The letter is for a boy who was a secret at the bottom of my heart.

Hey,

How about u? Anything new? U know, I always miss u, no matter wherever u are or whatever u do. Cause u are younger than me, two ages.

When I have to face the reality, u are younger than me and u are my ex-bf's cousin, I am more helpless than u are. Please trust me and don't blame me.

Everyone said u are tall, handsome, sunny and excellent, u see, i am pride of u as well. Don't be suspicious of my feeling, just like u always do.

I also remembered our unforgettable moments in the past while u, lee and i got together.

How can I treat the feeling among the 3 person, especially u and lee are cousin. Both of u are more intimate than any others are. I didn't want to make a fuss between u and lee. U know that. I don't want to break down our sensation.

I also remembered that when u got ready to study abroad and asked me out to cafe. U expressed your true love to me, I was so sad and surprised. U know, i also loved in u before your cousin! That must be the joke among us--the three people.

I can't betray my true mood, Just after u boarded the air, I told Lee we would take apart, he refused and asked me to give a reason, I can't tell him why because i don't know why. Lee would told u the following story later, I know.

I can't love u again or let u love me again. I also told u my thinking when u went back this summer holiday. Maybe we can't go back again. Cause I've changed as well as u. And it would never have been influenced our friendship among the three people.

I am working in a US company now and having a comfortable income, don't worry about me.

I also remain the positive attitude to everything, not only for work but also for life. As u know, my work is wonderful and the spare time is colorful. U always care about me, it seems like u are older than me, maybe it's true, u are a mature man now, attractive and independent.

U asked me to put it in my memory, i promised to do. The scene is inscribed in my heart deeply, while u were playing piano and singing the song" my love" .

Take care of yourself, ok?

Promise me, just like I promised u.

Bye.
Demi

Ps. My friend recommended me to watch the movie named"烈爱伤痕"，i did it actually, despite I don't like HK movie so much. It's not just like our love, but i like the song" The end is not my choice".

U will go to US for your Christmas Day, so I would like to give my wishes in advance, Merry Christmas and share your pictures with me then.
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