep. How little of a
man's day is his own--even at the best! And then
come those false friends, those Thug
helpers, the
alkaloids that
stifle natural
fatigue and kill rest--
black coffee, cocaine--"
"I see," said Isbister.
"I did my work," said the
sleepless man with a
querulous intonation.
"And this is the price? "
"Yes."
For a little while the two remained without
speaking.
"You cannot imagine the
craving for rest that I
feel--a
hunger and
thirst. For six long days, since
my work was done, my mind has been a whirlpool,
swift, unprogressive and
incessant, a
torrent of
thoughts leading
nowhere,
spinning round swift and
steady--"
He paused. "Towards the gulf."
"You must sleep," said Isbister decisively, and
with an air of a
remedy discovered. "Certainly you
must sleep."
"My mind is
perfectly lucid. It was never clearer.
But I know I am
drawing towards the vortex.
Presently--"
"Yes?"
"You have seen things go down an eddy? Out of
the light of the day, out of this sweet world of sanity--
down--"
"But," expostulated Isbister.
The man threw out a hand towards him, and his
eyes were wild, and his voice suddenly high. "I shall
kill myself. If in no other way--at the foot of yonder
dark
precipice there, where the waves are green,
and the white surge lifts and falls, and that little
thread of water trembles down. There at any rate is
. . . sleep."
" That's unreasonable," said Isbister, startled at the
man's
hysterical gust of
emotion. "Drugs are better
than that."
" There at any rate is sleep,"
repeated the stranger,
not heeding him.
Isbister looked at him and wondered transitorily if
some
complex Providence had indeed brought them
together that afternoon. "It's not a cert, you know,"
he remarked. " There's a cliff like that at Lulworth
Cove--as high, anyhow--and a little girl fell from
top to bottom. And lives to-day--sound and well."
"But those rocks there? "
"One might lie on them rather dismally through a
cold night, broken bones
grating as one shivered, chill
water splashing over you. Eh? "
Their eyes met. "Sorry to upset your ideals," said
Isbister with a sense of devil-may-careish brilliance.
"But a
suicide over that cliff (or any cliff for the matter
of that), really, as an artist--" He laughed.
"It's so
damned amateurish."
"But the other thing," said the
sleepless man irritably,