was not to lose any of her money
whatever else had
to go--a little dignity--some of his self-respect. He
had never before allowed anybody to remain under any
sort of false
impression as to himself. Well, let that
go--for her sake. After all, he had never SAID any-
thing misleading--and Captain Whalley felt himself
corrupt to the
marrow of his bones. He laughed a little
with the
intimate scorn of his
worldly prudence.
Clearly, with a fellow of that sort, and in the peculiar
relation they were to stand to each other, it would not
have done to blurt out everything. He did not like the
fellow. He did not like his spells of fawning loquacity
and bursts of resentfulness. In the end--a poor devil.
He would not have liked to stand in his shoes. Men
were not evil, after all. He did not like his sleek hair,
his queer way of
standing at right angles, with his nose
in the air, and glancing along his shoulder at you. No.
On the whole, men were not bad--they were only silly
or unhappy.
Captain Whalley had finished
considering the discre-
tion of that step--and there was the whole long night
before him. In the full light his long beard would
glisten like a silver breastplate covering his heart; in
the spaces between the lamps his burly figure passed less
distinct, loomed very big, wandering, and mysterious.
No; there was not much real harm in men: and all the
time a shadow marched with him, slanting on his left
hand--which in the East is a presage of evil.
. . . . . . .
"Can you make out the clump of palms yet, Serang?"
asked Captain Whalley from his chair on the
bridge of
the Sofala approaching the bar of Batu Beru.
"No, Tuan. By-and-by see." The old Malay, in a
blue dungaree suit, planted on his bony dark feet under
the
bridge awning, put his hands behind his back and
stared ahead out of the
innumerable wrinkles at the
corners of his eyes.
Captain Whalley sat still, without lifting his head to
look for himself. Three years--thirty-six times. He
had made these palms thirty-six times from the south-
ward. They would come into view at the proper time.
Thank God, the old ship made her courses and distances
trip after trip, as correct as clockwork. At last he mur-
mured again--
"In sight yet?"
"The sun makes a very great glare, Tuan."
"Watch well, Serang."
"Ya, Tuan."
A white man had ascended the
ladder from the deck
noiselessly, and had listened quietly to this short col-
loquy. Then he stepped out on the
bridge and began
to walk from end to end,
holding up the long cherry-
wood stem of a pipe. His black hair lay plastered in
long lanky wisps across the bald
summit of his head;
he had a furrowed brow, a yellow
complexion, and a
thick
shapeless nose. A
scanty growth of
whisker did
not
conceal the
contour of his jaw. His
aspect was of
brooding care; and sucking at a curved black mouth-
piece, he presented such a heavy overhanging profile
that even the Serang could not help reflecting sometimes
upon the
extreme unloveliness of some white men.
Captain Whalley seemed to brace himself up in his
chair, but gave no
recognitionwhatever to his presence.
The other puffed jets of smoke; then suddenly--
"I could never understand that new mania of yours
of having this Malay here for your shadow, partner."
Captain Whalley got up from the chair in all his im-
posing
stature and walked across to the binnacle, hold-
ing such an unswerving course that the other had to
back away
hurriedly, and remained as if intimidated,
with the pipe trembling in his hand. "Walk over me
now," he muttered in a sort of astounded and dis-
comfited
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distinctly he
said--
"I--am--not--dirt." And then added defiantly, "As
you seem to think."
The Serang jerked out--
"See the palms now, Tuan."
Captain Whalley
strode forward to the rail; but his
eyes, instead of going straight to the point, with the
assured keen glance of a sailor, wandered irresolutely
in space, as though he, the discoverer of new routes, had
lost his way upon this narrow sea.
Another white man, the mate, came up on the
bridge.
He was tall, young, lean, with a
mustache like a
trooper, and something
malicious in the eye. He took
up a position beside the engineer. Captain Whalley,
with his back to them, inquired--
"What's on the log?"
"Eighty-five," answered the mate quickly, and nudged
the engineer with his elbow.
Captain Whalley's
muscular hands squeezed the iron
rail with an
extraordinary force; his eyes glared with
an
enormous effort; he knitted his eyebrows, the per-
spiration fell from under his hat,--and in a faint voice
he murmured, "Steady her, Serang--when she is on
the proper bearing."
The silent Malay stepped back, waited a little, and
lifted his arm warningly to the helmsman. The wheel
revolved rapidly to meet the swing of the ship. Again
the made nudged the engineer. But Massy turned upon
him.
