illustration of the great truth that
virtue is made easy by
circumstance. But I
confess that, so long as a
volume hold
together, I am not much troubled as to its outer appearance.
I know men who say they had as lief read any book in a library copy
as in one from their own shelf. To me that is unintelligible. For
one thing, I know every book of mine by its SCENT, and I have but to
put my nose between the pages to be reminded of all sorts of things.
My Gibbon, for example, my well-bound eight-
volume Milman edition,
which I have read and read and read again for more than thirty
years--never do I open it but the scent of the noble page restores
to me all the exultant happiness of that moment when I received it
as a prize. Or my Shakespeare, the great Cambridge Shakespeare--it
has an odour which carries me yet further back in life; for these
volumes belonged to my father, and before I was old enough to read
them with understanding, it was often permitted me, as a treat, to
take down one of them from the
bookcase, and reverently to turn the
leaves. The
volumes smell exactly as they did in that old time, and
what a strange
tenderness comes upon me when I hold one of them in
hand. For that reason I do not often read Shakespeare in this
edition. My eyes being good as ever, I take the Globe
volume, which
I bought in days when such a purchase was something more than an
extravagance;
wherefore I regard the book with that peculiar
affection which results from sacrifice.
Sacrifice--in no drawing-room sense of the word. Dozens of my books
were purchased with money which ought to have been spent upon what
are called the necessaries of life. Many a time I have stood before
a stall, or a bookseller's window, torn by
conflict of intellectual
desire and
bodily need. At the very hour of dinner, when my stomach
clamoured for food, I have been stopped by sight of a
volume so long
coveted, and marked at so
advantageous a price, that I COULD not let
it go; yet to buy it meant pangs of
famine. My Heyne's Tibullus was
grasped at such a moment. It lay on the stall of the old book-shop
in Goodge Street--a stall where now and then one found an excellent
thing among quantities of
rubbish. Sixpence was the price--
sixpence! At that time I used to eat my
midday meal (of course my
dinner) at a coffee-shop in Oxford Street, one of the real old
coffee-shops, such as now, I suppose, can hardly be found. Sixpence
was all I had--yes, all I had in the world; it would purchase a
plate of meat and vegetables. But I did not dare to hope that the
Tibullus would wait until the
morrow, when a certain small sum fell
due to me. I paced the
pavement, fingering the coppers in my
pocket, eyeing the stall, two appetites at
combat within me. The
book was bought and I went home with it, and as I made a dinner of
bread and butter I gloated over the pages.
In this Tibullus I found pencilled on the last page: "Perlegi, Oct.
