awhile. For when, after a long, sad
voyage, you know, the
anchor drops
into the haven, all its vast weight seems lifted from the captain's
heart. We are getting on famously, Don Benito. My ship is in sight.
Look through this side-light here; there she is; all a-taunt-o! The
Bachelor's Delight, my good friend. Ah, how this wind braces one up.
Come, you must take a cup of coffee with me this evening. My old
steward will give you as fine a cup as ever any
sultan tasted. What
say you, Don Benito, will you?"
At first, the Spaniard glanced feverishly up, casting a longing
look toward the sealer, while with mute concern his servant gazed into
his face. Suddenly the old ague of
coldness returned, and dropping
back to his cushions he was silent.
"You do not answer. Come, all day you have been my host; would you
have
hospitality all on one side?"
"I cannot go," was the response.
"What? it will not
fatigue you. The ships will lie together as
near as they can, without swinging foul. It will be little more than
stepping from deck to deck; which is but as from room to room. Come,
come, you must not refuse me."
"I cannot go," decisively and repulsively
repeated Don Benito.
Renouncing all but the last appearance of
courtesy, with a sort of
cadaverous sullenness, and
biting his thin nails to the quick, he
glanced, almost glared, at his guest; as if
impatient that a
stranger's presence should
interfere with the full
indulgence of his
morbid hour. Meantime the sound of the parted waters came more and
more gurglingly and
merrily in at the windows; as reproaching him
for his dark spleen; as telling him that, sulk as he might, and go mad
with it, nature cared not a jot; since, whose fault was it, pray?
But the foul mood was now at its depth, as the fair wind at its
height.
There was something in the man so far beyond any mere
unsociality or sourness
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previously evinced, that even the forbearing
good-nature of his guest could no longer
endure it. Wholly at a loss
to
account for such
demeanour, and deeming
sickness with eccentricity,
however
extreme, no
adequate excuse, well satisfied, too, that nothing
in his own conduct could justify it, Captain Delano's pride began to
be roused. Himself became reserved. But all seemed one to the
Spaniard. Quitting him,
therefore, Captain Delano once more went to
the deck.
The ship was now within less than two miles of the sealer. The
whale-boat was seen darting over the interval.
To be brief, the two
vessels, thanks to the pilot's skill, ere
long in neighbourly style lay
anchored together.
Before returning to his own
vessel, Captain Delano had intended
communicating to Don Benito the practical details of the proposed
services to be rendered. But, as it was,
unwilling anew to subject
himself to rebuffs, he
resolved, now that he had seen the San Dominick
safely moored, immediately to quit her, without further
allusion to
hospitality or business. Indefinitely postponing his ulterior plans,
he would
regulate his future actions according to future
circumstances. His boat was ready to receive him; but his host still
tarried below. Well, thought Captain Delano, if he has little
breeding, the more need to show mine. He descended to the cabin to bid
a ceremonious, and, it may be, tacitly rebukeful adieu. But to his
great
satisfaction, Don Benito, as if he began to feel the weight of
that
treatment with which his slighted guest had, not indecorously,
retaliated upon him, now supported by his servant, rose to his feet,
and grasping Captain Delano's hand, stood
tremulous; too much agitated
to speak. But the good augury hence drawn was suddenly dashed, by
his resuming all his
previous reserve, with augmented gloom, as,
with half-averted eyes, he
silently reseated himself on his
cushions. With a
corresponding return of his own chilled feelings,
Captain Delano bowed and withdrew.
He was hardly
midway in the narrow
corridor, dim as a tunnel,
leading from the cabin to the stairs, when a sound, as of the
tolling for
execution in some jail-yard, fell on his ears. It was
the echo of the ship's flawed bell,
striking the hour, drearily
reverberated in this subterranean vault. Instantly, by a fatality
not to be withstood, his mind, responsive to the portent, swarmed with
superstitious suspicions. He paused. In images far swifter than
these sentences, the minutest details of all his former distrusts
swept through him.
Hitherto,
credulous good-nature had been too ready to furnish
excuses for
reasonable fears. Why was the Spaniard, so superfluously
punctilious at times, now
heedless of common
propriety in not
accompanying to the side his departing guest? Did indisposition
forbid? Indisposition had not
forbidden more irksome
exertion that
day. His last equivocal
demeanour recurred. He had risen to his
feet, grasped his guest's hand, motioned toward his hat; then, in an
instant, all was eclipsed in
sinister muteness and gloom. Did this
imply one brief, repentant relenting at the final moment, from some
iniquitous plot, followed by remorseless return to it? His last glance
seemed to express a calamitous, yet acquiescent
farewell to Captain
Delano for ever. Why decline the
invitation to visit the sealer that
evening? Or was the Spaniard less hardened than the Jew, who refrained
not from supping at the board of him whom the same night he meant to
betray? What imported all those day-long enigmas and contradictions,
except they were intended to mystify,
preliminary to some stealthy
blow? Atufal, the pretended rebel, but
punctual shadow, that moment
lurked by the
threshold without. He seemed a
sentry, and more. Who, by
his own
confession, had stationed him there? Was the Negro now lying
in wait?
The Spaniard behind- his creature before: to rush from darkness to
light was the
involuntary choice.
The next moment, with clenched jaw and hand, he passed Atufal, and
stood unarmed in the light. As he saw his trim ship lying peacefully
at her
anchor, and almost within ordinary call; as he saw his
household boat, with familiar faces in it,
patiently rising and
falling on the short waves by the San Dominick's side; and then,
glancing about the decks where he stood, saw the oakum-pickers still
gravely plying their fingers; and heard the low, buzzing
whistle and
industrious hum of the hatchet-polishers, still bestirring
themselves over their endless
occupation; and more than all, as he saw
the benign
aspect of Nature,
taking her
innocentrepose in the
evening; the screened sun in the quiet camp of the west shining out
like the mild light from Abraham's tent; as his charmed eye and ear
took in all these, with the chained figure of the black, the
clenched jaw and hand relaxed. Once again he smiled at the phantoms
which had mocked him, and felt something like a tinge of remorse,
that, by indulging them even for a moment, he should, by
implication, have betrayed an almost atheistic doubt of the
ever-watchful Providence above.
There was a few minutes' delay, while, in
obedience to his orders,
the boat was being
hooked along to the gangway. During this
interval, a sort of saddened
satisfaction stole over Captain Delano,
at thinking of the kindly offices he had that day discharged for a
stranger. Ah, thought he, after good actions one's
conscience is never
ungrateful, however much so the benefited party may be.
Presently, his foot, in the first act of
descent into the boat,
pressed the first round of the side-ladder, his face presented
inward upon the deck. In the same moment, he heard his name
courteously sounded; and, to his pleased surprise, saw Don Benito
advancing- an unwonted
energy in his air, as if, at the last moment,
intent upon making
amends for his recent dis
courtesy. With instinctive
good feeling, Captain Delano, revoking his foot, turned and
reciprocally
advanced. As he did so, the Spaniard's nervous
eagerness increased, but his vital
energy failed; so that, the
better to support him, the servant, placing his master's hand on his
naked shoulder, and
gentlyholding it there, formed himself into a
sort of
crutch.
When the two captains met, the Spaniard again
fervently took the
hand of the American, at the same time casting an
earnest glance
into his eyes, but, as before, too much
overcome to speak.
I have done him wrong, self-reproachfully thought Captain
Delano; his
apparentcoldness has deceived me; in no
instance has he
meant to offend.
Meantime, as if
fearful that the
continuance of the scene might