My year of 2005 is considered a total failure. I haven't earned as much money as I expected. I've not found my ideal job yet and I lost my wife, who had sworn to me that she would never leave me. And I lost my Mazda car too!
I thought I was different in this world. I believed that fortune was not to be accumulated but earned! I believed my future would be bright and fruitful. I thought I could always make my fate in control! And I believed that I would live in a luxury villa on a beach, with expensive furniture inside, have a nice and comfortable car and a perfect wife in the near future!
They are now like beautiful dreams, which will definitely disappear when I wake up. It's like romance and reality. When romance meets reality, romance will die! Now I have to pack up all my dreams in the big foam, and let it float in the air. I bet I won't enjoy watching it break!
I know my bad mood will be gone sooner or later, so I have to re-face myself and make a good plan for my future. No one can actually help you out of any trouble but you, yourself! I know it's time for me to move on to my destination, alone or not!
The only thing I have with me now is hope! I still have some abilities, which can assure my survival in China or abroad. I'm still getting supports from my family members, my friends and the girl who's been taking good care of me for months. There's no winner or loser in a failed marriage, so I guess I still have the strong base of success!
Just forget about the past! Just forget about all the bitter memories and let's deal with some other problems! That's what my best friend told me few days ago! He's right, because I had been stuck in my marriage crisis for too long, too long for me to think about other important issues! I still need to pay for the maintenance fees of my house, foods, clothes, transportations and whatever necessary in my daily life! And if I am satisfied with my current situation, I won't be affordable to the so-called luxury villa and whatever within even 100 years!
So, let me create my own future! Let me throw all the bad/negative thoughts into hell and give the world a big sunny smile!
Ok, cut the craps and just do it!
关键字:网友情怀
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I thought I was different in this world. I believed that fortune was not to be accumulated but earned! I believed my future would be bright and fruitful. I thought I could always make my fate in control! And I believed that I would live in a luxury villa on a beach, with expensive furniture inside, have a nice and comfortable car and a perfect wife in the near future!
They are now like beautiful dreams, which will definitely disappear when I wake up. It's like romance and reality. When romance meets reality, romance will die! Now I have to pack up all my dreams in the big foam, and let it float in the air. I bet I won't enjoy watching it break!
I know my bad mood will be gone sooner or later, so I have to re-face myself and make a good plan for my future. No one can actually help you out of any trouble but you, yourself! I know it's time for me to move on to my destination, alone or not!
The only thing I have with me now is hope! I still have some abilities, which can assure my survival in China or abroad. I'm still getting supports from my family members, my friends and the girl who's been taking good care of me for months. There's no winner or loser in a failed marriage, so I guess I still have the strong base of success!
Just forget about the past! Just forget about all the bitter memories and let's deal with some other problems! That's what my best friend told me few days ago! He's right, because I had been stuck in my marriage crisis for too long, too long for me to think about other important issues! I still need to pay for the maintenance fees of my house, foods, clothes, transportations and whatever necessary in my daily life! And if I am satisfied with my current situation, I won't be affordable to the so-called luxury villa and whatever within even 100 years!
So, let me create my own future! Let me throw all the bad/negative thoughts into hell and give the world a big sunny smile!
Ok, cut the craps and just do it!
关键字:网友情怀
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