4, 1792." Who was that possessor of the book, nearly a hundred
years ago? There was no other
inscription. I like to imagine some
poor
scholar, poor and eager as I myself, who bought the
volume with
drops of his blood, and enjoyed the
reading of it even as I did.
How much THAT was I could not easily say. Gentle-hearted Tibullus!-
-of whom there remains to us a poet's
portrait more
delightful, I
think, than anything of the kind in Roman literature.
An tacitum silvas inter reptare salubres,
Curantem quidquid dignum sapiente bonoque est?
So with many another book on the thronged
shelves. To take them
down is to recall, how
vividly, a struggle and a
triumph. In those
days money represented nothing to me, nothing I cared to think
about, but the
acquisition of books. There were books of which I
had
passionate need, books more necessary to me than
bodilynourishment. I could see them, of course, at the British Museum,
but that was not at all the same thing as having and
holding them,
- hunger [´hʌŋgə] n.饥饿;渴望 (初中英语单词)
- unable [ʌn´eibəl] a.不能的;无能为力的 (初中英语单词)
- existence [ig´zistəns] n.存在;生存;生活 (初中英语单词)
- affect [ə´fekt] vt.影响;感动;假装 (初中英语单词)
- hidden [´hid(ə)n] hide 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- cellar [´selə] n.地窑,地下室 (初中英语单词)
- shakespeare [´ʃeikspiə] n.莎士比亚 (初中英语单词)
- relieve [ri´li:v] v.救济,援救;减轻 (初中英语单词)
- incident [´insidənt] n.小事件;事变 (初中英语单词)
- driven [´driv(ə)n] drive 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- illness [´ilnis] n.生病,不健康,疾病 (初中英语单词)
- mystery [´mistəri] n.神秘;秘密;故弄玄虚 (初中英语单词)
- departure [di´pɑ:tʃə] n.离开,出发 (初中英语单词)
- complain [kəm´plein] vi.抱怨,叫屈;控诉 (初中英语单词)
- carpet [´kɑ:pit] n.地毯 vt.铺地毯 (初中英语单词)
- luxury [´lʌkʃəri] n.奢侈(品);享受 (初中英语单词)
- essential [i´senʃəl] a.必需的 n.要素,要点 (初中英语单词)
- miserable [´mizərəbəl] a.悲惨的;可怜的 (初中英语单词)
- tobacco [tə´bækəu] n.烟草(叶);卷烟 (初中英语单词)
- revenge [ri´vendʒ] vt.报复 n.报仇;报复 (初中英语单词)
- fierce [fiəs] a.残忍的;强烈的 (初中英语单词)
- savage [´sævidʒ] a.野蛮的 n.蛮人 (初中英语单词)
- energy [´enədʒi] n.活力,精力;能力 (初中英语单词)
- spectacle [´spektəkəl] n.展览;表演;景象 (初中英语单词)
- conscience [´kɔnʃəns] n.良心;道德心 (初中英语单词)
- delightful [di´laitful] a.讨人喜欢的 (初中英语单词)
- steadily [´stedili] ad.坚定地;不断地 (初中英语单词)
- civilization [,sivilai´zeiʃən] n.文明,文化 (初中英语单词)
- pursuit [pə´sju:t] n.追踪;追击;事务 (初中英语单词)
- youngster [´jʌŋstə] n.年轻人;小伙子;少年 (初中英语单词)
- altogether [,ɔ:ltə´geðə] ad.完全;总而言之 (初中英语单词)
- therewith [ðɛə´wið] ad.于是,随即 (初中英语单词)
- backward [´bækwəd] ad.向后 a.向后的 (初中英语单词)
- contrast [´kɔntrɑ:st] n.对比 v.使对比(照) (初中英语单词)
- abandon [ə´bændən] vt.抛弃,放弃,离弃 (初中英语单词)
- intelligent [in´telidʒənt] a.聪明的;理智的 (初中英语单词)
- poison [´pɔizən] n.毒物 v.毒害 a.有毒的 (初中英语单词)
- survey [´sə:vei] vt.&n.俯瞰;审视;测量 (初中英语单词)
- second-hand [,sekənd´hænd] a.用过的;间接的 (初中英语单词)
- treatment [´tri:tmənt] n.待遇;对待;治疗 (初中英语单词)
- normal [´nɔ:məl] a.正规的 n.正常状态 (初中英语单词)
- instance [´instəns] n.例子,实例,例证 (初中英语单词)
- virtue [´və:tʃu:] n.美德;贞操;长处 (初中英语单词)
- confess [kən´fes] vt.供认;坦白;承认 (初中英语单词)
- volume [´vɔlju:m, ´vɑljəm] n.卷;书籍;体积;容量 (初中英语单词)
