underbush. And as the steady tide of packers flowed by him, up
trail and down, he noted that the other tender-feet were
beginningto shed their shooting irons.
His short hauls decreased. At times a hundred feet was all he could
stagger, and then the
ominous pounding of his heart against his ear-
drums and the
sickening totteriness of his knees compelled him to
rest. And his rests grew longer. But his mind was busy. It was a
twenty-eight mile portage, which represented as many days, and this,
by all accounts, was the easiest part of it. "Wait till you get to
Chilcoot," others told him as they rested and talked, "where you
climb with hands and feet."
"They ain't going to be no Chilcoot," was his answer. "Not for me.
Long before that I'll be at peace in my little couch beneath the
moss."
A slip, and a
violent wrenching effort at
recovery, frightened him.
He felt that everything inside him had been torn asunder.
"If ever I fall down with this on my back I'm a goner," he told
another packer.
"That's nothing," came the answer. "Wait till you hit the Canyon.
You'll have to cross a raging
torrent on a sixty-foot pine tree. No
guide ropes, nothing, and the water boiling at the sag of the log to
your knees. If you fall with a pack on your back, there's no
getting out of the straps. You just stay there and drown."
"Sounds good to me," he retorted; and out of the depths of his
exhaustion he almost half meant it.
"They drown three or four a day there," the man
assured him. "I
helped fish a German out there. He had four thousand in greenbacks
on him."
"Cheerful, I must say," said Kit, battling his way to his feet and
tottering on.
He and the sack of beans became a perambulating
tragedy. It
reminded him of the old man of the sea who sat on Sinbad's neck.
And this was one of those
intenselymasculine vacations, he
meditated. Compared with it, the
servitude to O'Hara was sweet.
Again and again he was nearly seduced by the thought of abandoning
the sack of beans in the brush and of sneaking around the camp to
the beach and catching a
steamer for civilization.
But he didn't. Somewhere in him was the
strain of the hard, and he
repeated over and over to himself that what other men could do, he
could. It became a
nightmare chant, and he gibbered it to those
that passed him on the trail. At other times, resting, he watched
and envied the stolid, mule-footed Indians that plodded by under
heavier packs. They never seemed to rest, but went on and on with a
steadiness and certitude that was to him appalling.
He sat and cursed--he had no
breath for it when under way--and
fought the
temptation to sneak back to San Francisco. Before the
mile pack was ended he ceased cursing and took to crying. The tears
were tears of
exhaustion and of
disgust with self. If ever a man
was a wreck, he was. As the end of the pack came in sight, he
strained himself in
desperation, gained the camp-site, and pitched
forward on his face, the beans on his back. It did not kill him,
but he lay for fifteen minutes before he could
summon sufficient
shreds of strength to
release himself from the straps. Then he
became deathly sick, and was so found by Robbie, who had similar
troubles of his own. It was this
sickness of Robbie that braced him
up.
"What other men can do, we can do," Kit told him, though down in his
heart he wondered whether or not he was bluffing.
IV.
"And I am twenty-seven years old and a man," he
privatelyassuredhimself many times in the days that followed. There was need for
it. At the end of a week, though he had succeeded in moving his
eight hundred pounds forward a mile a day, he had lost fifteen
pounds of his own weight. His face was lean and
haggard. All
resilience had gone out of his body and mind. He no longer walked,
but plodded. And on the back-trips, travelling light, his feet
dragged almost as much as when he was loaded.
He had become a work animal. He fell asleep over his food, and his
sleep was heavy and
beastly, save when he was aroused, screaming
with agony, by the cramps in his legs. Every part of him ached. He
tramped on raw blisters, yet this was even easier than the fearful
bruising his feet received on the water-rounded rocks of the Dyea
Flats, across which the trail led for two miles. These two miles
represented thirty-eight miles of travelling. He washed his face
once a day. His nails, torn and broken and afflicted with
hangnails, were never cleaned. His shoulders and chest, galled by
the pack-straps, made him think, and for the first time with
under
standing, of the horses he had seen on city streets.
One
ordeal that nearly destroyed him at first had been the food.
The
extraordinaryamount of work demanded
extraordinary stoking, and
his
stomach was unaccustomed to great quantities of bacon and of the
coarse, highly
poisonous brown beans. As a result, his
stomach went
back on him, and for several days the pain and
irritation of it and
of
starvation nearly broke him down. And then came the day of joy
when he could eat like a ravenous animal, and, wolf-eyed, ask for
more.
When they had moved the
outfit across the foot-logs at the mouth of
the Canyon, they made a change in their plans. Word had come across
the Pass that at Lake Linderman the last
available trees for
building boats were being cut. The two cousins, with tools,
whipsaw, blankets, and grub on their backs, went on, leaving Kit and
his uncle to
hustle along the
outfit. John Bellew now shared the
cooking with Kit, and both packed shoulder to shoulder. Time was
flying, and on the peaks the first snow was falling. To be caught
on the wrong side of the Pass meant a delay of nearly a year. The
older man put his iron back under a hundred pounds. Kit was
shocked, but he gritted his teeth and fastened his own straps to a
hundred pounds. It hurt, but he had
learned the knack, and his
body, purged of all
softness and fat, was
beginning to
harden up
with lean and bitter
muscle. Also, he observed and devised. He
took note of the head-straps worn by the Indians, and manufactured
one for himself, which he used in
addition to the shoulder-straps.
It made things easier, so that he began the practice of piling any
light, cumbersome piece of
luggage on top. Thus, he was soon able
to bend along with a hundred pounds in the straps, fifteen or twenty
more lying
loosely on top the pack and against his neck, an axe or a
pair of oars in one hand, and in the other the nested cooking-pails
of the camp.
But work as they would, the toil increased. The trail grew more
rugged; their packs grew heavier; and each day saw the snow-line
dropping down the mountains, while
freight jumped to sixty cents.
No word came from the cousins beyond, so they knew they must be at
work chopping down the
standing trees, and whipsawing them into
boat-planks. John Bellew grew
anxious. Capturing a bunch of
Indians back-tripping from Lake Linderman, he persuaded them to put
their straps on the
outfit. They charged thirty cents a pound to
carry it to the
summit of Chilcoot, and it nearly broke him. As it
was, some four hundred pounds of clothes-bags and camp
outfit was
not handled. He remained behind to move it along, dispatching Kit
with the Indians. At the
summit Kit was to remain, slowly moving
his ton until overtaken by the four hundred pounds with which his
uncle guaranteed to catch him.
V.
Kit plodded along the trail with his Indian packers. In recognition
of the fact that it was to be a long pack, straight to the top of