humbug!" St. George added in a tone that confirmed our young man's
ease.
"Certainly I'll break it - but it was a real promise."
"Do you mean to Miss Fancourt? You're following her?" his friend
asked.
He answered by a question. "Oh is SHE going?"
"Base impostor!" his ironic host went on. "I've treated you
handsomely on the article of that young lady: I won't make another
concession. Wait three minutes - I'll be with you." He gave
himself to his departing guests, accompanied the long-trained
ladies to the door. It was a hot night, the windows were open, the
sound of the quick
carriages and of the linkmen's call came into
the house. The affair had rather glittered; a sense of festal
things was in the heavy air: not only the influence of that
particular
entertainment, but the
suggestion of the wide hurry of
pleasure which in London on summer nights fills so many of the
happier quarters of the
complicated town. Gradually Mrs. St.
George's drawing-room emptied itself; Paul was left alone with his
hostess, to whom he explained the
motive of his
waiting. "Ah yes,
some
intellectual, some PROFESSIONAL, talk," she leered; "at this
season doesn't one miss it? Poor dear Henry, I'm so glad!" The
young man looked out of the window a moment, at the called hansoms
that lurched up, at the smooth broughams that rolled away. When he
turned round Mrs. St. George had disappeared; her husband's voice
rose to him from below - he was laughing and talking, in the
portico, with some lady who awaited her
carriage. Paul had
solitary possession, for some minutes, of the warm deserted rooms
where the covered tinted lamplight was soft, the seats had been
pushed about and the odour of flowers lingered. They were large,
they were pretty, they contained objects of value; everything in
the picture told of a "good house." At the end of five minutes a
servant came in with a request from the Master that he would join
him
downstairs; upon which, descending, he followed his conductor
through a long passage to an
apartment thrown out, in the rear of
the
habitation, for the special requirements, as he guessed, of a
busy man of letters.
St. George was in his shirt-sleeves in the middle of a large high
room - a room without windows, but with a wide skylight at the top,
that of a place of
exhibition. It was furnished as a library, and
the serried bookshelves rose to the ceiling, a surface of
incomparable tone produced by dimly-gilt "backs" interrupted here
and there by the
suspension of old prints and drawings. At the end
furthest from the door of
admission was a tall desk, of great
extent, at which the person using it could write only in the erect
posture of a clerk in a counting-house; and stretched from the
entrance to this
structure was a wide plain band of
crimson cloth,
as straight as a garden-path and almost as long, where, in his
mind's eye, Paul at once
beheld the Master pace to and fro during
vexed hours - hours, that is, of
admirablecomposition. The
servant gave him a coat, an old
jacket with a hang of experience,
from a
cupboard in the wall, retiring afterwards with the garment
he had taken off. Paul Overt welcomed the coat; it was a coat for
talk, it promised confidences - having visibly received so many -
and had
tragicliterary elbows. "Ah we're practical - we're
practical!" St. George said as he saw his
visitor look the place
over. "Isn't it a good big cage for going round and round? My
wife invented it and she locks me up here every morning."
Our young man breathed - by way of
tribute - with a certain
oppression. "You don't miss a window - a place to look out?"
"I did at first
awfully; but her
calculation was just. It saves
time, it has saved me many months in these ten years. Here I
stand, under the eye of day - in London of course, very often, it's
rather a bleared old eye - walled in to my trade. I can't get away
- so the room's a fine lesson in
concentration. I've
learnt the
lesson, I think; look at that big
bundle of proof and acknowledge
it." He
pointed to a fat roll of papers, on one of the tables,
which had not been undone.
"Are you bringing out another -?" Paul asked in a tone the fond
deficiencies of which he didn't recognise till his
companion burst
out laughing, and indeed
scarce even then.
"You humbug, you humbug!" - St. George appeared to enjoy caressing
him, as it were, with that opprobrium. "Don't I know what you
think of them?" he asked,
standing there with his hands in his
pockets and with a new kind of smile. It was as if he were going
to let his young votary see him all now.
"Upon my word in that case you know more than I do!" the latter
ventured to
respond, revealing a part of the
torment of being able
neither clearly to
esteem nor
distinctly to
renounce him.
"My dear fellow," said the more and more interesting Master, "don't
imagine I talk about my books specifically; they're not a decent
subject - il ne manquerait plus que ca! I'm not so bad as you may
apprehend! About myself, yes, a little, if you like; though it
wasn't for that I brought you down here. I want to ask you
something - very much indeed; I value this chance. Therefore sit
down. We're practical, but there IS a sofa, you see - for she does
humour my poor bones so far. Like all really great administrators
and disciplinarians she knows when
wisely to relax." Paul sank
into the corner of a deep leathern couch, but his friend remained
standing and explanatory. "If you don't mind, in this room, this
is my habit. From the door to the desk and from the desk to the
door. That shakes up my
imaginationgently; and don't you see what
a good thing it is that there's no window for her to fly out of?
The
eternalstanding as I write (I stop at that
bureau and put it
down, when anything comes, and so we go on) was rather wearisome at
first, but we adopted it with an eye to the long run; you're in
better order - if your legs don't break down! - and you can keep it
up for more years. Oh we're practical - we're practical!" St.
George
repeated, going to the table and
taking up all mechanically
the
bundle of proofs. But, pulling off the wrapper, he had a
change of attention that appealed afresh to our hero. He lost
himself a moment, examining the sheets of his new book, while the
younger man's eyes wandered over the room again.
"Lord, what good things I should do if I had such a
charming place
as this to do them in!" Paul reflected. The outer world, the world
of accident and ugliness, was so
successfully excluded, and within
the rich protecting square, beneath the patronising sky, the dream-
figures, the summoned company, could hold their particular revel.
It was a fond prevision of Overt's rather than an
observation on
actual data, for which occasions had been too few, that the Master
thus more closely viewed would have the quality, the
charming gift,
of flashing out, all
surprisingly, in personal
intercourse and at
moments of suspended or perhaps even of diminished
expectation. A
happy relation with him would be a thing
proceeding by jumps, not
by traceable stages.
"Do you read them - really?" he asked, laying down the proofs on
Paul's enquiring of him how soon the work would be published. And
when the young man answered "Oh yes, always," he was moved to mirth
again by something he caught in his manner of
saying that. "You go
to see your
grandmother on her birthday - and very proper it is,
especially as she won't last for ever. She has lost every faculty
and every sense; she neither sees, nor hears, nor speaks; but all
customary pieties and kindly habits are
respectable. Only you're
strong if you DO read 'em! I couldn't, my dear fellow. You are
strong, I know; and that's just a part of what I wanted to say to
you. You're very strong indeed. I've been going into your other
things - they've interested me
immensely. Some one ought to have
told me about them before - some one I could believe. But whom can
one believe? You're
wonderfully on the right road - it's
awfully