these days I feel terribly time-stressed. I am remarkably thirsty for time as thirsty for water. I have never had this feeling as I do now. in the past, maybe I would also feel time was limited, but I could still strike a balance among all the subjects and manage all the stuff perfectly. However, this semester is witnessing my going to break down. I am occupied by various courses and seldom enjoy my spare time. Worse still, none of the courses is relatively easy for me. Instead, all are considerably difficult. It takes me great pain to master my major knowledge. Fairly often, even though I review my textbooks again and again, reading every single word of it, I cannot fully interpret what it is about. Even listening to the teacher, I feel puzzled at his explanations, not to mention learning the course by myself. I do not have sufficient time to touch any exercises relevant to my majors. Sometimes I feel like going mad!

Every class I am in a pose ready to fight on the battlefield. I dare not make a date with my dream, because once my mind is absent for a flash, I cannot catch up with the teacher. Thus I have to be attentive and cautious all the time until the bell rings. However tired I am, I have to sustain myself to keep energetic in class. It is really painstaking! But ahead of me lies no choice but to struggle, between sleep and keeping awake.

Besides my major, I have to learn my English and Japanese. I cannot give them up because of my heavy majors, especially English. She is my advantage both presently and in the future. So I must carry on learning it to further enhance my overall English ability. Due to the limited time, once I touch my English books or magazines, I will highly focus on them and ignore anything else around me. I am totally addicted to it and spare no efforts to draw on the limited time to its fullest.

After class, never have I had a rest, even for a short moment. I cannot afford the least time to seat myself cozily in the chair, drinking a cup of coffee, unless I am really exhausted to death and can hardly concentrate on my study. Instead, after swallowing a cup of pure water or devouring some fruits, I have to press myself at my desk and starts working. The books are stacked sky-high beside me, which seems a cold and dark wall that cages me from freedom. I finish my tasks one by one at a high efficiency and keep working till midnight. But however long and efficiently I have been striving, there is still endless work waiting ahead. At last, I have to surrender to my weariness and hit the sack. Once I lie on bed, I fall in love with my dreams in no time and sleep like a log. Even the loudest thunder will fail to wake me up. You can imagine how weary I am!

Great pressure and stressed as I feel, i still feel a sense of enrichment and achievement in my life. I know I have make use of my time to the fullest and I do harvest what I am craving every day! I am paving the way to my expectedly rosy future. I like the sense and feeling of struggling. Through fighting with time and my energy, i have a sense of conquering. I feel like a champion in my life! hence I will insist on fighting till the end! I believe he who laughs last laughs best!
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