"Mr. Sterne," he said
violently, "let me tell you--
as a shipowner--that you are no better than a con-
founded fool."
VII
Sterne went down smirking and
apparently not at
all disconcerted, but the engineer Massy remained on
the
bridge, moving about with
uneasy self-assertion.
Everybody on board was his inferior--everyone with-
out
exception. He paid their wages and found them in
their food. They ate more of his bread and pocketed
more of his money than they were worth; and they had
no care in the world, while he alone had to meet all the
difficulties of shipowning. When he contemplated his
position in all its menacing entirety, it seemed to him
that he had been for years the prey of a band of para-
sites: and for years he had scowled at everybody con-
nected with the Sofala except, perhaps, at the Chinese
firemen who served to get her along. Their use was
manifest: they were an
indispensable part of the ma-
chinery of which he was the master.
When he passed along his decks he shouldered those
he came across brutally; but the Malay deck hands had
learned to dodge out of his way. He had to bring him-
self to
tolerate them because of the necessary manual
labor of the ship which must be done. He had to
struggle and plan and
scheme to keep the Sofala afloat
--and what did he get for it? Not even enough respect.
They could not have given him enough of that if all
their thoughts and all their actions had been directed
to that end. The
vanity of possession, the vainglory
of power, had passed away by this time, and there re-
mained only the material embarrassments, the fear of
losing that position which had turned out not worth
having, and an
anxiety of thought which no
abject sub-
servience of men could repay.
He walked up and down. The
bridge was his own
after all. He had paid for it; and with the stem of
the pipe in his hand he would stop short at times as
if to listen with a
profound and concentrated attention
to the deadened beat of the engines (his own engines)
and the slight grinding of the steering chains upon the
continuous low wash of water
alongside. But for these
sounds, the ship might have been lying as still as if
moored to a bank, and as silent as if
abandoned by every
living soul; only the coast, the low coast of mud and
mangroves with the three palms in a bunch at the back,
grew slowly more
distinct in its long straight line, with-
out a single feature to
arrest attention. The native
passengers of the Sofala lay about on mats under the
awnings; the smoke of her
funnel seemed the only sign
of her life and connected with her gliding
motion in a
mysterious manner.
Captain Whalley on his feet, with a pair of binoculars
in his hand and the little Malay Serang at his elbow,
like an old giant attended by a wizened pigmy, was tak-
ing her over the
shallow water of the bar.
This
submarine ridge of mud, scoured by the stream
out of the soft bottom of the river and heaped up far
out on the hard bottom of the sea, was difficult to get
over. The alluvial coast having no distinguishing
marks, the bearings of the crossing-place had to be
taken from the shape of the mountains
inland. The
guidance of a form flattened and
uneven at the top like
a grinder tooth, and of another smooth, saddle-backed
summit, had to be searched for within the great un-
clouded glare that seemed to shift and float like a dry
fiery mist, filling the air, ascending from the water,
shrouding the distances, scorching to the eye. In this
veil of light the near edge of the shore alone stood
out almost coal-black with an opaque and
motionless
solidity. Thirty miles away the serrated range of the
interior stretched across the
horizon, its outlines and
shades of blue, faint and
tremulous like a background
painted on airy gossamer on the quivering
fabric of an
impalpable curtain let down to the plain of alluvial soil;
and the openings of the estuary appeared, shining
white, like bits of silver let into the square pieces snipped
clean and sharp out of the body of the land bordered
with mangroves.
On the forepart of the
bridge the giant and the pigmy
muttered to each other frequently in quiet tones. Be-
hind them Massy stood sideways with an expression of
disdain and
suspense on his face. His globular eyes
were
perfectlymotionless, and he seemed to have for-
gotten the long pipe he held in his hand.
On the fore-deck below the
bridge, steeply roofed with
the white slopes of the awnings, a young lascar seaman
had clambered outside the rail. He adjusted quickly
a broad band of sail
canvas under his armpits, and
throwing his chest against it, leaned out far over the
water. The sleeves of his thin cotton shirt, cut off close
to the shoulder, bared his brown arm of full rounded
form and with a satiny skin like a woman's. He swung
it
rigidly with the
rotary and menacing action of a
slinger: the 14-lb. weight hurtled circling in the air,
then suddenly flew ahead as far as the curve of the bow.
The wet thin line swished like scratched silk running
through the dark fingers of the man, and the
plunge of
the lead close to the ship's side made a vanishing
silvery