i ask myself what real friendship is.
when i think we are good friends you are not my real good friend actrually.when i think you are a special person in my heart you donot think in the same way as i do. i often wonder if i am as important as you mean to me? sometimes it is hurt to say that it is not the truth. you get hurt when u understand this. i ask myself again what real friendship means.
we had an unhappy time yesterday. i did not want to talk to you anymore. and you did the same to me too. i really feel sad after it and almost apologized to you even it is not my fault. however you can still laugh and chat with others like normal. i realised suddenly that i am not that important to you .you donot even realise that i am angry and sad.
furthermore you even forget my birthday this year. actually i am not angry about that as i i often forget others' birthday either. however i wont forget to tell the person how important his or her friendship mean to me. i will give the person a birthday card or a present. it is my way to express my feeling towards my friends. you did not do anything even after my birthday.
am i wrong ? it is impossible for us to become best friends as our interests are so different. we are differnt kinds of people, donot we?
sometimes i think i am alone even i am surrounded by a lot of friends. it is strange feeling, isnot it? maybe i will lead a lonely life. it is not easy to make good friends. after i realise this fact i know that i need to be more independent. to be less helpful and friendly, i will make few friends and get less hurt from them.
how many friends do i really have ? who are my friends ? when i get into trouble those people who lend me a hand are my real friends. sometimes i feel i look like a fool . when i open my heart to you, you hurt it. my heart feel
painful,very
painful. it is too
painful to open for you anymore. goodbye my friend. in order to protect my
fragile feeling, i closed my feeling towards you. it is sad to say goodbye, my friend. you donot care about me and you donot really understand me. it is meaningless for us to be friends anymore.
please correct me if there is any mistakes (should be a lot of them)
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