- conflict [´kɔnflikt, kən´flikt] n.&vi.战斗;抵触 (初中英语单词)
- scholar [´skɔlə, ´skɑ-] n.学者;奖学金获得者 (初中英语单词)
- reading [´ri:diŋ] n.(阅)读;朗读;读物 (初中英语单词)
- triumph [´traiəmf] n.胜利 vi.得胜,战胜 (初中英语单词)
- casual [´kæʒuəl] a.偶然的;临时的 (高中英语单词)
- heartily [´hɑ:tili] ad.衷心地;亲切地 (高中英语单词)
- endurance [in´djuərəns] n.忍受(耐);耐力 (高中英语单词)
- mortal [´mɔ:tl] a.致命的 n.凡人 (高中英语单词)
- landlady [´lænd,leidi] n.女房东;女店主 (高中英语单词)
- external [ik´stə:nəl] a.外部的;外面的 (高中英语单词)
- civilized [´sivilaizd] a.先进的;文明的 (高中英语单词)
- extravagant [ik´strævəgənt] a.奢侈的;过度的 (高中英语单词)
- repose [ri´pəuz] v.&n.(使)休息;安息 (高中英语单词)
- contented [kən´tentid] a.满足的;心满意足的 (高中英语单词)
- successive [sək´sesiv] a.相继的;接连的 (高中英语单词)
- assurance [ə´ʃuərəns] n.保证;自信;信任 (高中英语单词)
- subdue [səb´dju:] vt.征服;克制;减弱 (高中英语单词)
- manhood [´mænhud] n.人格;男子气概 (高中英语单词)
- boyhood [´bɔihud] n.少年时代(期) (高中英语单词)
- decade [´dekeid] n.十年(间) (高中英语单词)
- exquisite [ik´skwizit] a.精巧的;敏锐的 (高中英语单词)
- unconscious [ʌn´kɔnʃəs] a.无意识的;不觉察的 (高中英语单词)
- conception [kən´sepʃən] n.构思;概念;怀孕 (高中英语单词)
- fragrant [´freigrənt] a.芳香的,芬芳的 (高中英语单词)
- cambridge [´keimbridʒ] n.剑桥 (高中英语单词)
- tenderness [´tendənis] n.娇嫩;柔软;温柔 (高中英语单词)
- famine [´fæmin] n.饥荒 (高中英语单词)
- oxford [´ɔksfəd] n.牛津 (高中英语单词)
- pavement [´peivmənt] n.路面;铺筑材料 (高中英语单词)
- combat [´kɔmbæt] v.&n.斗争;战斗;争斗 (高中英语单词)
- inscription [in´skripʃən] n.题名;题字;碑文 (高中英语单词)
- portrait [´pɔ:trit] n.肖像;相片;雕像 (高中英语单词)
- shelves [ʃelvz] shelf的复数 (高中英语单词)
- passionate [´pæʃənit] a.易动情的;易怒的 (高中英语单词)
- sixpence [´sikspəns] n.六便士(硬币) (英语四级单词)
- grating [´greitiŋ] n.格栅 a.刺耳的 (英语四级单词)
- filthy [´filθi] a.污秽的,肮脏的 (英语四级单词)
- intercourse [´intəkɔ:s] n.交际;往来;交流 (英语四级单词)
- befell [bi´fel] befall的过去式 (英语四级单词)
- staircase [´steəkeis] n.楼梯 =stairway (英语四级单词)
- annoyance [ə´nɔiəns] n.烦恼事(人) (英语四级单词)
- richly [´ritʃli] ad.富裕地;浓厚地 (英语四级单词)
- garret [´gærit] n.阁楼,顶楼 (英语四级单词)
- wretch [retʃ] n.不幸的人;卑鄙的人 (英语四级单词)
- contentment [kən´tentmənt] n.满足;使人满意的事 (英语四级单词)
- infinitely [´infinitli] ad.无限地;无穷地 (英语四级单词)
- pathetic [pə´θetik] a.可怜的;悲哀的 (英语四级单词)
- resolute [´rezəlu:t] a.坚决的;不屈不挠的 (英语四级单词)
- vitality [vai´tæliti] n.活力;生命力;效力 (英语四级单词)
- zealous [´zeləs] a.热情的;积极的 (英语四级单词)
- unfair [ʌn´feə] a.不公平的;不正直的 (英语四级单词)
- wherefore [´weəfɔ:] ad.为什么;因此 (英语四级单词)
- bodily [´bɔdili] a.身体的 ad.亲自 (英语四级单词)
- rubbish [´rʌbiʃ] n.垃圾;碎屑;废话 (英语四级单词)
- midday [´middei] n.中午 (英语四级单词)
- morrow [´mɔrəu] n.翌日 (英语四级单词)
- labyrinth [´læbərinθ] 迷宫;错综复杂之事件 (英语六级单词)
- exultation [egzʌl´teiʃən] n.欢腾,狂欢 (英语六级单词)
- apprenticeship [ə´prentisʃip] n.学徒工身份 (英语六级单词)
- spontaneous [spɔn´teiniəs] a.自发的;自然的 (英语六级单词)
- selfishness [´selfiʃnis] n.自私;不顾别人 (英语六级单词)
- degradation [,degrə´deiʃən] n.降低;恶化;堕落 (英语六级单词)
- well-being [´wel´bi:iŋ] n.幸福;健康;福利 (英语六级单词)
- undergone [,ʌndə´gɔn] undergo的过去分词 (英语六级单词)
- bookcase [´buk-keis] n.书架(箱) (英语六级单词)
- advantageous [,ædvən´teidʒəs] a.有利的;有帮助的 (英语六级单词)
- vividly [´vividli] ad.活泼地;生动地 (英语六级单词)
- acquisition [,ækwi´ziʃən] n.获得;获得物 (英语六级单词)
- holding [´həuldiŋ] n.保持,固定,存储 (英语六级单词)