It's finally over. I kept telling myself this truth when I stepped out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, together with her. We've signed the paper, and have got the certificates, which prove that we are back to bachelors again!
My feelings right now are complicated. All the sweet and bitter memories about her came back to me, and tortured me greatly. I couldn't fall asleep for nights; I couldn't help thinking of her. I thought I would be released from the mess after I signed the paper, but I was wrong! It doesn't matter if it was an impulsive decision to divorce with her, though! I knew we were not gonna make it this time; I knew it was the way it should be. But when the fact appeared, which was so real and cruel, I found myself so hard to accept it.
My friends tried to comfort me last night. They said I had nothing to lose. They said I am still young, charming and attractive. They said: Congratulations, cause you're now a golden bachelor! I forced myself to squeeze some kind of smiles to them, in order to show my gratitude. What they have said to me was not convincing enough to make me feel better. Actually, I felt worse!
When the sleepless night was over and sunshine was seen in my room, I suddenly realized torturing myself won't bring to me any good! I should not behave like a loser, because nobody wins in this game (if I call it a game). We should've ended our legal relationship in August, because she turned to another guy in the very month! It was not too late for me to find out the truth beneath and make my decision!
What did I lose? She'd loved me, taken good care of me and the family. She'd been my wife for such a long time. We were happy. We did try to make our family a better one. Though we failed in the end, we still try to look at the bright side. We gave each other greetings when we waved "Good-bye", and we all believe we will have better lives.
I have nothing to lose. I know it is a perfect ending for both of us! We're from different worlds; we shouldn't have been together in the very beginning! Since it is fate that made us a couple, I now accept the fate again! Facing the fact and trying my best to defeat all the bad feelings are what I am currently doing! I'm gonna make it this time!
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My feelings right now are complicated. All the sweet and bitter memories about her came back to me, and tortured me greatly. I couldn't fall asleep for nights; I couldn't help thinking of her. I thought I would be released from the mess after I signed the paper, but I was wrong! It doesn't matter if it was an impulsive decision to divorce with her, though! I knew we were not gonna make it this time; I knew it was the way it should be. But when the fact appeared, which was so real and cruel, I found myself so hard to accept it.
My friends tried to comfort me last night. They said I had nothing to lose. They said I am still young, charming and attractive. They said: Congratulations, cause you're now a golden bachelor! I forced myself to squeeze some kind of smiles to them, in order to show my gratitude. What they have said to me was not convincing enough to make me feel better. Actually, I felt worse!
When the sleepless night was over and sunshine was seen in my room, I suddenly realized torturing myself won't bring to me any good! I should not behave like a loser, because nobody wins in this game (if I call it a game). We should've ended our legal relationship in August, because she turned to another guy in the very month! It was not too late for me to find out the truth beneath and make my decision!
What did I lose? She'd loved me, taken good care of me and the family. She'd been my wife for such a long time. We were happy. We did try to make our family a better one. Though we failed in the end, we still try to look at the bright side. We gave each other greetings when we waved "Good-bye", and we all believe we will have better lives.
I have nothing to lose. I know it is a perfect ending for both of us! We're from different worlds; we shouldn't have been together in the very beginning! Since it is fate that made us a couple, I now accept the fate again! Facing the fact and trying my best to defeat all the bad feelings are what I am currently doing! I'm gonna make it this time!
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