could have brought what seemed to me
abundant evidence in its
disproof. And as regards myself, is it not by mere happy accident
that I pass my latter years in such
enjoyment of all I most desired?
Accident--but there is no such thing. I might just as well have
called it an accident had I succeeded in earning the money on which
now I live.
From the
beginning of my
manhood, it is true, I longed for bookish
leisure; that,
assuredly, is seldom even one of the desires in a
young man's heart, but perhaps it is one of those which may most
reasonably look for
gratification later on. What, however, of the
multitudes who aim only at
wealth, for the power and the pride and
the material pleasures which it represents? We know very well that
few indeed are successful in that aim; and,
missing it, do they not
miss everything? For them, are not Goethe's words mere mockery?
Apply them to mankind at large, and perhaps, after all, they are
true. The fact of national
prosperity and
contentment implies,
necessarily, the
prosperity and
contentment of the greater number of
the individuals of which the nation consists. In other words, the
average man who is past middle life has obtained what he
strove for-
-success in his
calling. As a young man, he would not, perhaps,
have set forth his aspirations so
moderately, but do they not, as a
fact,
amount to this? In defence of the optimistic view, one may
urge how rare it is to meet with an
elderly man who harbours a
repining spirit. True; but I have always regarded as a fact of
infinite pathos the
ability men have to
subdue themselves to the
conditions of life. Contentment so often means resignation,
abandonment of the hope seen to be forbidden.
I cannot
resolve this doubt.
VIII
I have been
reading Sainte-Beuve's Port Royal, a book I have often
thought of
reading, but its length, and my slight interest in that
period, always held me aloof. Happily, chance and mood came
together, and I am richer by a bit of knowledge well worth
acquiring. It is the kind of book which, one may
reasonably say,
tends to edification. One is better for having lived a while with
"Messieurs de Port-Royal"; the best of them were, surely, not far
from the Kingdom of Heaven.
Theirs is not, indeed, the Christianity of the first age; we are
among theologians, and the shadow of dogma has dimmed those divine
hues of the early morning, yet ever and anon there comes a cool,
sweet air, which seems not to have blown across man's common world,
which bears no taint of
mortality.
A
gallery of
impressive and
touching portraits. The great-souled M.
de Saint-Cyran, with his
vision of Christ restored; M. Le Maitre,
who, at the
summit of a
brilliantcareer, turned from the world to
meditation and penitence; Pascal, with his
genius and his
triumphs,
his conflicts of soul and fleshly
martyrdom; Lancelot, the good
Lancelot, ideal
schoolmaster, who wrote grammar and edited classical
books; the
vigorous Arnauld, doctoral rather than saintly, but long-
suffering for the faith that was in him; and all the smaller names--
Walon de Beaupuis, Nicole, Hamon--spirits of
exquisitehumility and
sweetness--a
perfume rises from the page as one reads about them.
But best of all I like M. de Tillemont; I could have wished for
myself even such a life as his; wrapped in silence and calm, a life
of gentle
devotion and
zealous study. From the age of fourteen, he
said, his
intellect had occupied itself with but one subject, that
of
ecclesiastical history. Rising at four o'clock, he read and
wrote until half-past nine in the evening, interrupting his work
only to say the Offices of the Church, and for a couple of hours'
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