It was Mrs. Dowager Diamonds, alias Henrietta, alias Mrs. Edward
Ramsay!
"Clever! My, how clever!" she exclaimed, as though the sob in
my voice that I couldn't control had been a bit of acting.
She was feeling for her glasses. When she got them and hooked
them on her nose and got a good look at me--why, she just dropped
them with a smash upon the desk.
I looked for a minute from her to the Bishop.
"I remember you very well, Mrs. Ramsay. I hope you haven't
forgotten me. I've often wanted to thank you for your kindness,"
I said slowly, while she as slowly recovered. "I think you'll be
glad to know that I am
thoroughly well-cured. Shall I tell Mrs.
Ramsay how, Bishop?"
I put it square up to him. And he met it like the little man he
is--perhaps, too, my bit of
charity to the Cruelty children had
pleased him.
"I don't think it will be necessary, Miss Olden," he said
gently. "I can do that for you at some future time."
And I could have hugged him; but I didn't dare.
We had tea there in the Board rooms. Oh, Mag, remember how we
used to peep into those awful,
imposing Board rooms! Remember how
strange and resentful you felt--like a poor little red-haired
nigger up at the block--when you were brought in there to be
shown to the woman who'd called to adopt you!
It was all so strange that I had to keep talking to keep from
dreaming. I was talking away to the
matron and the Bishop about
the play-room I'm going to fit up out of that bare little place
upstairs. Perhaps the same child doesn't stay there very long,
but there'll always be children to fill it--more's the cruel
pity!
Then the Bishop and I climbed up there to see it and plan about
it. But I couldn't really see it, Mag, nor the poor, white-faced,
wise-eyed little waifs that have succeeded us, for the tears in
my eyes and the ache at my heart and the queer trick the place
has of being peopled with you and me, and the boy with the gouged
eye, and the
cripple, and the rest.
He put his gentle thin old arm about my shoulders for a moment
when he saw what was the matter with me. Oh, he understands, my
Bishop! And then we turned to go downstairs.
"Oh--I want--I want to do something for them," I cried. "I
want to do something that counts, that's got a heart in it, that
knows! You knew, didn't you, it was true--what I said downstairs?
I was--I am a Cruelty girl. Help me to help others like me."
"My dear," he said, very
stately and sweet, "I'll be proud to
be your
assistant. You've a kind, true heart and--"
And just at that minute, as I was
preceding him down the narrow
steps, a girl in a red coat trimmed with chinchilla and in a red
toque with some of the same fur blocked our way as she was coming
up.
We looked at each other. You've seen two
peacocks spread their
tails and strut as they pass each other? Well, the
peacock coming
up wasn't in it with the one going down. Her coat wasn't so fine,
nor so heavy, nor so newly, smartly cut. Her toque wasn't so big
nor so saucy, and the fur on it--not to mention that the
descending
peacock was a brunette and . . . well, Mag, I had my
day. Miss Evelyn Kingdon paid me back in that minute for all the
envy I've spent on that pretty rig of hers.
She didn't recognize me, of course, even though the two red
coats were so near, as she stopped to let me pass, that they
kissed like sisters, ere they parted. But, Mag, Nancy Olden never
got
haughty that there wasn't a fall
waiting for her. Back of
Miss Kingdon stood Mrs. Kingdon--still Mrs. Kingdon, thanks to
Nance Olden--and behind her, at the foot of the steps, was a
frail little
old-fashionedbundle of black satin and old lace.
I lost my
breath when the Bishop hailed his wife.
"Maria," he said--some men say their wives' first names all the
years of their lives as they said them on their wedding-day--"I
want you to meet Miss Olden--Nance Olden, the
comedian. She's the
girl I wanted for my daughter--you'll remember, it's more than a
year ago now since I began to talk about her?"
I held my
breath while I waited for her answer. But her poor,
short-sighted eyes rested on my hot face without a sign.
"It's an old joke among us," she said
pleasantly, "about the
Bishop's daughter."
We stood there and chatted, and the Bishop turned away to speak
to Mrs. Kingdon. Then I seized my chance.
"I've heard, Mrs. Van Wagenen," I said
softly and oh, as nicely
as I could, "of your
fondness for lace. We are going
abroad in
the spring, my husband and I, to Malta, among other places. Can't
I get you a piece there as a souvenir of the Bishop's kindness to
me?"
Her little lace-mittened, parchment-like hands clasped and
unclasped with an almost
childish eagerness.
"Oh, thank you, thank you very much; but if you would give the
same sum to
charity--"
"I will," I laughed. She couldn't guess how glad I was to do
this thing. "And I'll spend just as much on your lace and be so
happy if you'll accept it."
I promised Henrietta a box for to-night, Maggie, and one to Mrs.
Kingdon. The Dowager told me she'd love to come, though her
husband is out of town,
unfortunately, she said.
"But you'll come with me, won't you, Bishop?" she said, turning
to him. "And you, Mrs. Van?"
The Bishop blushed. Was he thinking of Beryl, I wonder. But I
didn't hear his answer, for it was at that moment that I caught
Fred's voice. He had told me he was going to call for me. I think
he fancied that the old Cruelty would
depress me--as dreams of it
have, you know; and he wanted to come and carry me away from it,
just as at night, when I've waked shivering and moaning, I've
felt his dear arms lifting me out of the black night-memory of it.
But it was anything but a
doleful Nance he found and
hurried down
the snowy steps out to a hansom and off to
rehearsal. For the
Bishop had said to me, "God bless you, child," when he shook
hands with both of us at
parting, and the very Cruelty seemed to
smile a grim benediction, as we drove off together, on Fred and
NANCY O.
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